here's some things that if someone were to ask me "oh you make music!! can i hear it?" this is probably what i'd show them. some of my collective best or generally fun work and i'd showcase it if asked.

EUPHORIA ESSENTIALS

X • bedtime stories

X - I don't feel
X - No one!
X - The entropy
X - I wish it wasn't me
X - Miss me?
X - Apostasy
X - Ceiling song
X - Yield

bedtime stories

DREAM LABEL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO

hatsu out on silkenwood  !!!!!!

get out of my head

!!! all copyright goes to their respective owners. !!!

lyrics ===============

shadows, they follow me
they know my name
i saw your face again and again
am i pretend?

when i close my eyes for a lifetime
i will sing to you from the night sky
tell the demons living in my mind
get out of my room, get out of my head
get out of my head

(head)
get out of my
(head)
get out of my head

shadows are calling me
we're not the same
i've got a hold on me
that's driving me insane

when i close my eyes for a lifetime
when i sing to you from the night sky
tell the demons living in my mind
get out of my head!
get out of my head!
get out of my head!

(get out of my head)
(get out of my head)
(get out of my)
(get out of my head)

(get out of my head)
get out of my head

rezz, shadow cliq - out of my head (x remix)

hi!!
here's my walk away remix. i love it a lot nd i think u will too :)
i spent two weeks straight working on this, 100% prioritized effort. heres pretty much what me at max potential looks like haha

fun fact about the last drop! i had the idea of doing something like it for around a year and a half now, so i finally decided to sit down and try to execute it. it came out exactly how i imagined and i love it ^^

this is also one of the few songs i take pride in, i absolutely love how this came out and i hope u all will too !! <3

good luck to everyone whos entering the comp <333
http://xmusic.lol

free download → https://www.toneden.io/xmakesnoise/post/eliminate-walk-away-x-remix

FREE DOWNLOAD

eliminate - walk away (x remix) [free dl]

nothing tastes like dissonance
☆
ending this year on a new note
i'm learning not to care what others think about my music, and i'm starting to have fun and thought that none other than @chuck_sutton's style would be the perfect victim. i mean victim. i mean victim. i mea
☆
before this year ends, i would like to point out and thank a few of my best friends for encouraging and helping me get to the point where i'm at now .
♥ @eskvy never ceases to amaze me with his music, a shining beacon of creativity that actively inspires me to be more creative with each passing day, i could never be thankful enough for the knowledge he shares with me (i will be using that chord technique for the rest of my existence btw)
♥ @zacharystime genuinely one of my bestest friends ever, i literally wouldn't trade u for anything but if i had to itd  probably be for like a 6 piece chicken nugget BUT i still love u man HAHAHAHA
♥ @satisfiedtunes u have genuinely been nothing but the best and I'm so happy that fuckass producer competition made us meet HAHA, its so insane seeing u get better and better with everything u make and im so happy that u decided to stick w me thru everything
♥ this is just mentioning a couple so the description doesnt turn into the declaration of independence lol, all of u have been there for me in my lows and have helped me whether u know it or not, and i could never find the words to express how thankful i am to have every one of u in my life awa <333
☆
euphoria is not so far away. dont miss it.
https://x-euphoria.carrd.co/

dissonance (flip)

x - if only they knew

..RESUME (VIP)

YOUR STORY ISN'T OVER.

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CRISIS TEXT LINE: TEXT "HOME" TO 741741
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FIND A PSYCHOLOGIST IN YOUR STATE FOR LONG-TERM HELP; YOU'RE NOT ALONE.
www.apa.org/topics/crisis-hotlines

RESUME (VIP)

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

stems
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Vd7nswYQ_q4HqPPoOMksjL7l6f_nm2wq
121 — 4/4
90.75 — 3/4
211.75 — 7/4

i am, arent i (Single)

i am, arent i

im holding on, to stay awake ~

go lookie at the rest of the remixes!! https://linktr.ee/distortiondusk

huge thank you to https://soundcloud.com/zef-parisoto for hosting this remix comp, this is the most fun ive ever had remixing ANYTHING and im so happy that he liked it as much as i did making it ^^

⭐‎ https://x-euphoria.carrd.co/
🌈 https://linktr.ee/ZefParisoto

free download

laptop love song (remix)

vivid
the hyperrealism
what just happened?
it was so clear
i guess it made sense
yet i dont have a clue
at the same time, i do understand
was that intentional? was that supposed to happen?
i dont know. i really didnt ever know, honestly
it felt like the world stopped and resumed just now
i swear im not delusional, im not making things up now
i guess no one understands, with a phenomenon that is so niche
a dream that cut so deep in me i swore it was real

a dream that cut so deep into me i swore it was real

seeing as im not participating in the remix competition anymore i thought i'd drop this for ghits and shiggles. might finish it if i ever get the motivation but i'm not submitting
update: i did it

go follow the drone @s1dronebeats

yes this is more shark vocal content. it's a lot older than the clip i posted a couple days ago but, regardless, shark vocal content. there are over 150 vocal takes presented here (post update count is now around 250)

lyrics:

time flies by when you're in the dark
do you really wanna fall apart?
i feel like i'm falling in reverse

you said, you'd never try to leave my side
but all you ever told was lies
i can't face the demons on my own

i'm made of stardust
don't blow it away
who knew you would seal my fate?
i'm made of stardust
don't blow it away
who knew you would seal my fate?

who knew you would seal my fate?

...

where did you go?
haunting me
on my own now,
my own
enemy
so i'll just go
into where?
can i trust what i don't really
know?

where did you go?
what did we do?
where did we leave off?
what happened here?
where did you go?
why so homesick?
who knew you would seal my fate

homesick (remix)

i am, arent i (VIP) [Single]

i am, arent i (VIP)

i am, arent i (vip)

i
i
i
i
i (don't)
i (don't)
i (don't)
i (don't)

i (don't)
feel (it at)
all
i (don't)
feel (it at)
all

i (don't)
feel (it at)
all
i (don't)
feel (it at)
all

feel

" but you know like
really if anything more
it's to express something
you know?
get a message across
that i wouldn't be able to verbalize
or put into words
just to feel something
to help someone feel something "

I don't feel

a secret not so far away
a sight to see, lobotomy
my brain can creep
so far away
i'd forget who i am again

a tale was told
a prophecy
a sight to see
(wait, uh)
a story left so far away
you'd have to squint your eyes a bit

my brain's asleep my mind's awake
i'm trying to make some sense of this
i found my pity hidden deep inside a moving box
i know i didn't placebos were never my fit
but at least they won't ever know

this vessel's full of pills
disoriented, dizzying
because of me, hey, could it be
cause anything and everything i do
hurts you
no one can catch this wave
this vessel's got some leaks
dissipating, and slowly fading
2 am, i'm up again
i hurt again, i'm wondering
if i'm ok, if i'll get by
if maybe i could get a sign
no one sees

no one, no one, no one, no one
no one, no one, no one, no one
no one, no one, no one, no one
no one, no one, no one, no one
no one, no one, no one, no one
no one, no one, no one, no one
no one, no one, no one

cause anything and everything i do
hurts you
no one can catch this wave
this vessel's got some leaks
dissipating, and slowly fading
2 am, i'm up again
i hurt again, i'm wondering
if i'm ok, if i'll get by
if maybe i could get a sign
no one sees

No one!

this'll stop the nawtystep support LOL

little thing in celebration of CUFFED: COLLECTION, hope yall enjoy :]

cuffed (vip)

i miss my friends
although, i'm sure they miss me more
blood in the mirror
was it just like this before?

i told myself
that i would never think again
what else will i find
that i lied about

i miss myself
if only it stopped what he did
blood on my hands, is it just me
or is there more than before?

i told my friends
that i would never leave again
what else will they find
that i lied about

will they miss me?
will they remember me?
will you miss me?
will they notice me gone?

will the ripples
be enough to notice

Miss me?

a freakshow,
circus acts around
the cruelty!

disturbance,
who would do such things?
the ringmaster.

ringmaster.

IT HAD BEEN TOO LONG, TOO MANY
THE NAIVETY
WITH NOTHING BUT A CHAIN, IT WOULD'VE BEEN A BAG

THESE CHAINS YANKED AS A ROPE: IT, THE VICTIM
THE OBLIVION!
IT NEVER KNEW, ITS CIRCLES AND ITS LOVE

DRAGGED AMONG THE VERY SPIKES IT LAID
WHAT'S WRONG?
IT CANT LET GO, ITS NOTHING LEFT TO GO TO

THIS DANCE, THIS DANCE, THIS DANCE,
BURN IT!
LET GO

DANCE WITH THE DEVIL

run, run, run
until you won't be caught
crakc, crakc, crakc
until the blood stops gushing
run, run, run

crakcbone!!

look deeper
can you see it?
the horror,
divine sins so explicit
beyond unknown

beyond unknown

EUPHORIA IS NOT SO FAR AWAY
DON'T MISS IT ~

SHOUT THE SMACKTALKERS:
@onopah  ~  @zachfoxfr  ~  @s1dronebeats  ~  @skeredy  ~  Full Flex Audio  ~  @x_2_h  ~  @visionkmusic

THANKS TO MY FRIENDS FOR THE TAGS ~
@lazerbluemusic  ~  @zachfoxfr  ~  @irieartz  ~  @satisfiedtunes  ~  @volensucks  ~  @zef-parisoto  ~  @sakuro-dubstep  ~  @scavengersongs 
 ~  @dqw4

TRACKLIST:
X - i made a song for my id showcase because all my songs are terrible openers and now im left with a silkenwood length title, or something like that

X - trailblazerslegacy (out on @wearesafeinsound)

X - crakcbone!!
	w/ X - crakcbone!! (VIP)

X - crakcbone!!
	w/ X, @dm8music - ID

X - convulsion (out on @wearesilkenwood)

X - ID (feat. @thrn-melodies)

X, Virtual Riot - :3

X - i am, arent i (VIP)

X - possum mentality (out on @wearesilkenwood)

X - HATSUYUME (out on @wearesilkenwood)

X, @eskvy - ID

X - ID

X - ID

X - ID
	w/ X, @allestar - ID
	w/ X - ID (feat. @thrn-melodies)
	w/ X - RESUME (VIP)
	w/ X - ID
	w/ X - ID
	w/ X, @eskvy - ID
	w/ X - ID
	w/ X - ID
	w/ X, @ranipla - ID
	w/ X - ID

2024

atychiphobia

mold

BODY HORROR!

clip season ? i thought it was winte*gets shot, dies* *cutely

this should be posted in full later this month :>

clipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclipclip

inebriate, intoxicate

The entropy

Follow X:
Soundcloud: @imactuallyx
Socials: x-euphoria.carrd.co/

Follow SILKENWOOD:
Soundcloud: @wearesilkenwood
Twitter: twitter.com/WEARESILKENWOOD
Instagram: www.instagram.com/wearesilkenwood/
Web: www.silkenwood.us

X - possum mentality

X - HATSUYUME

Follow X:
Soundcloud: @imactuallyx
Socials: https://x-euphoria.carrd.co/

Follow SILKENWOOD:
Soundcloud: @wearesilkenwood
Twitter: twitter.com/WEARESILKENWOOD
Instagram: www.instagram.com/wearesilkenwood/
Web: www.silkenwood.us

X - convulsion

oh no
oh no no no no no no no

i'm up again, i'm wondering
if it'll hurt this time (hurt this time)

i'm wide awake and surrounded
but yet i'm all alone again (all alone again)

was it the reflection all along
no one knows, nobody's home
   
water's lukewarm in this bedtime story

was it figment of imagination
beat it out of me until i'm blue

i wish it wasn't me

i'm alive and i'm feeling
and i'm up dealing these demons 20s
the house of the cracked ceiling

ace of spades, town of jacks
will never look back
will always fall back
will never believe that, from far back

feelings is feelings
but all i'm feeling is left out
like passed out, like left out
like "never was there" left out

like in-n-out drive and take out
i damned was took out, and pushed out
but never once let speak out

my "something" keeps me grounded
but yours seems recycled
it won't matter when i'm found dead
did i spoil that im repeating the cycle?

music only took the edge away
never took the blade away
never changed from a switchblade
rocket-powered two-blade with butane
nothing ever stopped today
from ending in this way
but at least this way
i documented all the sways
and all the ways i said i'd give way
i gave way
but only for, like, a day

i'm up again, i'm wondering
if it'll hurt a little more
another bruise, i'm getting sore but
i dont have the room to fail
don't have the heart to spare
don't have the time to waste
it's hard for me to face
their face

time and time again
i find a way to fuck it up
midas' golden touch
beat it out of me until i'm blue
i wish it wasn't me

I wish it wasn't me

back in my day instead of "Dubs" we had Real War .. like Call of Dute
extra challenge, made in two hours with literally no direction or inspiration, bear the laziness, ive been in an artist block for the past month LOL

← @visionkmusic 🐧
→ @etherkree 🐲 + @irotomusic 🪻 + @freezigd 🍧

free dl

migraine!!migraine!! [wardubs s5] [free dl]

spent its time alone in shadows
stored itself far, far away
no one thinks, nobody knows
it's not safe for you to stay

such a thing's abomination
you wouldn't want to disappoint, would you?
this fever dream's imagination
you wouldn't want that, would you?

(if He's real, then why isn't He here?)

do you, do you, do you, do you, do you know where you're going?
do you, do you, do you, do you, do you see the impostor, see?
do you, do you, do you, do you, do you know what you're dealing?
do you, do you, do you, do you, do you see the apostacy?

"Who are you?"
"You look lost"
"Get out while you still can"

Apostacy

for amflara's fusion dance vol2, was super fun working w irie, pls check him and the label out :>

IrieArtz:
https://soundcloud.com/irieartz
https://linktr.ee/IrieArtz

me hiii hi meee:
https://soundcloud.com/imactuallyx
https://x-euphoria.carrd.co/

AMFLARA:
https://soundcloud.com/amflara
https://discord.gg/z8GVw8Aujs

FUSION DANCE (Vol. 2)

deprave

awake again
sleepless again
something told him
to sell it all
mirrors covered in
whatever he could find
change of perspective

when my body
rots to the earth
will i leave
a bed of roses

when i lose myself
what all would be left

don't let me, don't let me
don't let me, don't let me lose
don't let me, don't let me
don't let me, don't let me lose myself again

don't let me, don't let me
don't let me, don't let me lose
don't let me, don't let me
don't let me, don't let me leave again, please

(dont leave me) 

don't let me (don't leave)
don't leave me (don't leave)
don't let me (don't let me)
i'm sorry (i'm sorry)
i'm sorry (don't let me) 
i can't (i can't live)
live
with myself
myself
with myself

" but yet,
nothing can pull me away "

Ceiling song

Yield

X makes its return to SAFEinSOUND with EXPRESSIVISM, a hybrid garage and bass track with plenty of vibey melodies and energetic sounds to go around!

support X:
https://soundcloud.com/imactuallyx
https://x-euphoria.carrd.co/

support SAFEinSOUND:
https://soundcloud.com/wearesafeinsound
https://safeinsound.carrd.co/

EXPRESSIVISM

X - EXPRESSIVISM

thank you.

estimates from memory:
114 hours spent in an fl project file
130+ samples used
90+ samples used from my sample pack
~40 unique instruments
~15+ hours spent mixing and mastering

UPON THE TREES OF THE FOREST, I CHOOSE LIFE (I) [Single]

UPON THE TREES OF THE FOREST, I CHOOSE LIFE (I)

2018-2024

thank you for everything. please support my friends:
https://soundcloud.com/gemaji ~ https://soundcloud.com/satisfiedtunes ~ https://soundcloud.com/eskvy ~ https://soundcloud.com/scavengersongs ~ https://soundcloud.com/arcerion ~ https://soundcloud.com/sakuro-dubstep ~ https://soundcloud.com/omatssu ~ https://soundcloud.com/kryokin ~ https://soundcloud.com/hyperspvce ~ https://soundcloud.com/freezigd ~ https://soundcloud.com/euphee ~ https://soundcloud.com/sorisofficial ~ https://soundcloud.com/zef-parisoto ~ https://soundcloud.com/ne10music ~ https://soundcloud.com/user-406690342

☆‎ inquiries: hey.euphoria@protonmail.com

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