[Lyrics]
pain when you leave me again
feelings won't stay
so I have to pretend
feelings won't change no
my heart already let go
your shit already exposed
but I hope ill let go
oh no you don't want too
I know
feelings won't change 
well I'm hoping you will let go
cause I know I won't go
everybody my own foe
listen close ima show
everything I ever closed
I don't know why you text me back
catching feelings you never snatched
I'm ok it's just a scratch
drinking c's until I crash
got more inside of my bag
feeling fine until I gag
I'm another trash bag yea
another trash bag

I Hope I'll Let Go [Prod. Rx808]

[Lyrics]
I can't move 
your voice stuck in loops
the truth is stuck in groups
can't let it loose I want
wanna feel it too 
I hope it heals real soon
my heads stuck in blue
I can't get over you

Slowly fade 
40 in a day
driving real slow
my head yea it started to fade
3 am is creeping up intrusive inveigh 
got a real fucking problem 
but I don't wanna say

I Can't Move [Prod. Boyfifty]

Don't control me (Ft. Value)[Prod. Tundra Beats]

[Lyrics]
tired of looking at my phone all damn night
all these lights are in my head but I cant sleep tight
I'm so sick of fighting I cant stand more
gonna piss me off if you dont close that damn door

looking dead but im alive
got these views inside my eyes
got these views my eyes are blue
but fucking black under my eye
you seen them to
i know you do
but you cant stand to see me cry
but you can stand to see me shine
but you cant stand to see me cry

i wont wait
cant sleep all day
it seems all fake
with me

cant seem to shake it
nah its in my head all long
you seem to listen all night when I drop my song
when I drop my song

I still see you shadow
still feel your shallow
I still see your shadow

Close That Damn Door [Prod. 4lexf]

I Want This To Work Out (Ft. LeadXeno) [Prod.Boyfifty]

Is There Any Hope [Prod.Boyfifty]

Living Alone [Prod. 4lexf]

I'm So Fucking Heartless [Prod. BornHero]

Try Again

Stained Chest [Prod. Wisssery]

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lil peep x juice wrld type beat "im fine..." [prod.imtrash]

[Lyrics]
{imtrash}
dont you know how it feels to wanna die?
dont you ever sit up and think about it at night?
have you been thinking about how it gets so cold?
thats your heart leaving your body and soul...
{gothurted}
Leave my soul
Leave myself
Make my beating heart
leave my chest
I'm getting cold
I'm dying slowly
I fucked up
I swear I'm sorry
Life is not doing well as it should
I've tried everything that I could
I'm trying to move on, tell me are u?
But every dream of mine is about you

I Fucked Up (Ft. Gothurted) [Prod.Raspo]

special thanks to Chamry & QD Family
[lyrics]
I need you back tonight
I wanna hold you so tight
ima fight just to feel your lips pressed against mine
one more time
again
there's not one night where I regret my decision
grab another scalpel make another incision
bleeding on the table waiting for you to come back

again [prod. HXRXKILLER]

[Lyrics]
{imtrash}

baby what you need now
drunk and i cant see now
lips so fucking red now
im coming outta bed now
cause ive been running 'round

I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thinking im alright
thoughts of suicide
I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thoughts of homicide
thoughts of suicide

you dont need to go now
got me really thinking now
your voice sounds really foul
up at night im a fucking owl

I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thinking im alright
thoughts of suicide
I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thoughts of homicide
thoughts of suicide

{gothurted}

You were the one
I didn't use to fake my smile with
And now I'm here
Smoking on some good weed
hey ya
Trying to forget about you
Cuz these thoughts in my mind
Are going to make me die
Everytime u make me feel like that I got you
But everytime you kill me with one of your lies
Of your lies, of your lies, of your lie

{imtrash}
I dont wanna lose you
oh no
I dont wanna hurt you
no
I dont wanna lose you
oh no

I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thinking im alright
thoughts of suicide
I dont wanna die
crying through the night
thoughts of homicide
thoughts of suicide

you dont need to go now
got me really thinking now
your voice sounds really foul
up at night im a fucking owl

Crying Through The Night (ft. Gothurted) [Prod. Cobra]

[Lyrics]

{imtrash}

if you think im crying
baby why you lying
self soothing your hiding
on this dick your riding
your voice is shattered
screaming fuck me master
once you were my laughter
you fucked me up right after
faster faster
blew right fucking past her
my money a little fatter
you fucking little disater
faster faster
blew right fucking past her
my money a little fatter
you fucking little disater
if you think im crying
baby why you lying
self soothing your hiding
on this dick your riding
your voice is shattered
screaming fuck me master

{ovrwrld}

faster 
faster 
my pockets lookin fatter 

jus got a bag 
jus copped a zip 
hopped out tha ghost 
sippin on wok 
woke up in bed
not what it seems
sippin on way to much 
fuckin codeine 
still off a bean
still off a perc
my diamonds frozen like burr!
louie right down to the fur
ridin with opps?
might as well ride in the herse
she sure feind 
off of the bean
whatcha gon do when i pull 
up with teams
this aint global offensive
we aint smoke no mid (yuh)
my blunts lookin long
goin up cat
goin to fast
you cannot flash
call me tha flash

goin faster
yea were goin faster
i blew right fuckin
past herrrrr

faster ! w/ ovrwrld

[Lyrics]

{imtrash}

Smile on my face
High as fuck 
I need to chase
Run around
Heart attack
Breathing slow 
Just relax
My sleeps low
My brains slow
Hydro in a cup
Roxy got me sleepin though

Fall asleep in comatose 
2 Grams of powder I just blown
Like Im on the phone
Spend another day
Smile on my face
High as fuck 
I need to chase
Run around
Heart attack
Breathing slow 
Just relax
My sleeps low
My brains slow
Hydro in a cup
Roxy got me sleepin though

[1NØ]

Yeah I can't take it anymore 
Just wanna walk straight out the door
Maybe I should leave this earth
Smoke a blunt
Load it with purp
And I've been feeling this pain
For too long
Yeah me and myself never really get along
Yeah I close my eyes
And all these suicide thoughts
Got me thinking bout
How much I hate my life
And there's things I can't figure out
No I cant figure out 
(no I cant figure out)
I get lost in my emotions
I feel broken
I feel like I'm cut open 
And you know that I am damaged
(that I'm damaged)
But you still took my heart and smashed it
(yeah you smashed it)

{imtrash}

did you ever realise
the way i looked you in the eye

thought you were the one
guess i wasnt right

I really hope i didnt ruin us
I really hope you can deal with this

I really hope so
I really doubt tho
Scared of all the monsters
Coming in through the window
Really wish i could be who i wanna be
I miss the way you love me without even judging

Me and Myself Never Really Get Along (Ft. 1NØ) [Prod. Raspo]

be mine

Be Mine Ft. Polar333 [Prod.Boyfifty]

[Lyrics]
https://genius.com/Imtrash-wind-against-the-weeds-lyrics

Wind Against The Weeds (Ft. Robstar)[Prod.Cobra]

*this song is for someone who passed I really don't care if you like it or not, It just helps me a little bit*

[Lyrics]
no your gone
and i cant be
close again
when i seen
you lie
there

its 2 am
i should be in bed
but i cant sleep thinking
bout the things i never said

no your gone
and i cant be
close again
when i seen
you lie
there

Abuelo [prod.raspo] (tribute song)

[Lyrics]
I'm always racing just to be 
ill see you shine while I'm being you
of my life I had never of thought
the things that break me was my fault
I'm done I'm just ready to run out  
why am I here when I am the first out
I'm done I'm just ready to run out  
why am I here when I am the first out

Why Am I Here When I Am The First Out

Why Am I Here When I Am The First Out [Prod.Cobra]

[Lyrics]
Every day I get a little bit worser
24 hours looking at a cursor
bopping on my music Ima cry all night son
terrifying noise Ima keep my lights on
how you tired
you only did a side verse
text me when your at your worse
never thought id divert
bopping on my music Ima cry all night son
terrifying noise Ima keep my lights on

[Prod.SAFIN]

Terrifying Noise Ima Keep My Lights On

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dLuMeAi63hnlcCYlgIryd?si=1HTtt3knQJietkPfhinr6g

[Lyrics]
{imtrash}
got so drunk
yea
your wasted
pukes black
and
all i see is faces
i'm in his bed but i don't know where hes at
i got so high i was inside of his doormat

got so drunk
yea
your wasted
pukes black
and
all i see is faces

im just a kid and i wanna be set free
listen to me you might hear a story 

why are you all the sudden loud why
put my head down that's a good bye
sleeping a lone fucking goodnight
i don't got friends that come by

{Majoraeclipse}
I just I wish wasn't like this
Back down from the liquor and these feelings for you, yeah
Can't escape behind my eyelids
I feel the static fill my body and I hope I get through, yeah

I'm tired of all these thoughts of mine
I'm tired of all these doubts
And I keep watching all the passerbys
And hope you'll come around

You should know I really fucking try but it never seem to work out
I don't wanna fight, think I'm running outta courage now
There's nowhere to go with all the bridges that I burnt down
Stuck in my head
Hope it's not gonna last
Yuh, yuh

prod.nevrfall

I Miss You Right There (Ft. Mutters)

[Lyrics]
im going to do it
metal to my skin im going to screw it
pushing pills down my throat 
ima abuse it
nothings the same
i cant feel no pain
your going to catch me swinging from a metal chain

hate me
erase me
hate me
erase me

im not gonna come by
you know i wont i really fucking wont
i got no sun light
i really dont
might be dead when you rise by
i think i really am
not gonna to come by

im going to do it
metal to my skin im going to screw it
pushing pills down my throat 
ima abuse it
nothings the same
i cant feel no pain
your going to catch me swinging from a metal chain

Hate Me [Prod.Metlast]

[Lyrics]
Please stop it cant deal with it no more
cause im watching
you fight everday im just walking
to get away
i cant stay here another day
another day

I'm just the outcast kid
you called me trash you did
you made me hurt and now im sitting in the back again
you fucking hit me back
but dude we cant go back
you fucking used me now your viewing everything your bad

Please stop it cant deal with it no more
cause im watching
you fight everday im just walking
to get away
i cant stay here another day
another day

We can't go back [Prod. Noria]

[Lyrics]
Everyone sees a dark place 
I don't want too
You know i'm in my room to isolate 
I don't want too 
I don't want too 
I don't want too 

Swear I give it my all like
Might fight to wake up and survive
My brain just crashed like a hard drive
Smoke smoke to put it off of archive
Sipping hard again
I'm in pain its hard to stand
Sipping on a sippy cup that's filled with more lorazepam

Burning day light
Standing In front of car lights
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive

I spend many days sleeping off what I took
It ain't never went away is this how it looks
Feel like a mistake I might just book
You'll hear me when i'm dead cause i'm not that good
And i'm not that good
But you give me hope to write a hook

I don't wanna try this
I don't why I invited
My anxiety is scaring me I should of just stayed quiet
I cant just get up
Ate so much I throw up
Now i'm sitting in my bed cause I don't wanna grow up

Burning Day Light

[Lyrics]
Why'd you text me
Everything's inside me
You don't see
Everything I'm trying
Don't be everything i'm fighting
Everything i'm hiding
Everything I get away from

Hate that you can't see me
Eyes are fucking closed I only see me in my dreams please
See me i'm right here i'm not the person you would think please
Believe me you would hate me so i'm fucking not
I don't wanna lose a close friend so I cry a lot
Got too much of many problems
You try to solve them but you don't know what's the problem
Dysphoria's nothing so I bottle to the bottom
This songs a message so I have something to solemn

Guess i'm just solace
And your memory is flawless
I'm the only fucking one that even wants to hold a promise
So I swear i'll wake up
I swear i'll do better

If I let it out your going to leave me
So ima hold in feelings
Even if its healing
Hold this gun up to my head to watch her just start bleeding
No one really cares that's why you text me when your needing
Only want to come over just so your succeeding
Am I just misreading
I got one to many problems your exceeding
Your holding onto reasons
I'm holding onto meanings
But for some fucking reason I just keep on feeding

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