Hero

Soda (beeing honest)

Only love can hurt like this rendition

De tudo que passei, toda a dificuldade

They leaned on you in silence.
You fought battles that weren’t yours.
You carried their storms—
but when yours came, they disappeared.

"Back Turned, Still Standing" is an unapologetic soundtrack of liberation.
Each track is a declaration carved from scars, forged in betrayal, and delivered in a cold noir haze of truth.

This is not revenge.
This is clarity.
A story of a man walking out of the battlefield he never asked to fight, while the ones he once carried fade into shadow.

Set in a red-and-black world of fractured loyalty and digital masks, this album blends cinematic trap, ambient decay, and soul-cutting spoken word into one warning:

Don’t ask for my fire if you vanish in my storm.

This is for those who gave too much.
Who helped everyone.
And finally chose…
themselves.

The Ones I Walked Away From

One More Hit

"Shatterproof" is available on all major music platforms.

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Shatterproof

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The song explores the theme of struggling with mental or emotional distress, exacerbated by medication, and the yearning for connection with someone who doesn't understand the experience. In one word: Isolation.

Lyrics by Brendan Bostock. Copyright 2025.

[verse]
in the early hours
i had a strange strange thought
it stuck with me for so long
i could not shake it off

[pre chorus]
maybe i was just too medicated
maybe i was just too medicated
I don't wanna be alone
I don't want to be alone

[chorus]
I try to feel you with me
I don't feel right
The feeling is a nightmare
Playing in my mind

I want to be around you
But you don't understand
Medicated nightmare
Take me back again

[verse]
In the scary hours
I'm talking to ghosts
The only comfort I have
When I need it most

[pre chorus]
maybe i was just too medicated
maybe i was just too medicated
I don't wanna be alone
I don't want to be alone

[chorus]
i try to feel you with me
I don't feel right
The feeling is a nightmare
Playing in my mind

I want to be around you
But you don't understand
Medicated nightmare
Take me back again

Medicated Nightmare

Hold Me Under


They said I should've known better
But something felt so right
In all the wrong places
Like a picture hung at night
When no one's watching
And the rules don't apply

The way you looked at me
Like I was your last chance
that's exactly why I didn't
have a chance to fight back

Was this always meant to be?
Even when they warned me
Was this always meant to be?
Or did we choose to believe?

Broken expectations
Like footprints in the rain
But there's beauty in the way
We pieced ourselves again
Not perfect, not proper
But perfectly plain

The way you held my hand
Like you'd found your home
Like you'd found your home
In all the places they forbade for us

Was this always meant to be?
Even when they warned me
Was this always meant to be?
Or did we choose to believe?

Sometimes the wrong turns
Lead you right
Sometimes the rough roads
Feel just right
And maybe, just maybe
Love can have a chance!

Was this always meant to be?
(This is where we're meant to be)
Was this always meant to be?
(We chose to believe) We chose to believe
That love can have a chance!

Only love can hurt like this rendition

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