2am shoegaze (prod.blunkq)

sun is beaming down
cold nights are comin

i miss havin u round
miss havin somethin

someone to touch
someone to love

no one but us 
jus me n bug

jus give me a bit of sum control love,
imma show u how far we can go love,
its not just bout the love, that you can show up
having u around so i can hold up
eyes are getting old im getting older
i dont know what to do 

dont know what to do
my heart stop beatin
when u come into view

i cant believe that i get to be w/you
im gettin anxious, im feeling off the room 
smoke some, get faded, im flying to the moon
im so impatient just waiting here for you
dont know what to do

jus give me a bit of sum control love,
imma show u how far we can go love,
its not just bout the love, that you can show up
having u around so i can hold up
eyes are getting old im getting older
i dont know what to do

idk boss (everest) (scrapped)

(Lyrics)

you burn me and break me down into ashes
i hate how you look at me
just look at him
im so self aware i know where it started
my girl seems to hate me my lifes retarded

i dont wanna eat im lightheaded often
long day i cant feel my feet, im exhausted x2

im so sick and tired yfm

peril

lyrics:

spiraling down again
with no one around again
at all at all at all
i feel like time is bending
baby can you 
please just 
end me
my mind 
empty
i’ll die ill die
so can you just send me
your love
your love your love your love
your love
your love your love your love
swear that it’s so fucking tempting
to grab that blade and end me
i’ll make my fucking ending
all of this pain this shit a
fuck
a drug a drug a drug
a drug a drug a drug

PSYCHOSIS

https://open.spotify.com/album/2SopkKRL5tQBnoCYDi3sHu?si=kEduZ8kCRveYfoqi73LLyQ

stuck in my pictures you got awful inserts
oh my heart and it hurts ill fall of the damn earth 
i still got your pictures i wont fail to miss ya 
and you got a mister im still texting with ya 
so whats the issue you dont see what i want you just wanna have fun the parties never really done 
or ever fun or ever fun 
and if the bloods the issue you might need a tissue 
tried all to heal you but nothing is right through 
i cant help to heal cause im troubled and im like you 
i cant help but i try and im flawed im like you 
i cant help but learn now i was taught like a dog ill bite you watch you hurt and ill leave u lone 
stuck in my pictures you got awful inserts
oh my heart and it hurts ill fall of the damn earth 
i still got your pictures i wont fail to miss ya 
and you got a mister im still texting with ya 
so whats the issue you dont see what i want you just wanna have fun the parties never really done 
or ever fun or ever fun

(Lyrics)

I wish I could run
As fast as the rest
As bad as it gets I can’t be corrected

(I know what you are)

I can’t get no rest
Point to my head and end it all
Or to my chest
Just bloody wrists off adderall
We’re such a mess
Smile with bloody teeth and dirty thoughts
You’re such a wreck (You’re such a wreck)
You’re such a wreck (You’re such a wreck)
You’re a bloodthirsty whore with my name in her notes
The lamest of jokes, whys it me that you wrote?
Go tell them your hoax with cocaine in your nose
They’ll say they believe you but deep down they don’t

you’re such a wreck

pull the trigger (feat. bastard)

just one more day w/ imar

fields

Its hard to get you baby off my mind (my mind)
You've been driving me crazy all my life
But ill still be with u no matter what u say
And I'll stay by your side no matter what they think

I'm sorry if i talk too much
And every time we fight
I think about giving up
I just wanna go back to the way it was
Everything went by so fast
My time is almost up

Too much is going on in my head
It feels like i got nobody left (NOBODY!)
It stuck with me with every word that u said
We did we the best we could to fix the mess

Its hard to get you baby off my mind (my mind)
You've been driving me crazy all my life
But ill still be with u no matter what u say
And I'll stay by your side no matter what they think

all my life (ALL PLATS)

a 5 song ep about my birth month 
my failed relationships in that month 
and reflecting on my past
fully produced by me
love from april to may

you’re such a wreck

ilyzayy