Hey, eat
Hey, eat

Hey, eat
Hey, sleep

Just To Sleep

Heartfelt In The Aviary

Busy tone busy tone busy tone. Sunday jam 22.6.14

The Distance Between Our Phones

Twenty Year Yawn

.lleh aimilub eviG
.ouy rof ereh m'I
.won klat ot eerf leeF

Feel free to talk now.
I'm here for you.
Give bulimia hell.

Out Of Space Interlude

Remixed a song by https://soundcloud.com/escape-of-the-bone-robot/

He's got some really nice, really chill stuff, I highly recommend his music.

Escape Of The Bone Robot - My Morning Morphine (I'm Alone Remix)

I haven't done this sort of thing often. If you'd like to hear some really good drone stuff, check out https://soundcloud.com/hexodemusic

This Bed Isn't Comfortable Without You Interlude

Funding for the alcohol that produced this beat graciously provided by Mauricio Rojas: philanthropist, genius, and forgiver of terrible people.

Reentry

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xuhtWUGmyk
Special thanks to V I V I Λ N (https://soundcloud.com/v-i-v-i-v) for the music video and for the music that's made this winter that much nicer.

I sure look pretty fucking content for a selfish little shit that was terrified of how I'd feel when the sun came up. This is four years old; this has survived numerous versions, several PC reimages, and my friendship with two people I loved dearly and a human I almost loved to death. This song is about me, this song is about a cat that took my friends and love away after it was pulled from me still clawing at my eyes and mesolimbic pathway. This song is for someone that loved me, for someone that will never love me; this song is for something I know like my head and can't put my finger on. The lyrics eventually worked their way into Tyrone Street on Winter Moth. They've played in my head for over 48 months and counting.

Lyrics:
Am I stuck under a lost sea
Just another helpful fig tree
Helped you stand when you hit debris
Was I just your comedown green tea

Can I swim into a new sea
Open this door with my own key
I think I'm dead to a degree
Was I just your comedown green tea

I've felt anxious, waning spent moons
Nights under a thousand balloons
Dry heaving and out of drugs
We shared anxious, fake half-hugs
Am I just the space between more
Sex, self-loathing, and the door
I swear I'm dead to a degree
Was I just your comedown green tea?

Was I Just Your Comedown Green Tea (music video in descr.)

Adeeb & Trevor's Raw Acoustic Improv Jam

I'm tired of the holes
The holes in my veins
I'm tired of the soul
That keeps the meaning in place
I'm tired of the bones
The bones in my legs
I'm tired of the moon
That keeps the waves the same

I'm tired of my soul
This bed misses your bones
I couldn't save your soul
This needle helps my own

Your Perfume In The Smoke

Your Heart In Mine

Everything in this ghost town can't
Help you get out of the ground
Nothing in this headache town can
Help you get back to this sound

I couldn't think of anything

God knows I want you back so
Bad I can't even withstand the
Gravity under the sand it
Shifts, it breaks, it melts my hands, I-

Everything in this ghost town can't
Help you get back to the sound
Nothing in this headache town can
Help you get back to this sound

I couldn't think of anything

You Can't Hear Me

Too many lights, I can't break these nights
I fell far from heights, I can't break these nights

So many lights, so many lights

Everything in time, but nothing rhymes
Or so you said, so many lights

So many lights, so many lights
So many lights, I fell far from heights

I can't break these nights, I can't break these nights
I can't break these nights, so many lights

Self-taught and vocal and very scared
It's not fair, but this river is here

I found an ocean where I left my boat
I found an ocean where I left my boat
I found an ocean where I left my boat

Too Many Lights

Still Birdwatching

Seashells In The Corridor

I left my tea cold
Steeped it for who knows
Let the bittersweet
Tangle up my teeth

I suppose there's no room
To house us both
On your soft pillow
That your lover does know

I am tired ghost that loves when you're alone 
And my bones you touched sweet when no one is home to see 
Oh I am tired ghost who loves when you're alone 
And my bones you touched sweet when no one is home to see

Salt Water Flood Gates

The droning nightlight that misses you
When morning gravity kills you

Venus stole away today
To take from my view all the gray
With more than just color
In more than just one way
Venus stole away today

The nightlight in bags
The sunlight be damned
The nightlight intact
The sunlight feels bad
The nightlight in bags
The sunlight be damned
The nightlight intact
The picture looks sad
The birds sound so sad
The wind feels so sad
The gun feels so sad
The sunlight feels bad
The sunlight feels bad
The sunlight feels bad
The sunlight feels bad

And you will always miss me like the one that got away

Download

Slip me some air

And I can not speak
Because I never breathe
Your shadow, it stalks
Where I never sleep
Oh, you're underground
While I'm making sound
And I'm still alive
And nothing feels right

Slip me some air

Brittle

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVVGiP6iZ8c
Music video by LeeLee Rose, vocalist of Sunflower Sunspot and one of my favorite humans.

Heals In Cycles (music video in desc.)

Melancholy Holly Interlude

I'll Cross Oceans For You

You make my heart spin so soft
When I'm with you I feel lost
Nothing else exists with you
Tint my whole world lovely blue

We don't need shelter from rain
We get tired of what's plain
So we choose to learn ourselves
Just what happens without health

Stared down handguns, closed our eyes
Found out what it means to die
Drank too much and withered down
Tired of the safe and sound

Anechoic chamber head
Break the mold or you'll be dead
Call her heartfelt, sweet pet names
Know it always ends the same
Quit what kills you, find your words
Lest you lose out on self worth
Hold her close and brew some tea
Find some more emergencies

Everything I love today
Never finds my heart this way
Everything I miss today
Found that out and went away

All I know is I like you

Antidepressants Interlude (Album Version)

In between the storm and I
There's not much I can't survive
In between my veins and eyes
There's a lot I want to hide
Elevators in my arms
Lose their lives in my self-harm
Wither up and help me die
Keep me broke but keep me high

The ocean sings, it means nothing
Hey, you, what's wrong? I don't belong
And what may grow in May
Will with winter wither away

It's the only gravity
That I feel can do healing
What we keep inside our heads
Everything we take to bed
Makes it easy to forget
Just how quickly we meet death
Stuck inside without self-care
Try to comfort what's not fair

The ocean sings, it means nothing
Hey, you, what's wrong? I don't belong
And what may grow in May
Will with winter wither away

Spin Me Soft (Album Version)

Oh, the words I did not mean
Oh, the feelings left in me
Oh, the distance tears at me
Oh, the silence when you leave

We, with quiet, held the leaves
Slipped against the change in heat
Lines swept bare and tension weaved
Somnolence and silent me

Everything in bandages
Patchwork, needle, smack again
Crumbled backwards, sad intent
Swearing I'll be back in ten

Oh I swear I meant those words
Before radios went cold, but
Silence found the planes I missed
Interference, signals twisted

Felt the words swim through the air
Sent them back, but less prepared
Typhoon here to make me blind
Make me feel like I must hide

Across endless ocean space
A time without my faults is
Breaking forward with your face
And the water finds salt ends

Oh I swear I meant those words
Before radios went cold, but
Silence found the planes I missed
Interference, signals twisted

Felt the words swim through the air
Sent them back, but less prepared
Typhoon here to make me blind
Make me feel like I must hide

Oh, the words I did not mean
Oh, the feelings left in me
Oh, the distance tears at me
Oh, the silence when you leave

Une Autre Chanson Pour Miriam

Fuck every flag between
Happiness, souls meeting
Fuck all the borders that
Keep me
Out of your arms and
Landlocked away from the
Warm feeling that your
Voice sings

From single cell to tax codes
Mass spectrometry and gangs  	 
And every means to communicate
I still can't hold your hands
From global politics and
The movement of tectonic plates
From the unlikely chance we met
To no borders holding us back

And with your thoughts in the air
This distance is unfair
I'll sing to death from here, my dear
Until your soul feels near

From single cell to tax codes
Mass spectrometry and gangs
And every means to communicate
I still can't hold your hands

Changes With Seasons

No human can promise us oxytocin and warmth 
And soul mates are comforting, but always of glass 

And through kaleidoscopes 
And sleeping telephones 
Or nothing new I guess 
I'll find you at the light 
Lose it to oversight 
Or just give up and rest 
No one can promise us 
A home that is enough 
Or freedom from the snow 
And it's a lottery 
Shouting across the sea 
Pining and still alone 

No hums fill this emptiness, you know who is there 
And always a call away, but distance unfair 

An airplane launched for every business trip 
I'm sitting silent at the window sill 
A vehicle for all the dots between 
My spot and yours and everything we mean 

And through kaleidoscopes 
And sleeping telephones 
Or nothing new I guess 
I'll find you at the light 
Lose it to oversight 
Or just give up and rest

Tree Branch Circulatory System

	
You'll need a crutch to walk again 
You'll never love the way you did 
Before your friends finally learned 
You are the fallout and the burn 
Rent out your heart to any soul 
That makes you feel like your at home 
Chalk failure up to your mistakes 
It's all your fault you live this way 

Refract through endless crest and trough 
Put yourself down for every cough 
You missed by slowing down your heart 
You missed out slowing down your heart 
Find flux and fluid, moving life 
New home for every fucking knife 
You thought would finally stop your heart 
You missed out slowing down your heart

Name An Airport

I am glowing like feedback
Watching the light glide weightless
Through glass, and fractured when

I am screaming like feedback
Vibrating loud, my troubles intact
My soul reeling back

I am glowing like feedback knowing that
I am sleeping with secrets, water, and
I am glowing like feedback knowing that
I am sleeping with secrets, fracturing
I am glowing like feedback knowing that
I am sleeping with secrets, water, and
I am glowing like feedback knowing that
I am sleeping with secrets, fracturing

Catharsis Glowing Through The Windows

Featured on Another Dimensional Mix by https://soundcloud.com/egoid.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbvq8XunGeo

The Radiation In Your Voice

Everything Hurts And I Want To Die ft perfectblue

Looking for a vocalist for a trip-hop/glow-fi project, trying to make music in the same vein as Sunflower Sunspot again. Inbox me if you're interested.

https://soundcloud.com/sunflowersunspot

Four Thousand Moths (Looking For Vocalist)

Looking for a vocalist to sing for a glo-fi/trip-hop project. Been missing https://soundcloud.com/sunflowersunspot and wanted to do something similar. Also looking for rappers, just got back into producing beats, DM if interested.

Album downloads - https://imalone.bandcamp.com/

Other things I do:
https://soundcloud.com/softlythroughsound
https://soundcloud.com/heatherandthevelociraptor
https://soundcloud.com/heysubmarine
https://soundcloud.com/sunflowersunspot

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