Name: petty af by eli.
Duration: 3 min 10 s
Description: "petty af" out now on iTunes, Apple Music and Spotify

Been listening to this for yearss and I still love everytime I get to the forgetti part 😂

bro like fr your underrated been listening to you for a mouth and i cant stop so good

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

go, just go

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lyrics

i thought u loved me
why did u say u did?
do words mean nothing?
why are you exempt from being an honest person?

i guess i learned my lesson. . .
can't trust a girl like u

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

we can't recover
it is all ruined
u threw it all away when i found out u screwed him

i caught him in my bed!
i found that kinda cruel ):
why don't you tell me how he felt inside of you?

girls like u burn all of my stuff
they accuse me of cheating just to cover it up
just to cover up the fact that they really messed up
now i'm sitting in the yard watching the flames erupt

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

girls like u

Frank Ocean - CallMeKarizma

"petty af" out now on iTunes, Apple Music and Spotify

petty af

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lyrics

i wanna make her think, i wanna make her feel
something that she never has, i wanna give her something real
used to being hurt, i wanna show her something better
i wanna be her everything, i wish that i could let her

but i can't- cause i'm too insecure, i need to work on me
every time that i get close, i'm like a market- always flee
is it the commitment? why can't i seem to stick with it?
always getting distant, never feel enrichment, become nonexistent 

and every time that i get close, always seem to let it go, never seem to hold my own
but there's something different bout you

you got that smile
you got that smile
you got that smile

it makes me wanna stay a while
it makes me wanna stay a while

i wanna be myself, i wanna love again
i'd commit myself, give anything if i could let you in
went to therapy, that didn't help, i didn't question it
past relationship got me torn up, i don't feel too fit

i don't wanna put you through what i went through
no need to repeat offend and that's why i'm so scared of you
i'm just scared that i'll become exactly what i hate, now it's far too late
wish that i could execute, but that's not me, that's not my fate

smile

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LYRICS

feeling so misunderstood, i don't
know how to admit that i'm so low
i want her to think that i'm okay
even though i'm drinking just to pass the days

i'm day drinkin' just to get you off my mind
oh i stay sleeping, i don't wanna open my eyes

cause i don't know nothing bout that girl
i don't need her loving back anymore

what i need is peace
i just wanna feel like i did before
all i know is i don't want her anymore

take it back
take it back
oh, if i could, if i could i'd
take it back
take it back, oh
if i could oh baby girl you know i would
take it back, take it back
oh, if i could, baby, if i if i could
take it back, take it back
oh

that girl

you got so distant. . .

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LYRICS

"you lead me on for weeks. . .
you talk this and that, you tell me pretty lies
but you never follow through with what you say
you know what i mean? you can say that you want this, you can say whatever you want but doing it is completely different"

love of mine, so divine
how's it feel spending time apart?

run and hide, stay alive
but i know you're barely breathing

what do i do?
i'm still so in love with you
and i know that you want me too
but you always do me so cruel
so cruel

you got so distant
there you go putting up fences
lucky for you i'm persistent
but you always stay so resistant
distant

love of mine, losing sight
how's it feel in another bed?

simple life, you and i
could have had it all but you're scared

distant

You Are My Cure

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we don’t even know what’s good, we don’t even know what’s good for us

we just wanna fall in, we just wanna fall in love

but if you take a moment to think before you do anything
cause feelings are so fragile, yeah love isn’t a game
with winners and losers, i feel like a loser
but i don’t really wanna play

take my breath away
rip my heart out and eat it babe

mm, i love the way you love me
love the way you hurt me
ruin me completely 

we’re so masochistic, yeah we love how it feels
to fall in love and be let down, oh what an appeal!
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

i’m so pessimistic but i fall anyway
cause i don’t care about any day after today
oo, we love all the wrong people
all the wrong people, all the wrong people

we love who we love, we live for the pain
sit in self-empathy, love how it tastes
there’s something so easy bout feeling sorry for ourselves

i love you just for the ecstasy 
i love you because i’m so lonely
there ain’t a single healthy reason to love you
but i do it anyway, i put the bad thoughts out of view

oo, pretty baby don’t you know there’s something easier than loving all the wrong people? loving all the wrong people?

but we don’t want easy, yeah we crave the pain
because we crave the growth, yeah they’re one in the same

wrong people

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taking pictures off these walls
feeling you still in the halls
i am haunted by your face
and a love i can’t replace

i know that i will be alright
if i give it more time
it’s so hard when i still feel you here
in the place we once shared

i would just get a new apartment
but i know that won’t fix my problems

you follow me, it doesn’t matter
i can’t seem to let you go

i’m fine, i’m fine, i’m fine
i’m fine, i’m fine, i’m fine
don’t worry, i’m alright
at least that’s what i tell myself

taking time to find my thoughts
with my stomach tied in knots
now i’m drowning in the sauce
still recouping from the loss

i would just call and say i love you
but i could never be that guy

too much pride, and too much anger
i can’t seem to let it go

you know i’m never good with endings
that’s why you helped me write my songs

the last few lines, they always get me
how do i end this one without you?

you, you
how do i end this song without you?

petty af

eli.

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