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linden & nevrfall - in tact (ft. sidenotes.)

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across time and space
you're so far away
you mean everything
what i'd give
to say it to your face

to say it to your face

a couple hundred miles from here now
and all i want is just to hear the sound
of you breathing while you're sleeping next to me
i'd give everything

across time and space
you're so far away
you fuckin' ruin everything
but, what i'd give
to say it to your face

to say it to your face

Sleeps X - To Say It To Your Face

Untitled #3

Lofi of Heaven

Trust In God

Faded Pages & Frequencies

Love Language

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
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Lyrics
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[Intro]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

Mess

Mess [Prod. Collins]

I just hurt myself never really get why 
I give myself a hard time
I dont wanna talk u won’t me see me nah
Ashes in the cup but she give me top
Top top top still she drop till she get me off
Mess inside my head that shit just won’t stop

Stop stop stop 
I can’t take this mindset 
I can’t create shit anymore i’m useless

Lately i just wanna give up 
Feels like i fell off dramatically
The numbers don’t mean much to me but i just miss my family

Like burnout, fanggang, where u at now?
Rose pals, already dead 
I’m missing all my old friends that i had then
I disappeared and i miss them

How about astrals, or the overcast chat, i miss hz haven’t seen him at all lately
Did this to myself i just wanna see my friends again

missing all my friends (prod. loopy!)

https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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Been running on empty
I don’t mind, somehow we’ll get there
With the burnout assembly 
Up now, all a sudden you care

You never realized where I was headed to
Every single thing you said and how I wouldn’t do
Never really meant shit, look what I can prove
Hear it in my song, know what you’re going through

Why you gotta act like that?
You stick to the format
Sick of their bad habits fuckin’ with my habitat

What are you saying?
What are you saying?
Already heard
You can’t join the band

What are you saying?
What are you saying?
Deja Entendu
You can’t take it back

Why you gotta act like that?
Why you gotta act like that?
See it in your face
Why you mad?
Guess you see in me all you lack

Been running on empty
I don’t mind, somehow we’ll get there
Oh, now you think that you miss me?
Up now, all a sudden you care

Never realized where I was headed to
Every single thing you said and how I wouldn’t do
Never really meant shit, look what I can prove
Hear it in my song, know what you’re going through

Why you gotta act like that?
Why you gotta act like that?
Sick of their bad habits fuckin’ with my habitat

running on empty (prod. nevrfall)

i could never not love you (2019)

goodbyes are the hardest part (didnt make the album) w/ jay vee fatse 93

Lyrics:
you steal could my flow, but i could steal your ho
but i aint trust no bitch, so i just ride solo
im never giving up, until i got a home
all these girls is the same, but keep it way down low

key, low, you dont wanna know me
hold, me, you dont wanna show me
no, sleep, never will console me
lonely, smoke until i OD

smoke until i OD, said it wasnt possible but you dont even know me
fuck up out my face when you say that you a OG
but it dont matter on the lowkey

giving up, cause there aint nothin to talk about
guess we're done, and i prolly wont see you around
one more cup, i dont feel it but its goin down
kill the sun, you dont need it when you in the clouds

said youd be around, you a liar save your bullshit
wake up on the floor i dont even wanna do this
maybe i could die if im always getting too lit
hands up in the sky, cause i give up i could prove it

tie my hands bring me up to the attic
cloak my head in the dark and i panic
lock the door walk away cause you manic
im replaced now im gone like its magic

It's Okay To Be Scared

itsokaytobescared

trying w/ saint tomorrow

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

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DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

Alien Boy

alien boy

waste

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trying w/ saint tomorrow

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