I really fw your music bro. you’re going places.

imar stay alive bro, i stopped myself from killing myself until i heard your music

skeleton - fucking loser club w/ aeter

@menthol100s @mandymandymandymandy @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
you'd think everything was fake
i'm just one more mistake
and you've become this
feeling that i just dont think i'll shake
i'm so complacent
so disruptive
can't communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyone's the same
i'm becoming everything i hate
that's all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know i'll just break

@mandymandymandymandy
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing and it gives no fucking use
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh ever since i was a kid
i didn't have no empathy for anything i did
don't turn me to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit
my virus is infecting you but will you notice it

skeleton x mandy - your own worst enemy is paranoia 2 (mashup)

i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

#3 - i cant stop thinking about it

Tattoo your name on me, 'cause I know you're not leaving
Without you I'm deleted, and the pain has me defeated
Put that blade right to my wrist, 100 stabs might do the trick
I take it back those cuts ain't shit, look my mom in the eyes and she saw my slits
Codependency is nothing new to me, I need therapy, I need counseling
I guess I'll do the things that they say I need
But I don't really think it'll fix a damn thing
They say just speak your mind and you'll be alright
But if I said what's on mine, I'll be in cuffs tonight
Or maybe I would be fine, my paranoia will kill me
I would kill myself if they learned the real me
I'm a disgusting useless addict, degrading myself is my favorite habit
I'm walking around with a guilty conscience, 'cause I'm a fucking creep and I hope I can stop it
Look in the mirror see my fat body, stop eating food and start doing molly
Nothing matters I'm still useless, horny, manipulative, and abusive

you know too much now you have to die

If I could take my time I'd make it right with you
And all the lovey-dovey letters that I type are true
Tell me why I'd wanna move on to something new
I tried to talk to other girls and they're just not like you

I don't like it when you hang out with your trashy friends
They try and tell you that I'm crazy and you don't need men
Paranoid, these visions always running through my head
Something tells me I'll end up in either jail or dead

I didn't ask to be this way
If you knew my troubles would you love me the same
I hate that it has to be this way
Every night go to sleep thinking damn what a shame

I don't wanna make you feel this pain
But I'm scared cause I know you'll find out one day
But they won't find where I buried you
They won't find where I buried you

be this way

ur gonna come back

just wanna feel like myself again
feel like a pest that lives inside your head
you’re in my favorite dress too bad i look a mess
i might die tomorrow so let me confess
you keep throwing shade cus a disagreement
i keep feeling shame cus i did it again
wasting my life away all this regret
there’s something you’re hiding tell me your secret

wasting my life away

#1 - hey i'm still thinking about it

i say what's up you laugh and run, when you're the joke it's not that fun
i've had enough, i grab my gun
i'm on the run, i'm on the run
the loneliness keeps adding up and adding up and adding up, and you don't love me bad enough
my life is tough, you called my bluff

damn you got me lol

trying to get it on  spotify trust idk why its not

lyrics 
@kaysnoto
girl you left me in the dark yea idk what to do
now im walking round clueless 
oooo ya heart beat a little too fast i do not wanna do this 
ooo girl you left me in the dark yea idk what to do
now im walking round clueless 
girl you left me in the dark yea idk what to do
now im walking round clueless  

@user-801271917 overtonight
i walk down her whole avenue
my head fills with old thoughts of u
im dead but she dont have a clue 
cause i am left on the road
i dont have that much patience 
i wont go an explain this
woke up this morning to her in the mood
and now she wont even talk to me 
she found a new dude
and now i need a lobotomy 
oh lord im so screwed
i just want all of your love
baby why are you so damn rude

im rlly clueless w overtonight

cinco de mayo was a nightmare lol

I ain't dealin' wit no struggle

그래도 펼쳐야지 접어두었던 기억을

잊어야겠단 말은 그만 해

여전히 후회를 씹었지 밤엔

널 잃어버린 내겐

역시 차갑게 할 만해

지독한 사랑 후에도

그간의 일을 다시 자각해도

위치엔 차이 없지, 굳건한 Friend zone

전부 바뀌었던 추운 계절 빼고

시간의 내음

빈 칸에 다음 약속을 채워

영원이 없단 걸 배워

그 뻔한 love affair

I gotta fuck this trial

증오가 자리 잡은 prayers

새로운 상실과 거리를 두던가

조각난 마음 안에 실타래를 풀어 놔

구차하게 보였던 덕에 걱정은 줄었다

나 이기적이라고 네가 생각한 거보다

내가 네 편이냐고? 나에게 거리를 줘 좀만

애매함이 싫다면 날 밀어 놔 줘 저만치


가끔은 연락을 해, bestie

We're just gettin' little testy

Tomorrow's bright but it ain't nuttin but a track, see

전하고 싶었던 건 많지

그날 이후 벌어졌던 우린 사이 같아

네가 이사 가고 그 자린 미련이 차 있단다

만감이 교차한다 거절은 널 담았다

비싼 걸 사줄게 네가 날 그린다면

네가 먹는 걸 볼 때, 괜한 생각 속에 잠겨

옛날에 좋았잖아 편의점에 둘이 앉아

별거 아닌 걸 먹어도 우린 괜찮았지 참나

네가 날 멀리한다니 그건 너답지 않아

It's freakin' weird that you ain't bringin' any karma

탓하지 않고 받아 다름 차이로 이어 간다

너 없이 살아봤지, 다음을 이어받지

Well I had to proceed

Over and over that I see

So many tears, I screamed

Lessons learned, just set me free


딴 사람을 사랑한다 나 거짓말은 못 해

언제나 너뿐이라 마음안이 흐려졌기에

날씨도 일을 해야지 미련이 전부 흐르게

나 진짜 널 그렸다고 매일 밤을 새울 때

지워가는 날이 가득 찰까 두려워

너 없이 걸어가는 길에 자신이 없어서

그 어떤 걸 준다 해도

널 대체할 수 없지

길어지는 혼자서 걷기

멀어지니 영혼이 지쳤지

So I understand that why I have to forgive ya

이젠 다 이해할게 잔해에다가 불을 지펴

널 쉽게 놓아준 날, 다리를 떨던 불안

저만치 밀어야 했던 슬픈 마음안을 본다

내가 좀 더 어른이었다면

널 지킬 힘이 있었다면

같이 걸을 때 행복을 알았다면

그런 생각, 억누르면서 참아

damn you got me lol

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