sweater weather

produced by sickboi

i tried to walk away
but you pulled me back in
and now it runs in my head
i feel it crawl in my skin
i tried to act okay
don’t know, how long has it been?
since i was this genuine, oh
just know i tried
i tried to make you mine
these feelings got so complicated
i got stuck on contemplating why
just know that i
i might’ve wasted my time
i just didn’t want to go too fast but
i never even asked it 
she never knew that i loved her
i’ve been up all night thinking of her
just know i tried
she never knew that i loved her
you’re my source of pain and comfort 
i wish i told you about it then
around a year ago when i still saw you as a friend
we didn’t talk too often but i liked the words you said
don’t think you got the message from the texts i never sent
it’ll be okay
i tried to take a break
you’re better than you’ve ever been 
you never noticed i’m gone
and now you’re talking to him
tried to think of what to say
but i kept fucking stuttering
this love is so embarrassing, oh
and i won’t lie
when i saw you with that guy
i hated that i’m not your favorite
seeing you so happy made me cry
just know i die
i die bit inside
each time i make another track bout you
at this point it’s a habit
she never knew that i loved her
i’ve been up all night thinking of her
just know i tried
she never knew that i loved her
you’re my source of pain and comfort 
she never knew that i loved her
she never knew that i loved her

she never knew that i loved her

produced by tiresss

i saw you for the first time once again
it’s been about one month since you left
i didn’t approach you cause now you’re with him
but there’s a lot that i still need to get off my chest
to be honest, yes, it hurts to see you happy now
but i can’t really complain bout what i’m going through
cause i tend to gravitate to what is bad for me
and i’m no good at acting like i’ve gotten over you
i still have all our photos from prom
and the origami flowers that we made for my mom
it’s no wonder why i still cannot move on
and i never will
despite how you did me so wrong
you still give me a reason to live
so i’ll let you win
i swear to god it’ll all be for you
with every little action i do
and every single passion i lose
it’ll all be for you
it’ll all be for you
it’ll all be for you
the moment i meet someone new
her touch will remind me of you
i’ll try to forget
that i cried in my bed
but my thoughts will return back to you
your memory comes with the rain
but my house doesn’t feel quite the same
and i still flinch when i hear your name
fuck
i blocked out my feelings to cope
to see just how low i could go
in hopes that you’d notice
the lengths that i’m going
to show you you’re all that i know
now i hate the bus and my room
and the places i’ve taken you to
cause i associate them with you
and still
it will all-
still, it will all be for you 
it’ll all be for, uh
it’ll all be for you
it’ll all be for you
it’ll all be for you
it’ll all be for you
it’ll all be for you
i swear to god, all i do 
it will all be for you
i swear to god it’ll all be for you
with every little action i do
and every single passion i lose
it’s all for you
you 


itll all be for you

produced by tsul

it was winter
i put up a christmas tree 
and made the house smell oh, so good for you
let go of my dignity, i even 
put the milk and cookies out for you
its another white christmas
only thing on my list is for someone to love me
so dear saint nicholas
i pray that you listen ‘cause i’ve been good all year, trust me
i was faithful, felt assured enough to patiently wait
stuck it out until the 25th but nobody came
maybe im just a fool
the mailman came today and said he saw you at the neighbor’s house
but you never really liked going out
i guess he managed to change you
but if you really care about him
how could i blame you?
and now the cookies are old
and the milk’s bad too
but i won’t throw them away
they’re all i have left of you
so just i’ll write my sorrows
in a christmas tune
in hopes i wake up tomorrow
and forget last june
oh, old friend
won’t you slide down the chimney just one more time?
‘cause you’re so pretty 
and if you miss me 
would you forgive me if i told one more lie?
but now it’s pointless ‘cause why would i say 
what you already can see on my face
so from ‘bout 600 miles away
i wish you a happy holiday
baby, if it’s what you need
please don’t feel bad if you take it from me
‘cause while i know that we never could be
i would do anything, oh just to see

séance

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