sadzzz.mannns banger #9

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I'm Geist
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NotEnvy
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Lyrics:
// envy chorus
waking up i cant fall asleep like i used to
dead of night, feels so right
do you need me like i need you?
oh, shes so cold couldn't see through
please tell me that you care i need a breakthrough
i, i've been dead for a long long time and i
oh, i’m hanging by a thread if only you knew
you’ll change your mind see my eyes through a new hue

// geist verse 1
yeah too much thoughts in my head
of all the things that you’ve said
now there’s too much space on my bed
oh, another night in this dread

you showed all the signs, you only wanted to feel
why put my heart in the matter, if it wasn’t for real
i took all the time, i only wanted to heal
but constant reminders, got me stuck in ordeals

i wish you could see me how i see you
but love our eyes don’t see the same hue

// envy verse 2
hearts so twisted in my chest
guess its probably for the best
and my voice is so suppressed
after all that ive confessed
she still ate up all my time
such a classic paradigm
fuckin takes up my whole life
smile sharper than a knife
and i've been hurt for the last time
and all my friends keep begging me to switch sides
i’m afriad this pain will last a lifetime
i’m tired of being here i just wanna feel right

// envy x geist chorus
waking up i cant fall asleep like i used to
dead of night, feels so right
do you need me like i need you?
oh, shes so cold couldn't see through
please tell me that you care i need a breakthrough
i, i've been dead for a long long time and i
oh, i’m hanging by a thread if only you knew
you’ll change your mind see my eyes through a new hue

Spotify

i'm geist x notenvy - hue (prod. mcx)

Produced by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @sainttomorrow

LYRICS
Still fit into my varsity jacket
Class of 68’
But I don’t fit in in this place
Two kids on their bikes
Yell as they pass by
Hey man get the hell out of our way
I guess that some things never change

Always felt out of place but I’m
Outstretched
Hands across state lines
Can’t seem to recognize
My glory days
Until they pass me by

And when I’m weak
It’s you I wanna lean on
Remembering all the times I did you wrong
Thought you were right for me
Thought you were family
You were the only one 
To understand me
And now you’re gone

So it seems
That I’ll never get to tell you how much
The time we spent
Really meant to me

Faded memories
Brushed across these streets like fallen leaves
So silver screen
Like some cliché played out movie scene

I'm still standing on your front lawn

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Class of '68 (Prod. Horosha)

1st @strivemusicau | 2nd @kuriositylol | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @autumndropsdead | 5th @user-411557229 |

(strivesad.)
yeah i won't play nice
am i doing this right
i'll confine
in my sadness tonight
and i'll never say goodbye
to torture my mind
turn this darkness to light
gotta fight for my life (ooh)

(kuriosity)
lately ive been nauseous
cant eat right
ive been throwing up
smoke a L so i can eat
i put my feelings in the trunk
smoke till i cant see
drink till im throwin up
what am i waiting for
no im not blowing up
cheap liquor i put it on ice 
if it aint me u aint doin it right
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
fuck u ion play it nice 
fuck u ion play it nice
fuck u 
fuck u 
fuck u ion play it nice 

(noxiousnights)
i just took a break from that drink and that weed
i'm sober as fuck and i'm so fucking exhausted
working on my health, i was killin myself
had to throw away all the pills on my shelf
but i don't give a fuck, i could die tomorrow
they would run over my body if it was on the road
heart like stone and broken like my phone
i'm left in the cold and it's freezing my bones

(autumndropsdead)
can’t correlate with my head 
even though i try 
i don’t feel any better yet
so i sulk instead, life’s on the line
never knew where my shelter is
but we never knew what we started
people talk, but i choose not to worry us
at least i go all in, fuck your polish 
you ain’t gonna make me trust

(residential.)
wasting time
wasting shit
i been in my head
blew a stack
cause i can
now the beamer red
talking less
to my friends
now im in my bed
where the fuck
do you go
when your better dead
smoking gasoline under evergreen bleeding
sold your daughter green now she on my screen feening
never showing up
i been in my room leaning
i think i enjoy when my fingers lose feeling

Darkness 2 Light w/ autumndropsdead, residential, kuriosity, strivesad & noxiousnights [+ sogimura]

@pekarot

lyrcs:
when she hit my face she n break down my walls
remember the day where u took ur ride home
theres tears on my face when u remove me from ur phone
theres shakes on my body when u leave me alone

thougght i knew who u were but no i did not 
im locked in my room but i hear my door knock
 i thought it was uuuu but no i guess i not
i been lost in a loop i jus need ur hart

wishn i was brand new, all i ever wanted was u 
now he dus it better than me wishn i was brand new
wishn i werent ur glue? seepn thru the bandage right thru
got me bleedn wbu, was u teasn its a loop

when she hit my face then she break down my walls
dont want it anyway gotta mark on my wall
got scars i dont share at all

when she hit my face she n break down my walls
remember the day where u took ur ride home
theres tears on my face when u remove me from ur phone
theres shakes on my body when u leave me alone

ur touch been feeln godly cos girl its all ik
think about the time we had i dont want it to go?
think about the lies we tred an i jus wanna know
if it was jus a memory, i want it all to go
ur touch been feeln godly cos girl its all ik
think about the time we had i dont want it to go?
think about the lies we tred an i jus wanna know
if it was jus a memory, i want it all to go 
if it was jus a memory, i want it all to go 


when she hit my face she n break down my walls
remember the day where u took ur ride home
there's tears on my face when u remove me from ur phone
there's shakes on my body when u leave me alone

yesterday

lyrics

I hope u been well
i hope u eat well
I think I got myself addicted 
to that tree smell
I know u mean well
But I don't need help
I find myself inside this drink
I feel my heart swell 

I'm back on my shit back on the drink
Turn up these cups while I'm lighting up blunts
And I'm all in my job all with the gang
No need to rob either way we get paid
It's something do, blow smoke till I'm blue
And if I've got this time then I'll spend it with u
It's all the time now
i spend it with all the lights out

back on my own i been ready to go
life in the gutter’ll make u miss home
i know i need u
but honey i’ll never admit to
memory shorter whenever i smoke
this isnt healthy oh baby i know
i cant ever leave u
but you’ll probably tell me i need to

but i dont wanna wanna
i been tryin rly hard
n i dont wanna wanna
its gettin harder every day
n i dont wanna wanna
yea u can ask if im ok
i hope im gna b
thats what i wanna b

lover lover
uve always had a knack for placing blame on
others 
others those eyes are shining and shes quite the up and comer
comer
why she always tryna fight its such a bother
bother
placing faith in others

i hope u eat well ft. decks (jolst)

produced by raspo

lyrics:

im so done you made me feel like im a ghost
i feel out of place and still have no one to call my home
if im a creep then your a weirdo
ill never ask for help, your the same as me

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i can try
but i wont
be alive
for very long
i could cry
oh could you
if i died 
would you

lost

produced by cxrter & VITO
mix & master by cxrter & evergarden
📸: Lizzy Chew

lyrics:
(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

tell me what's the cost
something just to have
everybody else gets on easier than that
i could make a call
you could send it back
i could give you everything
just tell me what you want
i could put it all to the side
it's just a noise now
i could make it right in the end
but what's the point now
fuck it up so late the game
who i'm supposed to be
i was me, but it's really not a choice now
voice down, breathe in, breathe out
never one to fall, but i'm in so deep
dream of death when i fall asleep

white lies just complicate it
painted in colors fading
wonder why i've been so pressed
feet on top, my neck have started pressing down again

go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

(notcursed)
don't wanna cause a loss of my own life
my own voice don’t feel right
you called it, under the street light
i walked back alone
i’m craving for a feeling
creating my own meaning
heart drops, a fleeting
but you wouldn’t believe it
let it sink in
i can't find a reason for all the commotion
when will i learn all the parts i’m supposed to
don’t understand the new feelings that grow though

(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

circles (cxrter x vito)

conceal [akasinceridad]

produced by irby

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/730dX6ZvJA8qBrO6UiulaD?si=ef44f45c9d884b09

lyrics:
(harm, harm, harm, harm)

Am I right or not?
Nothing has changed for us
U something I can’t afford
So I’ll just leave for now
Don’t u just talk to me 
Can‘t u just leave me be
Why u so friendly
Don’t u see ur my enemy

(Don’t u just talk to me 
Can‘t u just leave me be
Why u so friendly
Don’t u see ur my enemy)

Am I right?
I see no purpose in this life
I think I‘ll add another to my arm
Can‘t commit I am always just this far
Burned my hands as I got way too close
Now I can’t touch any without harm

harm

I got her on Lock 2.mp3

midnight_rub

A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar

Hands Down

standing at your doormat pt.2 (ft. yung axstn) (prod. irby)

Serotonin Ceasefire (ft. hamilton)

Yesterday I left her cigarettes, I haven't seen her since.
And she's here on her way from Boston, I'm still just a wreck.
And I thought that I'd be happy, but I've just been sadder now,
cos I can't seem to please here, and I'm gonna let her down.

And we've come so far, It's too late to give up now.
We'll fight for what's ours, this is not what we wanted.

And I'm losing hope, this is not what I wanted. At all.

Losing Hope (prod. Irby)

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

i'm geist x notenvy - hue (prod. mcx)

I'm Geist

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