produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

NEVERBEENBETTER

hey, check it out

lyrics:

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

I told lil bitch he don't mean shit
I'ma take your life on me so slick
And i can tell that you can't see straight
I keep that stick on me like Reway

Fortify the minds of every life
They keep the secrets deep inside
(Oh, god)
As if they even need to tell a lie
We see the truth inside your eyes
(Oh, why)
Wait, sleep under your silence
And please, reach into your heart a lost cause is all I'm ever gonna be

Fuck this 
I'm alright with 
Eternal silence

Watch me gleam through the screen, that UAV
Diamonds dancin ya it's getting hard to see
I dim the lights so i could get it right
Well i don't think im coming back tonight
"Put the narcotics down" ya
It was never the problem a-ah
It's over the counter
It's under the table 
I'll come with the action a-ah
A hundred degree's inside 
But we're still freezing
What a sequence
Ay i want you here to see it's real
to you too
A piece of me flying through the wind from the sunroof
Even up the score it's getting hard to redo
Do u see me here
Breathe me in

sequence (prod. 2001 x pekarot)

i'm where you're supposed to be :/ (malloy x iof)

a song i wrote in 2019 and released in 2020. it's a song about struggling with addiction, and trying to love not only yourself, but another person. a failing relationship between two people because of addiction. the 2nd and new verse, is a letter to 14 year old me. and a memory for the older one. this song is a personal battle, the death and the aftermath of what's to come. thank you for listening.

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
she never come around, when i'm on drugs
idk what to quit. is it drugs or love?
i feel like it's too much to ask
i'd say i love you, but i'll never take it back
would you take it back, if you said so?
i feel like i can ask, but i'd rather not know
on the road
run away from you
scared of love i don't know what to
do
idk what to do

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse 2
it's been years since i met you
and i've been trying to forget you
it's been years since i met you
and all i wanna do
is forget you
i gave it up for you, gave it up for you
i got sober for you, damn i got sober for me too
huh, i guess that's just the both of us
i guess we're growing up
go back to them days, poppin xans
i'll take another one
getting high with you, getting high with you
thought i'd OD, might just end up dyin with you
sobriety is something i could never do
i hope you're proud of me, the same way that i'm proud of you
i'm just tryna stay clean for my family
if i die young, then i'm dying happily
i don't wanna be here, not anymore
6 pills, now i'm falling to the floor

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

limbo (2022)

the other side w/ foreign forest

obsessed w/ Azrael [branwen + splashgang]

@emptychest
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@yung-shadow1
@soulfadexo

(Ally Holloway)
I'm condemned for crossfire
but he's got no proof
he's got no proof
x2

and I'm tryna learn
is that to bad?
changing my name, what does that do for me?
sex aint the same if you're doing it for me.
the child was sad but now I look for her
for her >:(
so she dont gotta hurt more
worry more
when the storm rolls in, hit the storm door
hit the storm door
its really hard to love
life for what it is and all the worst.

(hero.)
could things go accordingly
for once beat my anxieties
i'd like to live comfortably
she said leave it all to me n i could do the rest
i beat common knowledge to a pulp so save ur breath
she said 
"its something u could never get"
oh no really i can guess
don't be condescending or i'll gut u like ur friend 

timeless gang
baby say my name
watch the rain
in my face 

(NAVXOWER)

(Crizzy White)
Open your eyes
What do you see
Broken dreams
Haunting screams
Yeah they live inside of me
Mixing this shit like an alchemist
Sorry to say but I really ain't proud of this
I did my best to be put in the back of it
I've had that shit in my head and it's battering
Really ain't scared of my death no more
I'm just getting used to drinking
Falling on the floor
I'm with Timeless they gon pick me up
But I been craving more
Hear the raven in my ear
It's says I'm dying nevermore

(soulfade)

Open Your Eyes w/ emptychest, hero, NAVYXOWER, Crizzy White & soulfade [+ christ]

lyrics

im just sitting at the bus stop while its pouring 
wishing u were here
waiting for a call before im off to the middle nowhere

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

ohhh i thought that what we had was something special 
i guess i was wrong
i leaned all of my in to ur arms and then u let me drop

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

im fucking drenched now 
and u just gonna let me rot

the other side w/ foreign forest

ashes