come home, kick back and have yourself a good cry

고요한 아침의 나라 (work for "mu/um Silent Film Festival 2016")

Variable Voltage

LYRICS:
Tearin' so deep in my soul lookin' for gold, 
But I forgot I sold it.
Life be takin' its toll, I'm growin' older
My constitution's broken.
Tryna utter the words that can't be spoken
But I'm chokin' on an ocean of emotions that
Be flowin' through my psyche
And I'm finding it unlikely that my death will be untimely
Cause I find death so frightening
But I still feel like dying, I just won't be trying
Unless you count all the brain cells I be frying 
with the drugs that I'm supplied
And I find it kinda funny and I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm fucked up are the best I've ever had
I'm tired of livin' in a world that's so fuckin' mad
So I put on some beautiful rose colered glasses and I'm glad
Livin' my life in a cloud, hate comin' down, 
So I'm never sober
Constantly blowin' down, hittin' the ground
But not from the Doja
I be loaded on whatever floated towards my vicinity. 
Amphetamines, benzodiazapines 
and don't forget the lean 
That I wish I was sipping.

 

Anxiety got me feelin' so fucked up
got me shakin' feelin' like I"m gonna fuckin' throw up
All these fuckin' people got me  messin' my flow up
Need my consciousness sowed up
Too much on my shoulders
The goose is dead and the egg isn't golden
fuck my hand I'm thinkin' 'bout foldin'
life got a muthafucka wantin' release
from this disease that is humanity
I Think I be losin' my sanity, 
take out the vanity,  crush up the pills
that were handed to me
I really wasn't feelin' right 
 but Now I'm in the twilight
If I die high at least I died right
gotta keep these drugs in me so I don't find the strength to leave this earth
probably gonna die in my sleep chokin' on my vomit
once a lonely comet now a troubled soul
full of hate and rage and a deep sadness
I"ll just be glad when it's over

A B Y S M A L

from the album goodnightdaydream. OUT NOW! https://arvidthemusic.bandcamp.com/album/goodnightdaydream

Goodnight Daydream

An instrumental demo version of a track from the upcoming debut album.

The album is coming up this fall. It will contain 10 properly mixed tracks /w vocals.

Malist - VI (instrumental demo)

Environment with worn out cables and dead orcas

Writer

621 Subsystem Calibration

I'm Not Gonna Make It

I do dreamgenre stuff for /mu/ sometimes.
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dtrmnsm.bandcamp.com

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