origami master but i never fold >:)

--

spend another day in my bedroom
walls caving in
and I think I might be dead soon
'notis in my phone going on
got these snakes in my lawn
trying to put me in a red room
real life
feeling like a dream
just a bad scene
plastered with a Last Seen
and I realized
i don’t wanna be kind
i just want my free time
and I’m fucking done

fucked up
relapse
just another reason not to text back
you don’t know me
don’t wanna know you
we were never friends
fuck it this is overdue

i'm putting my walls up
and blocking the callers
don’t want more problems
i’m just being honest
i never was all in
i just wanna live my life
without thinking twice

can’t trust nobody no
friendships ain’t started with money no
dnd
mia
couldn’t care either way
can’t you see
this is fate
i'm fucking done
see you late-

and I don’t know what to say now
better push them all away before the breakdown
and I’ve been breaking my back
trying to build up my stacks
growing further detached
sayonara, see you never
you fake friends always changing with the weather
i’m tired of all you people using me
for greener pastures only you could see
i’m staying true to me

fucked up
relapse
just another reason not to text back
you don’t know me
don’t wanna know you
we were never friends

*ding ding ding* *big phone smash*
eh. fuck it.

i’m putting my walls up
and blocking the callers
don’t want more problems
i'm just being honest
i know it’s my fault and
i’m not gonna fault them
for knocking on all of my locked doors

can’t trust nobody no
friendships ain’t started with money no
dnd
mia
couldn’t care either way
had enough
of this game
gotta run
cya.

cya.

crying in da club :')

--

i know
it's so
overrated
but i don't
know how
to save you
to save you
to save you
Last Seen
it's all a bad dream
where did you go

hold on
call back
stay strong
a tall ask
dear friend
it's far from the end
where did you go
white nose
tall glass
don't fall
through the cracks
please know
there'll always be hope
where did you go

tied to the memory of you
like a bad song
now all the lyrics are fading
they won't last long
like a polaroid
laying in the hot sun
knew the moments won't last
but i tried to hold fast
thought that you could outlast the night
but the hourglass tipped
and our time, it all slipped
now you've gone home to the light

so long
so fast
all gone
in the past
dear friend
it's only the end
where did you go
headstone
all black
tears fall
through the cracks
i know
you found a new home
can't let you go

to saveyou.

saveyou.

on my grind like a blacksmith ⚔️

dm for collabs :)

--

surrounded by the vultures
and they all want my neck
grounded by this comatose
i'm stuck in my bed
(stuck in my bed)
and i know i should've told you
stay back
run away
and i broke my fucking phone
so you never had a chance to call
anyway

call me any day
(don't call me anyway)
call me anything
i know that i'm a fucking bastard
i'm a basket case
a lost cause
on the run
in this car chase

on an uphill battle
and the rope snapped
caught in a free fall
what you call that?
it's too hard to uphold all these sober facts
ghosting everyone I love
slipping through the cracks

i run away
i know i sold my love for hate
and my soul's been broken down and colder now
torn and frayed

(you're afraid)
i'm not afraid
(you're okay)
i'm not okay
(you're just running laps)
i just keep slipping through the cracks

call me any day
(don't call me anyway)
call me anything
i know that hiding from the world
seems to numb the pain
so i'll keep bloodletting
'til i feel something

on an uphill battle
and the rope snapped
caught in a free fall
what you call that?
it's too hard to uphold all these sober facts
ghosting everyone I love
slipping through the cracks

the ceiling's reaching down
beaten down
i'm seeing red
feel it building
inside my head
i saw my sky fall
i watched my world collapse
heating up
flash point
watch me slip through the-
cracks.

i'm slipping through the cracks
i'm slipping through the cracks
i'm slipping through the cracks
watch me slip through the cracks

watch me slip thru the cracks.

thru.

roses. (demo)

new song + music vid <3

https://youtu.be/P3Hxcmn_VU8

dm for collabs :)
--

i keep
it all in
wait for your validation.
to calm me again
mmm yea
i keep
it all in
and wait for your validation.
to calm me again

two times
i couldn’t waste it
always said i wouldn’t say shit
spent a whole week in my basement
thinking bout the love you gave me
and threw it away
never gave you too much of me anyway
blue texts adding up
kept me in the gray
pull me in
push away
when there’s nothing to say

i keep
it all in
wait for your validation.
to calm me again
you pull the strings
of my heart
i'm a marionette
and the play never starts
caught in the dark
never knew
i was never a part
a part
a part
okay

now i lost another part of me
true colors in the dark
they were hard to see
i thought you would be kind
a wasp in a beehive
caught in a disguise
you've always been

and it’s torture
the pain and disorder
you painted a portrait
of paradise
when i was closer
to getting my closure
i saw the vultures
i’m paralyzed

i keep
it all in
(keep it all in)
wait for your validation.
to calm me again
(calm me again)
you pull the strings
of my heart
i'm a marionette
and the play never starts
caught in the dark
never knew
i was never a part
a part
a part
a part

i keep
it all in
and wait for your validation.
to solve me within
i knew i couldn’t cave in
it’s your book i took a page from
and laid face down on the pavement
when it’s you who could’ve saved me
i just need your vali-

validation.

ok ya its a horny club beat,, who's asking huh

try me. (snippet)

prob never gonna spotify it but here's a demo from last year :)

(also please send mixing tips for post hardcore ty)

stimulation. (demo)

music vid in bio :)

dm for collabs!

--
(one, two, three, four)
got this weight on my chest
makes it hard to breathe
(would you wait for?)
got this weight on my chest
but would you wait for me?
would you wait for?
would you wait for me?
would you wait for?
would you?
would you?
been thinking about that time we traded heartbeats in the sand
been thinking about that time i collapsed right into your hands
been thinking about
i been thinking about you
are you thinking bout?
would you?

cast a line out to me
(would you?)
just break me down
and put it all on one night
(would you?)
feel my flame still burning
(would you?)
curtains closed
but you're too perfect

curtains closed
but you're too perfect
(but you're too perfect)
(you're too perfect)
and i'm just waiting here for you
i'm just waiting here for
i love you too much
to let you fall right through
the light streams
and i trust in you
to make it home to me
just say that you'll be

cast a line out to me
you broke me down
we put it all on one night
feel my flame is fading
do you see me?
i'm still waiting
i can't let you down as my friend
(i keep coming back)
(yeah)
will you wait for?
i'll wait for you to start again
(okay, i'll wait)
just, just
say you'll wait for
(perfect)
too perfect
wait for
just say
(just say)
just say
just, just
say you'll wait for

say you'll wait for
but will you wait for me?
will you wait for?
would you?
(would you wait4.)

wait4.

🧡 MUSIC VIDEO for "wait4." 💙 ⬇️⬇️⬇️

fractal.

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