a5 ilymeow

ft. @mezhaa + @mayh3mp
prod me
www.instagram.com/kidsnrlax
www.instagram.com/mmezhaa
www.instagram.com/mayh3mp

saw her look at me now she wnna tear out my heart
bby u look pretty when ur posted wit a SCAR-L
hold me down my luv u kno ur my only fucking star
everytime i think abt u i jus tear myself apart
i can feel u from a far because i kno where u are
hold onto me bby because i been way 2 fcn scarred
i do not wnna b harmed i got ice all on my arms
yea u drive me crazy cus idk wtf we are

hold me down w/ mezha + mayh3mp

again seeing your shadows
lost so much power
i dont want to lose it 
again
can u please just borrow
like for an hour
ur so sour
can i get flower

again seeing your shadows
lost so much power
and dont want to lose it 
again
can u please just borrow
like for an hour
ur so sour
can i get flower

hu uh
i dont give fuck
but i care about you
i like it when we talk
can i hug u again
u r my only friend
and im going to follow you like everywhere

again seeing your shadows
lost so much power
i dont want to lose it 
again
can u please just borrow
like for an hour
ur so sour
can i get flower

shadows!! (pearlblade)

spotify link - https://open.spotify.com/album/4RB6x4fdIdMNM0e4aen6LL?si=zBrv2ay-QEiVG7zlHBG0pw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4RB6x4fdIdMNM0e4aen6LL

Lyrics: scratchy
I lost my mind 
sold it for you 
Hurt me badly 
I’m not happy 
Flawed by design 
Get mad at you
Love you madly 
Show you off proudly 
(X2)
Do you think we will be okay 
Do you think I will see your face again
I know we have our issues but we’ll solve them 
Pretty little genie in a bottle 
(X2)


scratchy - i lost my mind (pearlblade)

Nosgov: 
@820
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6FK0azeTwe5RwhUAkpkhnh
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nosgov

Clover:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/32cxkkzCHntC7KY72NOyHD
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/xdclov3r/

Mixed + Mastered:
https://www.instagram.com/aternaxd/

Prod:
gxdrays: https://www.instagram.com/gxdrays/
fumiko!: https://www.instagram.com/idkwhyiwannabe/

From The Start!

Spotify

From The Start! + Nosgov (Gxdrays, Fumiko)

slutty mind!! (ilymeow)

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/32cxkkzCHntC7KY72NOyHD?si=9YNE_MNER4eI2EN-UmZ_UQ

lyrics:
she left my body on the floor
cut cut cut cut baby cut me up some more
no i cant do this anymore
i just wanna run away 
i do this like everyday now
cutting to my bones to cope with the pain
yeah im hitting all my arteries blood pouring down my window like the rain
lose my mind im going insane
girl ever since you left i havent been the same

yeah i might need some visine vision getting blurry
yeah i tried to screm for help but you never heard me
i always wonder why you hurt me
i miss who i was before
before you knocked on my door
n-n-n now i got all these scars on my body
tell me why you looked away when you saw me
do you regret being with me
and all my crazy tendencies
now i rot inside my bed and let the memories kill me

(cut cut cut cut)
she left my body on the floor
cut cut cut cut baby cut me up some more
no i cant do this anymore
i just wanna run away 
i do this like everyday now
cutting to my bones to cope with the pain
yeah im hitting all my arteries blood pouring down my window like the rain
lose my mind im going insane
girl ever since you left i havent been the same

blood is pouring down my arm
girl you ripped me apart
i been picking at my scars
now i dont know where we are

#ARTERIEZ!!! (takuori)

@xlytra

Clover:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5R90jIcD2RH4z6XOR86dMw
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/xdclov3r/

Lytra:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/765caWhYCY7Yiw5F6jZZHg
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/99lytra/

SHE LIKE 2 PARTY + Lytra (ser4ph1m)

f*** thi is so dumb 

break every bone in my body 
I need a zombie
was this this everything u asked for
get me off the dance floor 
everyone is dead 
never care bout what's in debt 
everything I fill with led
please don't leave me in my bed
I need to turn it down, can't wait till my body found 
these speakers 90 pounds, everything is super loud 

like tmz 
everything is make believe 
back but won't give you the key 
you can try so I can leave 
I Gata up the bass 
leave my blood around the place 
stuck inside a mental cage 
you can run but I will chase 

nightmares, everything I wanted was like right there 
it was not fair hit me with a blank stare 
I mean its over 
everything I wanted had to burn it up 
I jus b str8 fitted up
going till its not enough

going 2 the club now 
I need to calm down 
everything is perfect 
love how your screams sound
so I just walked in 
and then got kicked out 
ive bin in the darkness 
had to get a way out 

on the ground floor crying till I'm not bored 
not a monster hiding in the corner 
in the darkness had to find my way out 
wanna trust u that's something I can't allow

(see my problem is I have no idea wha I'm doing like what even is mixing)

spotify

Super-Loud

umm idk why!! (NXTY)

spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/0PQj0WPPvQSAUaYu7J3f1u?si=vLD1Q8DzTmSzDAqhNDi-9w&pi=u-WibtXxTRRHyT

2504 + Scratchy - Live Leak (pearlblade)

immortal >:3 (ilymeow)

[Verse 1]

it always been my bad
okay its too late
im goin to bed
dont rly care
u dont understand
that im going insane
i need to kick u out
to kick u out my head

[Bridge 1]
i cant fall asleep today
i feel it veins i dont wanna change
okay
u came so late
thru all the pain
please hold my hand

[Chorus 1]
u cant stop me im higher in the sky u cant ignore
thats my reality
dont care but ur damn words
u cant stop me im higher in the sky u cant ignore
thats my reality
thats my reality (ok hihi)

i cant fall asleep today
i feel it veins i dont wanna change
okay
u came so late
thru all the pain
please hold my hand

[Verse 2]
i wanna feel that im good enough
i feel like wrapped in a plastic bag
sometimes i love to be alone
that doesnt mean that i dont really miss ur touch

i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
what to feel
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
brah whats the deal?

i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
what to feel
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
brah whats the deal?

[Chorus 2]
u cant stop me im higher in the sky u cant ignore
thats my reality
dont care but ur damn words
u cannot stop me im higher in the sky u cant ignore
thats my reality
thats my reality (ok hihi)

i cant fall asleep today
i feel it veins i dont wanna change
okay
u came so late
thru all the pain
please hold my hand

my reality!! (ilymeow)

featuring @xxclov3r
mixed and mastered by clov :3

evryday is hell + clover (nightocor3.i9)

@wwenszy
oh im losing so much time
chasing shadow in the night
if i could just turn it back
i would make everything alright x2

losing so much time
thinking about these choices
echoes in my mind, drowning out the voices

staring at the ceiling, questions in my head
wondering what went wrong, wait is it my bad?

oh im losing my time, chasing shadows at night
if i could turn it back ill make it alright x2

oh im losing so much time
chasing shadow in the night
if i could just turn it back
i would make everything alright x2

te-te-tear me apart, i just wanna feel you right in my heart
let me breathe, need you next to me
ta-ta-take a shot, little risk i wanted right from the start
let me feel, need the rush to heal

losing so much time
thinking about these choices
echoes in my mind, drowning out the voices

staring at the ceiling, questions in my head
wondering what went wrong, wait is it my bad?

oh im losing my time, chasing shadows at night
if i could turn it back ill make it alright x2

oh im losing so much time
chasing shadow in the night
if i could just turn it back
i would make everything alright x2

alright!:3 + wenszy (ilymeow + lostsoundwtf)

ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ 
ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ғᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ 
ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ
ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ
ɪ ᴄᴀɴ sʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏᴡ

ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ
ɴʏ ᴇᴀʀs ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏ ɪs ʀɪɴɢ
ᴅʀᴏᴡɴɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴀsᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴏ 
ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ

ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ
ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴄᴜᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴋɴɪᴠᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʏ sᴛɪɴɢ

ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ 
ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ
ɪ sᴛɪʟʟ sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴄᴇ 
ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴍ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴏᴡᴅ 

sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ

ᴄᴀɴᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ

sting (prod. fiftyzeros)

MY HEAD [lyretrix]

none of the tracks i post are mine

discord: wiktaz

shadows!! (pearlblade)

ilymeow

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