tender song i wrote cause i'm.. gae...

lyrics:

he’s not what I thought he would be 
he doesn’t make art or write poetry 
n i'm not sure that i've been totally me
and I think 
he's a little unsure of himself 
i've grown used to noticing cracks in a shell 
but he's mellow and easy to talk to as well 
and I wish

that i could lie to myself
my eyes up to the starry night, i paint impressionist pictures of him 
oh i am vincent and he’s my ear
if i glued him back on i could make out the sounds of my fears 

i like to read secondhand books 
the pages feel softer and smell how they look 
and i try not to stain them with paint from my brush 
and i fail 
 
[oh, oh oh, oh ohhh scats a little bit etc etc]

n i can't lie to myself 
my eyes up to the starry night, i paint impressionist pictures of him 
i am vincent and he's my ear 
if i glued back on i could hear all the sounds of my fears

come on open up to me open up to me i said 
come on open up to me open up to me i said 
come on open up to me open up to me i said come

impressionism [demo]

emotional breakdown song but its funky lowkey

lyrics:

damn, i had too many emotions today
can't tell them apart anyway
can't tell my emotions apart anyway
staring at this fucking computer
i wriggle my wrist cause it's hurting
hurting from time i spent drawing

n i draw too much, i draw too much
but i can't let myself ever stop, cause if i stop
i won't have a crutch, won't have a crutch
n i'm scared that there is nothing underneath
i'm not good enough for the academy!

do you use big words to make yourself feel better?
do you think that you could be a little bit gentler?

damn, i had a whatsapp call with my mom today
there's lots of things i didn't say
including, not limited to, i am gay
sitting in my favorite cafe
i think i can wait
i take a deep breath cause i'm hurting
hurting from time i spent breathing

n i am too much, i am too much
but i can't let myself ever stop, cause if i stop
i won't be as much, won't be as much
n i'm scared i don't have a thing underneath
i'm not good enough for the academy!

do you use big words to make yourself feel better?
do you think that you could be a little bit gentler?
do i use big words to make myself feel better?
do i think that you i be a little bit gentler?

damn, i had too many emotions today
can't tell them apart anyway
can't tell my emotions apart anyway

too much! [demo]

viddygame song. undertale fans we up

lyrics:

i picked up a new video game today
if you're wondrin' where i went
i chose to disengage with the world today
and i hope i don't come back
n i don't have the time or space to be
anything more than player 1 or 3
a life where i continue to be me
is an exercise in futility

i'd rather have a heart
that is a pixel work of art
n if the world breaks it apart
i hit the x and then restart

i have a friend, his name is sans
he comes alive under my hands
he's always given me a chance
in real life, i hate to dance
but 8-bit puts me in a trance
a language i can understand
[oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh]

i picked up a new video game today
should've taken my meds
i chose to leave the mortal plane today
you can't rip pixels to shreds

n i don't have the time or space to be
anything more than player 1 or 3
a life where i continue to be me
is an exercise in futility

go back to snowdin town
and see if toriel is around
i leave my body in the ground
play only video and sound

i have a friend, his name is sans
he comes alive under my hands
he's always given me a chance
in real life, i hate to dance
but 8-bit puts me in a trance
a language i can understand

[oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh]

i have a friend, his name is sans
he comes alive under my hands
he's always given me a chance
in real life, i hate to dance
but 8-bit puts me in a trance
a language i can understand

8-bit heart [demo]

i cant find my memories 
put them in a box and stored them away 

i am not what they believe
wet myself with water, turn into clay 
mold me away 


listening to the same songs 
over and over
hoping they’ll turn my brain on

she said it had been a while 
since she heard my voice, i felt like a child 
she must know, by now, i’ve lied 

i feel at home but my accent is slipping
i havent been back in too long and i feel it
i’m scared to admit 
i've grown sick of their shit

listening to the same songs 
over and over 
hoping they’ll turn my brain on 
some day Ill stop being wrong 
over and over 
some day i will be long gone

samesongs [demo]

20 something making nice sounds w his guitar
(yall stop asking me about hyphenated I AM WORKING ON IT)

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