IM NOT SCARED, I FEEL SICK, NOW HE'S FALLING ASLEEP.

This Guy Sucks (prod. @lonelyprinze + @elvien)

first song i did 100% of the production for!

lyrics:
dont-dont-dont-
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your conv-
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your convenience 
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont-dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head

the words behind the wallpaper get louder every day
the conversations ending and i dont know what to say
oh and if youre wondering im not doing ok
caught inside your web of lies you just want me to stay
my purpose is gone now
i left it behind
i ran to my room 
just to go to bed and cry 
slam the door in my face
like i didnt even care
theres so much of me missing 
wonder if im still there

dont ask me how im doing
just call at your conv-
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont-dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your convenience 
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
-how im doing
-your convenience
-tell me you dont really mean it
-tell me you dont really mean it

mismatch

i cant love anyone back 
cuz i'm in love with someone else in my head
how fucked up is that?
how fucked up is that?
i cant love anyone back 
cuz i'm in love with someone else in my head
how fucked up is that?
tell me, how fucked up is that?

lately i feel like i'm an idiot 
and i keep forgetting things
things that mattered to me last fall 
threw my heart into the asphalt
so i feel nothing when i see you've called

i swear on my life that its not personal 
i might've ghosted you twice 
you're not the only one 
im tryna save my own life, im at my last straw 
give up forever
hear from me never 
not in control of my mind 
i hear the reaper's call
way too late in the night 
i start to see his claws 
someone turn on the lights 
im stuck in comatose 
the darkest night of my life 
was when you overdosed 

i cant love anyone back 
cuz i'm in love with someone else in my head
how fucked up is that?
how fucked up is that?
i cant love anyone back 
cuz i'm in love with someone else in my head
how fucked up is that?
tell me, how fucked up is that? 

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lil peep, gbc, lil tracy, sad beat, sad, sad guitar type beat, alternative rock, alternative rock type beat, acoustic, acoustic guitar, midwest emo, midwest emo type beat, emotional type beat, emotional guitar type beat, atmospheric type beat, sad beat, acoustic guitar type beat, rock, post punk type beat, pop punk type beat, burgos type beat, convolk, convolk type beat, scum type beat, lil lotus, 93feetofsmoke type beat, shinigami, brennan savage, nothing,nowhere, thebreathingbackwards, thebreathingbackwards type beat, erisu type beat, drippin so pretty, drippin so pretty type beat, yung axstn type beat, Days to Waste type beat, guccihighwaters, skele, skele type beat, LIL NARNIA, LIL NARNIA type beat, nedarb type beat, gearf type beat, smrtdeath type beat, yesterday type beat, killedmyself, suisai type beat, brakence, brakence type beat, sinxi type beat, shattered type beat, familypet, familypet type beat, Lil Agony type beat, ⋆frvr&alwys⋆ type beat, two:22, sosi type beat, OmenXIII type beat, OmenXIII, Sleye type beat, nicholas hunt type beat, VELVETEARS type beat, sewerperson, sewerperson type beat, metlast, discent, tothegood, scruffpuppie type beat, misogi type beat, teddybear type beat, LOVEJUMEX type beat, heroine diaries type beat, nicoteen ninyo type beat, lilspirit type beat, Daddex type beat, GARZI type beat, LiL BO WEEP type beat, SAPHIR type beat, biteki, lullabyboy type beat, heylog type beat, plxntkid type beat, supachefm type beat, sadgods type beat, diveliner type beat, tommy ice type beat, Powfu, lovespelledbackwards type beat, brody type beat, gothurted type beat, demxntia type beat, Vision4k type beat, cozyboy type beat, Jay Vee type beat, bedroom noise type beat, Foreign Forest, 6HOST type beat, QAWI KAMRI type beat, prettyheartbreak type beat, guardin astari, oilcolor type beat, ʎpoqou, nadiak, ggravee type beat, NVTVS, corbin type beat, SMOKEASAC type beat, craig xen type beat, xavier wulf type beat, era type beat, gab3 type beat, kais, not home. ,Coldhart, fats'e type beat, lil aaron, lil aaron type beat, greafer type beat, døves, notmorgn, 6 dogs, emo, emo trap, emo rap type beat, emo type beat, harvest type beat, sad chill, voka type beat, pageant queen type beat, barren type beat, reaper, 4evr,unknxwn type whxami, vaegud, splashgvng, Puhf, sketchmyname, smokerose, hrxxkiller, sewerperson, 9tails, cozyboy, cøzybøy, dark trap, emo dark trap 93feetofsmoke, heroine diaries, cozyboy, shinigami, lil narnia, 6host, drippin so pretty #sadeyes #guardin #9tails #lilskele #skele #kais #keshi #acoustic #ambient #guitar #midwestemo #emo

how fucked up is that? [+splashgvng & pekarot]

produced by @fleshgolem and @1gokami
cover art by @stale.co on instagram
#clc brrrrrrrrr

colorado snow (flesh + gokami) [MV IN BIO]

promise to cover your eyes

not fair w/ sage envie x kennedyxoxo (p+ shyburial)

huge thank you to charlesxcpf

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2015 singles

disengage

Inner Self (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

puppet (rosesleeves)

follow da boy!
www.soundcloud.com/wstdyth

barren
never one to try to blame my problems
never one to pass the buck
i coulda never flown out there
but you know i hadda try my luck  
wit this pretty lil shorty
we been talking for some time
you know we both trynna fuck
touching on yo body
kissing on yo neck
do you like it slow or do you like it rough
you gone make my heart erupt
something seemed strange 
but i rode out the week 
couldn’t put my finger on it 
something was up
i got what i wanted
but thats never enough

passing out on the bed cannot take this
forever thinking imma be chasing
waiting
for the fuckin bag i should be making
hatin
ya shits so whack
i always change it 
ill give you a whole catalog
of all the things i do myself
that slowly deteriorates
any remaining health
  
doin anything in their power
to show u who the fuckin boss
what kinda shit is it 
gonna take how big of a cost 
give them a badge and gun
thinkin they above the law 
begging you for forgiveness
haven’t you had enough

you on yo knees begging for something you dont want
you on yo knees just trynna please the fuckin wrong one

wstdyth
i’m coming back
shawty u looking so bad
rain falling onto my back
Takahashi on my pants
now she wanna dance
i sell my soul for a stack
i’m always smoking this gas
rolling a spliffy and we rolling out to the tracks
got me staring at my hands
don’t care bout these brands
she dont like it when i’m like that
send a text and i don’t write back
when i’m out i wear a tight mask
when u looking at me what do u see
jolly rodger on the high mast
feeling the magic in all of the trees
i been tryna be jus like that
air forces up on both my feet
needing gas and he’s sliding to me

baby i’m caught in ur eyes
shining in moonlight
i’m tryna get to my place
i’m tryna move right
taking this blunt to the face
n i’m getting too high
christian dior on my wrist
i got the 2 dice

barren
got these ray bans on my face
but you know i can’t really see
very far past the fucking wall i built of insecurities
 ill never start a list
of things to accomplish 
cause i know  it won’t get finished
why can’t you go mind yo business
anther thing to add to my wishlist 
well
i wish you well
dont worry baby ill never tell
ill go back to my ol cell
6 feet down with
the place to myself
 ill cave
every time ill cave
you know my old ways
everything i say
every move i make

promise to cover your eyes

caves

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