midsommar lovebear, you got it

[kxly] 
Baby look me in the eyes
I dont speak cuz i suck at socializtion
Ill look away cuz im too shy
Im sorry if i come off as abrasive

Always a blank look, wonder what's on my mind
People always get mistaken by my intentions they find
that im really so confusing and they dk what i mean
Or they dont understand me or the feelings i convey
Close my eyes and count to 3 hope everything goes away
One day i will be okay but that wont be soon
Emotions pop like a balloon animated like cartoons in the way i like to speak
Animated but im dead inside
[jd]
I love all the attention, i hate when i dont get it
I hate the way that time works, get one shot then i miss it
u light me up like fireworks i still think smths missin
Gotta open my eyelids i still dont see the vision
U told me no ones perfect, but you make me feel perfect
U make me feel like someone, u told me i deserve it
You told me im not worthless, u told me i deserve it

but then u stabbed me in the back n watched me drown in my own blood
Cuz i say things i never/didn’t mean n then i leave u in the mud
U said i talk too much n i dont try enough can i just be enough
Can i just be enough

jd - fireworks x kxly (bugs kxly quannnic)

cashdown ~thisbryce

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(peace and love)

i cant fool you, maybe im the fool too
tell me who is you, my shades are not see thru
im in hell with you and it might just get better wow

oh my god, i really didnt expect that much
you got a handsy crush, i love it when she rip out my guts
oh i lost, so much more to fill the void
you know that i feel devoid, of
all life that i can enjoy, but

finish with smirnoff
i feel crazy when im in the city
he drive with no roof, got the top off
boys in the back, i wanna be tourin
seein whatever i can afford
maybe surprised by sumn more
never need violence, nor gore
(peace and love)
wasnt tilted, but its all good
and it’s different but i know that it is all
how it should be, nothing to see
don fuck with you and you don fuck with me
its ok, say my name, say my-
 
(*angelically says “name” for a bit)

(peace!)
peace and love!

i cant fool you, maybe im the fool too
tell me who is you, my shades are not see thru
im in hell with you and it might just get better wow

oh my god, i really didnt expect that much
you got a handsy crush, i love it when she rip out my guts
oh i lost, so much more to fill the void
you know that i feel devoid, of
all life that i can enjoy, but

im an asshole (prod. rubmay)

mixed n mastered by me :)
prod by @tgwog & @dteen 
Lyrics - 
I've been losing every bit of my soul
I've been doing all I can to cope
I don't know what's left for me, I got no home 
out of time , barely alive , and I've lost all hope 
I never really had it in the first place 
just wanted to stop all of the hurting 
smoking all day its my curtain
I'm gone and I'm for certain

stained lungs feeling dumb I'm abusing it 
same song still play along I've been choosing it 
but I never chose this shit 
no I never wanted this 
ahh but I still gotta pick up the pieces 
ive done all the searching the seeking
I just wanna start over

no way I could've made it to today without her in my life 
no way I could've found the fuckin courage jus to fuckin fight
I was stupid and alone n never honest with myself 
I was forced to pop them pills ik they traumatized my health

what hope do i have left?

instagram <3

what hope do i have left? (tgwog & dteen)

mixed and prod @ppprods
lyrics <3 
i keep wondering how did it die out 
it went from fantasies 
to you leaving me 
you didn’t tell me what this was all about 
and now i’m stuck in my bedroom 
thinking bout you
bout you got me thinking bout you 

i kept trying to hold us together 
but everything just had to come to an end 
i’m tryna get it together but i’m still a mess 
slowly killing myself with the thought of you 
why did you have to let me go 
my minds going in circles i wish you knew 
now i’m just sitting here alone 

you already moved on 
i guess it’s all gone 
there’s nothing i can do 
but sit and ponder about you 
reminiscing bout us about you 
tryna figure it out 
where it all went wrong 
i just don’t feel the same
i blame it all on myself 
i’ll never forget you 
it’s just so hard to move on 

every single day feels the same 
a repeat of you on my mind 
i always wish that you had just stayed 
really want you back in my life 

i keep wondering how did it die out 
it went from fantasies 
to you leaving me 
you didn’t tell me what this was all about 
and now i’m stuck in my bedroom 
thinking bout you
bout you got me thinking bout you

about u (plugp)

duck hunt (prod. care)

(prod. newport motel)

spotify link --> https://open.spotify.com/track/2nWJwZYyLaBJ07hM3YWuK1?si=7bTz60vIT4SWWaUky1wbeg

gave it thought, but the words were confused
broke a wire and short a fuse
to "get the girl" is not apart of lose lose
don't let my body hang so loose with your twine
i let your aura curl around, i let it in right through my spine

confusion ages as a sinking ship it pass
i let it fall right through the glass
the summer's come. and i'm of interest no more
feels like the waiting game, it passes through and comes around
now tell me if i'm too late, but i know id like to try it out

words that i muster up, i sound a fucking psychopath
cuz all i do is medicate .. and fuck i need to touch some grass

never suffered any loss at hand
my plans too grand, i know she'd say no anytime now
what's stopping me to say hello? 
oh fuck, i think i'd better go..
and you got quite the drive ahead, i'll quit keep pulling at your leg

twine

sewn up my mouth (prod. codatxt)

skin

new shit w/ @3noah33
part II "YAKISOBA" at 1:42
s/o lxyal n cora for the coverart help :3

sewn up my mouth (prod. codatxt)

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