i love your music but I'd rather have friends lol 

ju ca - essence (flora yin-wong remix)
senses - unreleased (prod shinju & 9anyal)
jenys - being here (flagalova remix)
senses - unreleased (prod shinju & goonyears)
senses & blxty - unreleased (prod kiryano)
broadway - the promqueen has no friends
senses & nosgov - unreleased (prod shrinemaiden & hiyori)
theodore cale schafer - it isnt so bad to be alone
april & konomii - days in the snow
senses - unreleased (prod april)
fatshaudi & luca rain - dance all day
heartcoregirl - cavegirl (prod rapallo)
gl0worm & ashes - unreleased
senses & lil soda boi - unreleased

senses + sparr00w #vampalooza anniversary set

w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

2x
eyes roll back im no longer here
my only chance to make it - lost

feel like im frozen to the ground theres no way around 
i cannot move cant make a sound ill never be found 
and i dont kno who to trust its so hard for me
they never stay at all only take my heart from me 

your so cold im freezing to death, so cold i cant catch a breath
u got me so obsessed and now theres notging left
i cant tell if im in the wrong or right 
but i know 4sure that i cannot win this fight
i think i learned my lesson 
if you love something then you should never let it go 
or you will never get it back
took me time to accept it but i might never make it
never take things for granted or you will soon regret it 

i wanna run away and dont look back 
need sum time to get things off my mind 
need sum time to realize that ive been blind for so long, blind for so long

lost「sp00 + craves」

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

prod me and @delto
ft @mental

[lyrics]
it depends,,, didnt do it right but thats okay ill try again.. i dont rlly wanna fall asleep, ill lay in bed,,,,.,.., guess ill lay awake and think about my life instead. i cant run away cuz ur just stuck inside my head

i dont get the point cuz everyone will all be dead,, dont think ill forget about everything that u said,,,,,,,every week i get myself into another mess.. but its all the same, loss and gain, more or less

you cant fool me twice, i control it!ice frozen, idk ur motive,, i got shit to do but i cant focus. idk him so hes getting ghosted....talk, talk, talk, do u ever stop posting? you have no thoughts of ur own stop posing.. you must think i like you, i was joking,, i cant stop idk where im going,,

spotify ^w^

hollow +mental prod. emorave & delto

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me https://soundcloud.com/chrxmey ♥

fall back down and stand up again
thought u were my everything
its hard to feel anything
when im stuck remembering

a fall cold as winter
ur smile how it glimmers
the trees getting thinner
my heart getting dimmer

yea it hurts to let go and i told her
that it means something to meto hold her

walk on stage yea cameras shooting
walk on stage i hop in the crowd
i just ruined my new louis
i just fell into the ground
rock n roll im feeling extra boutta tear this apartment down
bno we rocking fashion u guys looking like some clowns

winter

spira me - winter (thomas + chromey)

I made the instrumental of this song back in Febuary of 2022, and the original plan was to release it as part of a 3 part ep on halloween. Obviously that did not end up happening, so I decided to just finish it up and drop it as a single on my birthday. I am still planning on creating an ep eventually, but I think I will be going in a bit of a different direction with it. 

cover art by @lostteeth on ig

bandcamp

NEBULA

@kojowav

when I’m in ur arms, so close to your heart 
That’s the way I like it 
Open up my scars, I don’t mean no harm 
I just Need your guidance 
I just Need to know where you wanna go 
And where it’s gonna take us 
Together we could glo, bright just like the snow
Til it’s gonna break us

I can’t find the right words to say, but maybe I will one day 
and I could never go back, one way 
I just Need to know will you stay?

i dont mean no harm「kojo + senses」

it's good to be in love

lyrics :

there's so much to say
oh how much
i miss you
waking up
knowing you're not
here with me
is the worst pain i could feel

i dont get why you left
but i know it wasnt your choice
im sorry
so sorry

you did not
deserve this
what I would do to hear you
one last time

[Credits : @sinful ,  https://www.instagram.com/1michaelharrison/]

the words i wish you could hear

thank u
1st with @y4ndere
4rd with @misoo74
5th with @lunaris

senses + sparr00w #vampalooza anniversary set

ilysenses

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