lyrics: 

i’ve tried waking up from this nightmare 
my eyes they stay closed when you’re not there 
pour salt in my wounds cook my heart rare 
when i cry out your voice answered my prayers 
(my prayers)

my cup overflowing it’s spilling 
i jus cannot handle this feeling 
i’m down on my knees i am kneeling
deck full of my cards a bad dealing 

i cannot just keep on believing 
in something that died i am grieving 
this feeling inside it is sealing.. (sealing..) 

mind rape my screams echo the ceilings

i cannot just keep on believing 
in someone that stole my heart thieving
grasping the knife when i’m bleeding 
(i’m bleeding, im bleeding, i’m bleeding)

screams echo off of the ceilings

but if you aren’t here i do not care 
i feel your soul inside mine dear 
you’re inside of my mind then i’ll stay here 
(stay here, stay here)

i wish you’d kill me now 
cant stop looking down 
an everlasting frown
in your love i drown 

i know you like the color red
so now i bleed 4 u instead 
i just cant get you out my head
the girl i was is dead now
(is dead now.. is dead now.. is dead now) 

i’ve tried waking up from this nightmare 

my cup overflowing it’s spilling
i jus cannot handle this feeling 
i’m down on my knees i am kneeling
deck full of my cards a bad dealing

i cannot just keep on believing
in something that died i am grieving
this feeling inside it is sealing..
(sealing..) 

mind rape my screams echo the ceilings

i cannot just keep on believing 
in someone that stole my heart thieving
grasping the knife when i’m bleeding 
(i’m bleeding, im bleeding, i’m bleeding)

screams echo off of the ceiling

n1Ghtm4r3 (prod. yubuu)

lyrics : 

I’ll beg you to understand (beg you to understand)
I lie in the palms of your hand
My tears are the rain to help grow your plants
If the world is your demons, I’ll fight them, then.

I’m feigning for that feeling 

Pleading to you, please just hold my hand..
I still just cannot seem to understand 
the silence I hear inside my head (inside of my head)
I wake and I wish that I were dead (I wish I were dead)

I have seen what the darkness does 
Say goodbye to who I was (saying goodbye)
Saying goodbye ..

I’ll beg you to understand (beg you to understand)
I lie in the palms of your hand
My tears are the rain to help grow your plants
If the world is your demons, I’ll fight them, then.

I’m feigning for that feeling 

Pleading to you, please just hold my hand..
I still just cannot seem to understand 
the silence I hear inside my head (inside of my head)
I wake and I wish that I were dead
(I wish I were dead.)

Pleading2U (prod. bloom)

lyrics : 
i’m looking for a way to go back in time
(to go back in time) 
feels like i lost my heart im losing my mind 
(and im losing my mind)
i’m looking for a way to get back whats mine 
(to get back what’s mine)
i’m in the field all alone cause you left me behind 
(cause you left me behind)

i’m long gone 
(i’m long gone) 
i didn’t wanna go on 
(i didn’t wanna go on)

without you here it’s as cold as december
memories in my head i don’t wanna remember 
feels like im bleeding out, just a body dismembered
remember the cries and how nobody helped her 
(nobody helped her) 
remember the cries and how nobody helped her 
(nobody helped her) 
not a piece of me is left behind 
(not a piece of me is left behind) 
so i’m looking for a way to go back in time
(to go back in time)

i’m looking for a way to go back in time
(to go back in time) 
feels like i lost my heart im losing my mind 
(and im losing my mind)
i’m looking for a way to get back whats mine 
(to get back what’s mine)
i’m in the field all alone cause you left me behind

L3ft b3hind. (prod. Lxst Ghxul)

ine3du ( prod. THERSX )

G¡ve Her Metformin !¡ (prod. WELAPROOF)

Paralyzed ft. Athiiko (prod. Septfree)

Thorns (prod. SIXTOXION)

lyrics:
nightmares inside a damaged brain
i’m sorry i’ve got nothing left to say

the conspiracy of silence
devotion turning violent 
keep on scratching at my eyes until my sight is fully blinded
i say i never mattered and i crave to be forgotten
i’m chaos personified how my sanity has rottened  
do they love you all the time or do u stop to think and doubt it? 
do they notice who you are or do you try so hard to hide it ? 
have you banished all the demons in the war that you’ve been fightin?

you believe them like a god and they betray you like a man 
i’ve tried to heal my scars but i don’t think i rlly can

the conspiracy of silence
devotion turning violent 
keep on scratching at my eyes until my sight is fully blinded 
i say i never mattered and i crave to be forgotten
i’m chaos personified how my sanity has rottened  
do they love you all the time or do u stop to think and doubt it? 
do they notice who you are or do you try so hard to hide it ? 
have you banished all the demons in the war that you’ve been fightin? 

if u take my hand the world will end and the next one can begin 
threw my heart inside the wishing well so i could hope to love again

xanluvr (@xanluvrr._)

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