this one is hella touching and moving man, I can tell you put your heart into this 🫶 amazing track 🙏

wow, this is beautiful. can hear that a lot of emotions went into this track. beautiful one shine 🖤

produced by (me)
guitars by ( @auburnleavesfall )

lyrics:

swear to god i seen you in another dream again
i'd fucking kill myself but i dont even have a plan
i sit here tastin death, and thats my whole life span
i wanna go back to the smile i had way back then

its a issue when ur not around,
i,ll take her heart when im numb inside
i love it when i am alone, i dont wanna see ya smile
i think shes the love of my life
but i aint even met her in real life
but oh my gosh she's got such pretty eyes
i wanna know what she thinks of mine
nevermind it was all a lie
you broke whats left and whats all inside
if u need a man then i will try
but we both know that u want me to die

pls just stick around and i will always wish the best
think about all the times that we will fall into a mess
dreams of you appearing in my bed god just get outta my head
stop appearing with my dread i wish that i was fucking dead

i dont wanna fight someone thats always a mini me.
take apart my heart rip away every piece of me
TAKE UR TIME CAUSE I WONT EVEN TRY TRY TRY
but bitch im cautious
always nauseous, i brought the thompson
and im not afraid to shoot someone that i despise

pls just stick around and i will always wish the best
think about all the times that we will fall into a mess
dreams of you appearing in my bed god just get outta my head
stop appearing with my dread i wish that i was fucking dead

ILL TAKE WHATS MINE, WE'RE SO ALIKE
CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE. ARE YOU ALRIGHT, WHY YES IM FINE
BUT IM CONFINED WITHIN OUR BOND, THAT'S INTERTWINED 

"you think that i was done? haha"

i swear to god i seen you in another dream again
i'd fucking kill myself but i dont even have a plan
i sit here tastin death, and thats my whole life span
i wanna go back to the smile i had way back then

deceit

"home" produced by ilyl1ght

lyrics: 
"of course you've been gone for so long"
 I know, it has been quite a while
Friends are leaving and people scare me
"Cant kick the thought of us leaving?" 
Nah I'm just stuck in my own thoughts.
"Well I hope you find peace among the crops"
Yeah but I never see the fall
Seeing flowers bloom is cool and all
"that's what you get when your in love"
Yeah, its been weighing on my mind a lot
"Whenever you're ready Ill be here for the drop"
wow hey man, thank, I needed that
wow hey man, thanks I needed that

home

idle (cover)

prod me (dawsin)
guitars by (prod.acey)

lyrics:

hate myself for the things i've done
i shouldn't be allowed to love
never was afraid to go grab the gun
now you care now that im pouring blood
and if i was still here you wouldn't care at all
thats why u never bothered to call
me at all
it'll only be me that'll fall

inside are you feeling dumb?
outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

she don't got the heart to take it back now
used to harm myself but that's in the past now
didn't want u to see what i did
hated this life ever since i was kid

you act like this the first time
cover my scars with arm tats
anxiety i can't combat
no matter how hard i try i cant bite back

she said u was just a friend
but i thought we'd never end
i guess love just dont exist
i guess we both fell for a bitch
-i guess we both fell for a bitch-

inside are you feeling dumb?
well outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

i will seek you
as far as you may travel
to deliver you what is yours
destined death

seek

id wait a thousand years, for you to be here
how many times in my life did i disappear?
my parents told me we should stay friends
but i cant handle being short of anything that we had

id lose everything
just to feel anything
if i turned to religion, id make sense of it
but its not sensible, im not very valuable
even to myself, no god would raise me as his own

just a little curious, ive got some questions
why does no one treat me like im not a weapon
when all my life ive been getting attacked
id never do that

cause its not that fun
and its certainly not pretty
i dont mind, aslong as youre the one with me
please dont do that to somebody else
i want no other guy to get used to your smell

you know hes not as good so why replace me
he couldnt give a fuck about your safety
while youre out at work, hes sat waiting
entertaining other women

you can go and ask
every message been deleted
fucking psychopath
lie to you til you believe it
hell never post about you anymore
hide you away from several different whores

i wont back down from my word
his face is clung to the curb
let him up for just a minute, cause whats next is worse
let him breathe for the last time
ill let him see all of his bloodline
but who is next, who is next in kin
to try condone anyone like him

Safety

prod. acey

featuring evergarden

lyrics:
(shine)
am i
in the wrong for how i
searched for purpose in life
(promised you'd stay by my side)
(you lied)

(@evergardens)
am i in the wrong for how i 
make you the center of my life 
setting myself up for failure this time

ive been coping at my worst
everything i knew upturned

(shine)
all the pain
all the torment that you've been through
is it me or is it you
that doesn't know what to do
you're in my head way too much
get out of my thoughts.

thought (ft. evergarden)

produced by tiedforsilver and ryan kelly
mastered by nate2timez
written and mixed by epitomeoffailure
artwork by melmige

lyrics:

looking back at my life, in black and white, all i see is the past
since hindsight’s is perfect and clear i knew i’d never last 
staring in a bathroom mirror, while life just keeps on going by fast 
i bury my face in my hands all night and scream this 
world is trash 

i just lack the confidence to get over myself today
the demon on my shoulder telling me that he gon have to stay
beggin me to fuck up and to give into my selfish ways
but i could never do it even with a mind to mold like clay

terrified, to the core i think i might be paralyzed
petrified although i can’t help but fucking wish for more
problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
if i looked outside this balcony would i see you by the shore 

pages i cant seem to read because im in the dark
tell me can we shine the light before i fall apart
please patch up these bloody wounds around my blackened heart
as you can see when left to me they start to form up scars

i just need comfort
in this moment
i still suffer 
in the slowest 
ways
i’ve lost the number when counting up my days
now this regret is what i’m smokin to the face 

terrified, to the core i think i might be paralyzed
petrified although i can’t help but fucking wish for more
problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
if i looked outside this balcony would i see you by the shore 

t-t-t-t-terrified, to the core i think i might be paralyzed
petrified although i can’t help but fucking wish for more
p-p-p-problems keep coming in from right outside the open door
if i looked outside this balcony would i see you by the shore 

looking back at my life, in black and white, all i see is the past
since hindsight’s is perfect and clear i knew i’d never last 
staring in a bathroom mirror, while life just keeps on going by fast 
i bury my face in my hands all night and scream this 
world is trash

paralyzed (tiedforsilver x ryan kelly)

prod acey

sample is me playing pressure with @daywxtch and @nightmaresfrvr

lyrics:
stay
away
one too many mistakes
your lack of care made me break
but now
i’m okay.. i think
i’m going through a lot of change
things will never be the same

i can’t go through this
the daily crying, the zero calls
questioning if you love me at all
and i hate how easy it was
to let you go
and i can’t go back
to a star with no moon
and the sun doesn’t have room for two
it’s sad but it can’t be me and you

there was never meant
to be a collision
between us two
and you swear
you swear that you’ll change
but change hasn’t been made since the last eleven times

i gave all my warmth to you
god i was such a fool
and i fucking called it
i knew it would end this way
i hate that im right
i expected something different
and if there was then i must’ve missed it

my friends were right
i need to say goodbye
to a sun in a different galaxy
a sun that already has a moon
shameful it isn’t me
that’s probably a good thing

i mean no harm in what i say
just honesty
like honestly, were you even gonna stay?
cus i was set for life
i know i was the one to do it
but you were putting me through it
and i couldn’t let it happen anymore

departure

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

You cannot force an entry 
No it’s a little bit mean don’t you think
Maybe these walls are meant to stay up 
Surrounding me
If you wanna get past you’ll have to
Kill me
Are we starting again
Without all my friends

I’m running I’m running away
You don’t have to catch me
Nothing but doubt and regret
You won’t ever find me

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

I wish I slept thru everything 
Woke up to birds singing 
Outside my window pane
Wake up repeat again
Tell death I’m on my way
He’s not too far away
He’ll take me all the same
Select all delete again

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

slept through everything

prod by me
thank you to @chalyre for some backing vocals <33

- lyrics -
I've been tryna get some rest but my room feels really warm
struggling to sleep cause outside i hear a storm
keeps me pacing in my head when it lingers for way to long
barely see the sun when i write all of these songs
put my hands up to my face getting ready to stand guard
oh my vision's getting blurry i can hear the ring its hard
if i never trusted words would i be in such a mess
if i never trusted words would there be any progress

i feel my lifespan getting thin
might just take it on the chin
now im trying just to win
cause i feel it in my skin

look around see a setting of a home
you see the butterfly see em when they roam'
i see you blister see the brightness in ur eyes
why you smiling when you jsut saw it all die
does the vision never bother you from hope
many blurry lines that you never sought
what is life where you coming from 
what's the time
not you and i

overheard who is spoken to
"just a friend" doesn't sound so new
never honest just as i knew
brought it up and ur cover blew
what's the name of the guy that you knew
asking for closure its due
feeling dread to the guy you boozed
maybe he would like the news

hold out your hands maybe i wont be that upset
see a pattern baby ima need a cigarette
who you think you are talking like you know us
keep on lying baby maybe us wont turn to dust
keep in mind you never fought for us
see a body dead strung just a shell a husk
sing or hum do whatever that's gon comfort you
can't deny whatever will come for you
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

strung

my interpretation, check out the original !!

https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000/keep-in-touch?si=f0674382d78545419575e78dd18101a2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

breathe through the worst parts, i'm told that it's not fair
i've been so focused on something that's not there
voice down my essence, it's clearer than you said
knew that you'd find me and put it all to rest
said so much but you still don't know me
outside on the road i slowly, get back to the place so coldy
don't ask, don't speak what you know please
just been turning away

when you're turning the page
i know what it takes
you said that you're better
i'm feeling the same
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

when you're cursing your name
and the steps that you take
a year tryna move on
i'm standing in place
it's all dead
the morning hasn't come yet

just pull me away
just somewhere to stay
i know where you've been before
just soften to me
if they find out
i know a place
what could i even say?

Greenwood - Keep In Touch (Yokai Dreams Flip)

my love for you shines brighter than any star.

17

departure

shine

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