eager

SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/album/7dCjSsxIaQnPL0Qr9rIPEl?si=zQujleNyS9GVHFlNZsJJVg&dl_branch=1

APPLE MUSIC - https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-love-song/1570754478?i=1570754483

LYRICS

fucking up
has never been so much fun before
you can say what you mean

losing trust
has never been more honest than right now
so bring in the fucking beat

i got some shit to say
if i’m being honest
and honesty from me is something that is always promised

unlike you i try to keep all of my promises
i swear to god it feels like we are total opposites 

yeah you could write me a check
and still it wouldn’t make up
for all the time that was spent
just tryna give you my love

i wasn’t perfect, i know
but never had any hoes
was always loyal to you
but that is how this shit goes

love, love, love, love, love
stays fuckin’ me up
stays fuckin’ me up

love, love, love, love
keeps fillin’ my cup
and i drink it all up

love fucks me up

and you can say what you mean
doing whatever you please, yeah yeah

then you blame it on me
pulling my heart with a squeeze, yeah yeah

cause you know we breakin’ up after this
breaking my heart while i’m breakin’ your shit
you don’t got no answers for me, i know what it is
you’ll be screaming my name while you’re taking his dick

and you don’t gotta be the one
i’ll be moving on when the sun comes up
go out again and fall in love
just so i can write another song

the love song

everything is gray

if i had to find a way to
say the things i wanna say to you
i’d give it all i got
then i’d sit and rot, like i know you want me to

and if i had to write to you, i would
probably drop a tear or two
i gave it all i got, you said “thanks a lot”
then did what you had to do

you said i was the only one, i was the only one
you loved, guess it was just for fun, yeah i was just for fun
but it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind because you walked outta my life
and now everything falls apart

everything falls apart
look at how far we got
everything falls apart
now it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind
because you walked outta my life
and everything falls apart

i’m doing the best with what i was given
but most days, i wake up and don’t feel like living
it honestly hurts you would just leave me hanging
after everything i did for you
after what you put me through

everything falls apart

writing all these songs is ruining my mental health
i might be dead when i’m done

lingering on all the pain that night had made me felt
i couldn’t see through the storm

love wasn’t enough
yeah, i wasn’t enough

what if you stayed just for the night?
and let them go home without saying goodbye

what if we stayed, just you and i
but i know that things would get harder with time

what if you stayed?
what if you stayed?

what if you stayed?
things will get better with time

sitting upstairs
while you’re packing your wares
i don’t know how i got here

then you come up
it’s finally done
you ask for a kiss and you run

love’s not enough to dig through the struggle
marriage requires particular muscle

what if?

the worst in me

object of my obsession

just for fun- not an official release. the beat is produced by "Johny Tyson 2" on YouTube and i'm not making any money from this release. just a fun demo! here's the link to the beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Je_r1Rt2pR0

1942 manhattan bro

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

go, just go

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http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1343898710?ls=1&app=itunes

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eli.

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lyrics

i thought u loved me
why did u say u did?
do words mean nothing?
why are you exempt from being an honest person?

i guess i learned my lesson. . .
can't trust a girl like u

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

we can't recover
it is all ruined
u threw it all away when i found out u screwed him

i caught him in my bed!
i found that kinda cruel ):
why don't you tell me how he felt inside of you?

girls like u burn all of my stuff
they accuse me of cheating just to cover it up
just to cover up the fact that they really messed up
now i'm sitting in the yard watching the flames erupt

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

girls like u

broken again

track 9 from my debut album "possibilities" out now on iTunes/Spotify.

https://foundation-media.lnk.to/elipossibilities

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Spotify- https://open.spotify.com/album/4BsduthmUCKfTrjF0w7hR7

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possibilities

kiss me in the rain

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lyrics

i wanna make her think, i wanna make her feel
something that she never has, i wanna give her something real
used to being hurt, i wanna show her something better
i wanna be her everything, i wish that i could let her

but i can't- cause i'm too insecure, i need to work on me
every time that i get close, i'm like a market- always flee
is it the commitment? why can't i seem to stick with it?
always getting distant, never feel enrichment, become nonexistent 

and every time that i get close, always seem to let it go, never seem to hold my own
but there's something different bout you

you got that smile
you got that smile
you got that smile

it makes me wanna stay a while
it makes me wanna stay a while

i wanna be myself, i wanna love again
i'd commit myself, give anything if i could let you in
went to therapy, that didn't help, i didn't question it
past relationship got me torn up, i don't feel too fit

i don't wanna put you through what i went through
no need to repeat offend and that's why i'm so scared of you
i'm just scared that i'll become exactly what i hate, now it's far too late
wish that i could execute, but that's not me, that's not my fate

smile

i am honored to be sharing my art here with you today.

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LYRICS:

i'm on the outside lookin' in
you're not happy like you had been
you're not happy like you were with him
you're not happy anymore

i can't love you like he did
i can't do you like he did
i can't give you what he did
i'm not happy anymore

if lovin' was easier
maybe we'd all do it
feelings really fk me up
don't wanna go through it

i'm jealous of the love that you shared
what we have just doesn't compare

we make out and make up
get drunk and just fk
no love, no love
but i won't call your bluff

we make out and make up
get drunk and just fk
just fk, just fk
but we'll both call it love

why am i always so insecure?
i wanna be the one that you adore
i wanna give you what you need and more
i wanna give you what you need

empty my pockets
spillin' my wallet
give me your heart, baby let me unlock it
spending my money
trying to buy it
love can't be bought, no cause that'd be too painless

love can't be basic
i'm being candid
thought i could give her a life in the hamptons
thought we could clean up this mess we been making
thought i could give her my everything

call it love

APPLE MUSIC/ITUNES- http://bit.ly/elithatgirl

STREAM ON SPOTIFY- http://open.spotify.com/album/4QjgSpq0pePEzq4ib4dbF2

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filmed by Brycen McCann

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LYRICS

feeling so misunderstood, i don't
know how to admit that i'm so low
i want her to think that i'm okay
even though i'm drinking just to pass the days

i'm day drinkin' just to get you off my mind
oh i stay sleeping, i don't wanna open my eyes

cause i don't know nothing bout that girl
i don't need her loving back anymore

what i need is peace
i just wanna feel like i did before
all i know is i don't want her anymore

take it back
take it back
oh, if i could, if i could i'd
take it back
take it back, oh
if i could oh baby girl you know i would
take it back, take it back
oh, if i could, baby, if i if i could
take it back, take it back
oh

that girl

she said "don't get attached to me"

stream on Apple Music - http://bit.ly/eliattached

stream on Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/5iQ2xY1t218FV8LHvCV7Kn?si=OcQWZiHnTSajtTYfEWNLKQ

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LYRICS

life's not easy
yeah, love it ain't easy
but loving might please me
your loving might ease me

but then you mistreat me
walk in on you sleeping
another man, cheating
yeah i don't believe it

i'm like ok, ok
how do i cope with the pain
i pray that it goes away
but i feel it every day

now i'm going insane
dysfunction inside my brain
depression comes with rain
but it never goes away

she said
"don't get attached to me
i will let you down, down, down, down
don't fall in love with me
you will hit the ground, ground, ground, ground"

i don't wanna break your heart
i don't wanna break your heart
knew it all from the start
knew it all from the start

she said don't get attached to me
cause i will break your heart

what do i do when i'm still in love with you
but you want nothing to do with me
want nothing to do with me

wish you'd come back, 
but i wouldn't dare to ask
need to leave it in my past, need to leave you in my past

i'm leaving you behind
yeah i'm leaving you behind

attached

you got so distant. . .

iTunes/Apple Music - http://bit.ly/elidistant

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4h4SFx...

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LYRICS

"you lead me on for weeks. . .
you talk this and that, you tell me pretty lies
but you never follow through with what you say
you know what i mean? you can say that you want this, you can say whatever you want but doing it is completely different"

love of mine, so divine
how's it feel spending time apart?

run and hide, stay alive
but i know you're barely breathing

what do i do?
i'm still so in love with you
and i know that you want me too
but you always do me so cruel
so cruel

you got so distant
there you go putting up fences
lucky for you i'm persistent
but you always stay so resistant
distant

love of mine, losing sight
how's it feel in another bed?

simple life, you and i
could have had it all but you're scared

distant

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

Apple Music - https://foundation-media.lnk.to/eliworthless

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4Q6hOZoviHB2yT9igwLtQc?si=2Jqt3LRnSvOwzIuedoHIGA

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms-

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stream this song -

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the way we used to love.

disappear

watch the music video here-

https://youtu.be/PRXU2y1GcRU

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needy (ariana grande) cover by eli.

purchase: https://foundation-media.lnk.to/elithewayweusedtolove

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2lIyltozo3NlhC7ZQZ022F?si=NT4qGmlBSeWy8juSDIgpfA

when i'm lonely

iTunes

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-way-we-used-to-love/1447704688?uo=4&app=itunes&at=1l3vpUI&ct=LFV_61cb8dca6a2dd93cecf2e4f0524bd17b

forget

iTunes & Spotify

release

Stream this song:

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Apple Music - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/wrong-people-single/1459555654

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we don’t even know what’s good, we don’t even know what’s good for us

we just wanna fall in, we just wanna fall in love

but if you take a moment to think before you do anything
cause feelings are so fragile, yeah love isn’t a game
with winners and losers, i feel like a loser
but i don’t really wanna play

take my breath away
rip my heart out and eat it babe

mm, i love the way you love me
love the way you hurt me
ruin me completely 

we’re so masochistic, yeah we love how it feels
to fall in love and be let down, oh what an appeal!
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

i’m so pessimistic but i fall anyway
cause i don’t care about any day after today
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

we love who we love, we live for the pain
sit in self-empathy, love how it tastes
there’s something so easy bout feeling sorry for ourselves

i love you just for the ecstasy 
i love you because i’m so lonely
there ain’t a single healthy reason to love you
but i do it anyway, i put the bad thoughts out of view

oo, pretty baby don’t you know there’s something easier than loving all the wrong people? loving all the wrong people?

but we don’t want easy, yeah we crave the pain
because we crave the growth, yeah they’re one in the same

wrong people

track 2 from my upcoming album "growth." out August 23rd!

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/0xSO1FwnuMruV1KJIHqqlb?si=zxwRgsrcTyWuEsycfm_FJQ

Apple Music - https://music.apple.com/us/album/crave-single/1466011108

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lyrics


my baby is so fine
my lover, so divine
she don’t even have to try

it was love at first sight
when i looked into her eyes
i could see my entire life

with some things, you just know
feel it in your heart and soul
girl i feel it when i’m with you
you, you, you

oo, i want your love
i can’t get enough
feel so far above
oo, baby

oo, i crave your touch
how you lift me up
feel so high above
oo, baby

your love, your love, your love
how i crave your touch
i can’t get enough
i crave you

yeah she love just like i do
when i give, it comes back thru
she don’t leave me feelin’ blue
blue, blue, blue

yeah her love is what i crave
want to rest within her shade
she could never be replay-
ay, ay, aced

growth.

crave

Spotify

track 1 from "undefined." out APRIL 10

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/1KafyXA6HQQDnjiFpFQFxq?si=K7WEpQPHSdaSKqckr7urTg

Apple - https://music.apple.com/us/album/everything-will-be-okay/1501290677?i=1501290678

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though it’s too soon to tell
i’m quite damn sure that i’m on my way to hell
at least that’s what my father said

and i may not believe in God
cause the whole damn thing seems pretty odd to me
i don’t know what to believe

i don’t think that we’re supposed to have the answers
i can’t imagine thinking everything i know is right
tell me, where’s the room to grow?

i’m only human and i’m trying my best
i value truth more than i value having peace of mind
i won’t lie to myself

but listen to me when i

say
everything will be okay
everything will be okay

i don’t pray
but we’ll live to see another day
yeah everything will be okay

i may not believe in God
cause telling lies seems pretty odd to me
it’s okay to have uncertainty 
open minds are what we need

though it’s too soon to tell
i’m quite damn sure that i’m on my way to hell
at least that’s what my Bible said

and i may not believe in God
cause the whole damn thing seems pretty odd to me
i don’t know what to believe

though it’s too soon to tell
i’m not quite sure that i’m on my way to hell
that’s just not what i believe
maybe i will find some peace

everything will be okay

wishful thinking

easy

blame

better days

i thought about taking my life last night

i gave you everything i had

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/1uXGI5C4V5D1mE8L8UR3GI?si=61Y26lehRU-yDKLEUuercA

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Billy Marchiafava

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LYRICS

tiktok thots make my heart go soft
with their big fat titties like Lara Croft
i got a big booty bitch tryna raid my dick
back it up, god damn, how you get so thick?

i got a 
tomb raider, heart breaker with the double d’s
make em bounce if you wanna be a fuckin tease
shake that ass for some follows, baby that’s the brand
plug a song, yeah that’s how you make a couple grand

you could build a business on that ass
(do your squats)
you could make a million real fast
(GOD DAMN!)
you don’t even need to go to class
just bend over and shake it, show em how you do that bad bad

eli.

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