(Lyrics) 

(2x)
Pour another 4 but I don’t feel it 
There’s a creature at my window do you see it 
So many blunts in the air it’s like my room is silent hill
I can’t really think right now, the monsters looking for his kill  


Sometimes I wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m real 
Wonder if I’m 

I sip my cup so I can feel 
I spark a blunt so I can chill
I hate myself for what I’m doing 
I been doing everything I can but I can’t do it 

I could put my heart and soul into this, it wouldn’t mean shit 
But if I spit some nonsense then I bet they fucking love it 
Bet they fucking love it 
They like v3nn yo where’s your new shit 

I wasn’t dropping because I was fucking homeless 
Seems like everyone is fake around me I know it 
I freestyled these bars like a poet

(JUNK KING) 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope 

always inna different limelight when u see me
I was regretting life yeah leave me
6 different pills couldn't b me
6 triple digits what I'm feeling 

why try, why i hate myself
too high inna cut need help
too low imma cut myself
more dope replenish my health

I been running thru these tracks all day
jus to get up on a sack onna rack okay 
all u mothafuckin friends yeah rats 
u ain't never gave a fuck that's that 

I been really trynna die, can u see it
trigger finger itchin and it's beamin
throwing up too much dope 
took 10 xans and I still couldn't cope

nonsense ft. JUNK KING (p. rubbish) *lyrics in description*

I tend to think of how it was when I was young 
I know it wasn’t a perfect life but it was still so much fun 
If I could have it all back, I wouldn’t think twice 
And that’s a fact 
I miss my mom I miss my dad, but that’s all in the past 
She is everything and more 
My little angel I adore 
Can’t get enough of mi amor 
I know I fuck up sometimes (I’m sorry)
More like all of the time 
wish that you could help me see 
is it you or is it me 

It’s youu, you’re the reason I’m blue 
I tried my best but I just could not get through to you
It’s youu, I know it’s you in my head 
I thinks it’s best if our feelings weren’t pretend 

Baby you know how to make me so angry that I don’t wanna look at you 
I don’t want to feel okay, if im just getting played 
Everyday sometimes feels the same 
You act like you do so much 
When I’m the one that’s carrying us 
I remember when you cared enough to make me trust 
In you and all the things that you do 
And I promise I apologize if I was rude to you 
I can’t think straight when I’m off my meds 
But I start to see the truth 
Is it me or is it you, I don’t know what to do 


It’s youu, you’re the reason I’m blue 
I tried my best but I just could not get through to You
It’s youu, I know it’s you in my head 
I thinks it’s best if our feelings weren’t pretend

its you w/ nana (p. GrizD) *lyrics in desc*

emptiness inside of me (bloodcryY)

(Prod. Michael Harrison)

With each bottle that I finish 
I start seeing the truth 
I’ve only woken up to all of this 
Last night I was loose
I’m over compensating 
My life is so frustrating
But you won’t ever understand 
You’ve been making other plans

I’m not 
So sure 
If I will make it out
If I will make it out 

The damage is already done 
Pull the trigger of my gun
Blow my brains out just for fun 
Made you scared, so go and run 
I use to smile every day
But now my skies are all grey
I’m really not doing well
But I bet that you can tell 

I’m not 
So sure 
If I will make it out
If I will make it out 

Call me when you’re sober ,
So that I know it’s over 
I can’t even hear you speaking, I’m not really here all evening 
I’m Busy chasing paper 
Spend it on high strain flavour
I’m a liability 
And you’re the reason I am me 

I stare in to my mirror
Now I can’t see any clearer
Bloody hands and I’m not crying
Numb and dumb, why was you lying

With each bottle that I finish 
I start seeing the truth 
I’ve only woken up to all of this 
Last night I was loose
I’m over compensating 
My life is so frustrating
But you won’t ever understand 
You’ve been making other plans (with him)

I’m not 
So sure 
If I will make it out
If I will make it out

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Each Bottle I Finish

Every Day ilykira x Blxde. [prod. Aki]

I know I might die young 
I’m living in this nightmare 
I might go the wrong way 
U know it’s just like that 
I been feeling down so I pour me a 4
If I die today ain’t nobody know 
Chop a bunch of lines on the iPhone 
Memories fade away where the time go 

Where the time go? 
Getting all this money with my eyes closed 
I’m living life bro 
Getting to this money on my own ya
Buried in a Louis v coffin 
I’m blacked out way too often 
You won’t ever realize 
The pain u caused it got me down 
U left me to die it don’t make sense to me now

I know I might die young 
I’m living in this nightmare 
I might go the wrong way 
U know it’s just like that 
I been feeling down so I pour me a 4
If I die today ain’t nobody know 
Chop a bunch of lines on the iPhone 
Memories fade away where the time go

where’d the time go ? (prod. Luke)

Water ft. Flesh Golem

Detour(Prod.Splashgvng x Jkei)

Choppa (prod Yurei)

Nonprofit, shoutout white shinobi 

Lyrics:
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going?
Baby you owe me 
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going ?
Girl you control me 

I’ll say yes to the pills in the morning 
I’ll say no to the girl that adores me 
Why can’t I feel anything important?
I just can’t accord it 
Everything is boring 

Everything is boring 
Till it’s lost or forgotten 
This hell that I’m held in
In my chest I have a lot held in 
Prisoner of Helgen 
Passionate like I’m Mackned 
Eager yet for the heaven

Helgen (prod.white shinobi)

love you 🩵
go check out the homie Vails 

Coffee Ft.Vails (Prod.Splashgvng)

I make music about what Love has given me.

Every Day ilykira x Blxde. [prod. Aki]

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