Parting Ways (ft. roses)

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

prod @whtlen 


tell me what is my sin 
I must have done 
something bad for this 

one look at her grin
makes it worth it 
with one soft sweet kiss

i let it all in
my feelings
have never not been hurt

never me; always him
i’m silver
never to be first 

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance, 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

so i’ll stay here,
and listen to the same 3 songs
till i cry
oh my god i wanna throw up !!! 

ur not an angel, you’re a demon in disguise
princess 
take my heart leave me to sew up 

so i’ll stay here and listen to the same playlist
that you made
all those fuckin years ago, ugh ): 

n i don’t miss you
i just really miss
what i thought that you were
i think it’s time for me to grow up

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

(so i’ll stay here,
 and listen to the same 3 songs til’ i cry, oh my god i’m gonna throw up!!)

contrast+ (whtlen)

mike kinsella is my dad

if i had any sense

lyrics :

if i had any sense , 
might of been inside a benz ,
looking in the mirror tell myself some death threats , 
running out of things to live for yea im still trying to catch my breath , 
oh ,

what u did to me i still cry & overthink , 
wake up 3 months later every-time i blink  , 
eyes red & black its like they in sync ,
spitting blood out up in my sink , 
i wish that i could drink ,
but im an addict on the brink ,
of suicide & other things , 
yea i guess to see whatever that brings me , 
oh fuck all of this jealousy ,
& fuck all of these memories ,
& what the fuck is history , 
my fucking heart in misery ,

if i had any sense , 
might of been inside a benz ,
looking in the mirror tell myself some death threats , 
running out of things to live for yea im still trying to catch my breath , 
oh ,

death threats

no one will luv me (prod. tunnA Beatz)


i've always known just how shit will go cause everyone's a critic of me
i play the game and it's all the same
yea, i was never able to please

you won't ever- understand what it really feels like to be me
you wont ever understand what its like to give it all till you bleed

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i should give up
no one will love me
hard as a try
they will never be satisfied 

now that ive grown, they've all made it known that everybody's staring at me
give what they want or you'll be forgotten
id comply but that isnt me

you wont ever understand what it really feels like to be me
you wont ever understand what its like to work until you succeed

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i should give up
no one will love me
hard as a try
they will never be satisfied 

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i should give up
no one will love me
why should i try?
they will never be satisfied 

no one will love me
im not enough
no one will love me
i give no fucks
no one will love me
why should i try?
they will never be satisfied

no one will luv me (prod. tunna beatz)

prod. dercept 
hope y’all enjoy this one 
got very deep about my personal life in this one.

soul mate

prod. flesh

i know that i've been giving in
at least i'm trying to live with it inside of my head
are you even listening?
i'm sick of all this dissonance inside of my head

should i be grateful for all the things that you did for me?
or should i be hateful for all the things that you did to me?
i haven't been able to trust a word that you've given me
and i just wish you'd let me forget
no i dont wanna end up like this all the time
no end in sight 
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me
and i know it's been on your mind
it's been on mine
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me

and i'd be lying if i said it didnt hurt
it hurts
your words
they tear through my heart
and i'd be lying if i said it ever worked
it burned
we learned  
why cant we move on?

it's okay

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

mike kinsella is my dad

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