sorry mix is so rough for now 

// lyrics 
guess i took a break from the red 
oh no  
now it’s all on my hair 
match my skin and bones 
i don’t got what it takes 
so you go back home 
and find somebody else 
cause i’m never wrong 

say something 
if you can give me comfort 
but i already tainted 
my house with the memories 
kissed you held tight 
and watched you slumber 
say something 
but please do not lie to me 

please do not lie to me 

i’m so sorry 
i get so silent 
the words are getting stuck 
but ik they wouldn’t make a difference   
hearts dropped to my stomach 
so aim the knife lower darling 
but i’ll say that i love you 
and i hope you know i mean it 

I CANT TAKE THIS MAN 
SHIT JUST NEVER ENDS 
SAY YOU FUCKING CARE 
BUT YOU NEVER SHOW IT TO ME 
BLOODS ALL ON MY HANDS 
AND ITS ALWAYS MINE 
DONT LOOK ME IN THE FACE 
CAUSE YOURE NOT MY MUSE BABY

change your name [prodsecre x heyrick]

prod, caves
Rip sleep… miss you brother

married in hell // cover

+ i'm geist, decayinganyways, yokai dreams, ohmace, iissaa, yona, grasior 
+ coprod. mix/master - oc 

// i'm geist 
the seance has started :) 
find his heart in the garden 
don't look too hard my darling 
you'll find bones you once held dearly..
oh 
you once held dearly 
oh 
severed cleanly 

parasites are rotting with the snakes now? 
carving all the fakes fucking 'round me its a takedown 
everybody's sitting on their ass with their phones out 
swear i'll see the reaper b4 you catch me taking breaks love 
aha 

// decayinganyways 
walking out the bar not alive 
seen a name on a grave and I’m thinking that it’s mine
“mine” 
i’m not alive, I’m just another fucking ghost who’s out of time 
who’s out of time 
oh 
i wish I could just come back 
won’t see me now a heart attack 
i just wanna haunt inside your dreams 
i just wanna haunt inside your

// yokai dreams 
this is getting sickening
i think i'm getting sick of me
rip up every inch of me
i no longer resemble me
look at what they did to me
look at what they did to me !
am i not deserving of some sympathy?

give it my all for as long as i can
when the day turns night we gon have the upper hand
turn the lights off baby
i can't stand them
feel like someone else, you don't know how i am

lately i've been on some shit you wouldn't understand
another nail in the coffin, leave me where i am
getting kinda hard to tell the man from the myth
mark my death with a kiss
let me rot or take my hand

// ohmace 
six feet down rotting in another grave
turn me to a geist as i slowly decay
the dreams on my mind and they wont go away
and I dont know what else to do or to say
its in my brain,
somebody help my im going insane
call me a doctor and tell him to hurry
cut out the demons Im starting to worry
theyre taking over me
my blood seeps through as theyre ripping the seems
theyre taking over me
theyre haunting me in every dream

//iissaa 
i'd rather go 
somewhere that you don't know.
someplace that i dont show
somewhere behind the snow
is it fair that you can't see me now
tried so hard but i'm letting go
it's my fault, i said i'm where you go
my god i wish i never told

// yona 
look around with dead gaze
i dont think i go this
the leaves turn from green to orange
it feels so nostalgic
used to hold your hand, and fall asleep to your heartbeat
now ur gripping at my wrist, saying "how long u got bitch?" 
ive been panick struggling trying to get of the floor
grab me by the waist, cut me open some more
youre the ghost of a person i feel before
now im crying in fear, begging no more

// grasior 
fuck yall be saying i'm sick of it all
my stomach keeps turning i'm leaning on walls
scrolling my phone till i feel it collide
my anger is rising cause i'm in denial
i need to man up i'm not on my own
notes that i wrote considered the unknown'
seeing a grave all on my own
a body is showing of someone i know

raise the flags in the frontline
might be dead but i'll fight till the sun rise
left or right paranoid can you talk to me
hear the horns in distant calling me
want it to end sacrifice all my peace
silent but deadly i'll take them with ease
my body is rumbling I'm feeling the thrill
killstreak in a nuke with how many i've killed 


919

spotify

séance w/ 919 + grasior

prod. me (dawsin)
written by dawsin & lycora

lyrics :
I got a letter, the name on the envelope said Mary.
my wife's name
It's ridiculous
couldn't possibly be true
Mary died of that damned disease three years ago
so then why am i looking for her?

@dawsin
say i hate myself but i know that I'm always bluffin'
why am i always talking big when i know that I'm nothin'?
when i go to war i swear it'll be me that I'm shootin'
maybe this is the end for me but I'm just so clueless.

she's so persistent she gon' end up figuring out why
why i drank a gallon of bleach and sum peroxide
this is not suicide, I'm doing it for her sacrifice
cause i know I'm better off dead then being half alive

listen to me speak, can't see or breathe
"I'll be here for you"
.. but i don't see her anywhere
why the hell you gone?
need a minute to spare
im running from her and she acts
like she knows my despair

t-tired of l-living a lie
d-don't you dare c-cry
i-i-i n-need you in my a-arms
t-tonight
turn o-off t-the l-lights

@lycoraaa
Middle of the crowd i feel things i felt for her
i know that its wrong
think about her till shes gone
I've been tainted and ruined by one girl
cant get the taste out my mouth (mouth)

You continue to haunt me
and ruin my days
i said i would i wait for you
LOOK AT YOUR MISTAKE
i know now youll realize
you lost me, but wait
its permanent yeah ive locked you away

@dawsin
too many times i needa let go
of this grudge can't carry this weight home
it's a real shame, tryna waste my name
risk your life tryna fight all the false pain

NOT WORTH THE TIME
NOT WORTH THE EFFORT
BEEN LOOKIN MORE DEFINED
AFTER YOU GOT "PLEASURED"
BARELY GIVE A SHIT
LET THE 'RETTA BURST BITCH
THREE ROUNDS TO YOUR EYELIDS
WATCH THE BLOOD MEND

PLAY MY HEART STRINGS LIKE A VIOLIN
NEED TO BE DIALED IN
CAUSE IF I'M NOT
SHE GON' THINK SHE'S THE HEROINE
AND BABE I'VE BEEN DOIN THIS FOR THE HELL OF IT
BEEN COLD EVER SINCE YOU'VE BEEN NEGLIGENT

peroxide w/ lycora

prod. by me

lyrics:

i got some jade
without your name
you want me bad
i can read that off your face

dont let me wait
ill go insane
you better get it now
before its way too late


i found some ja-ja-jade
without your na-na-name
dont let me wai-wai-wait
ill go insa-sa-sane


lets pour some light
lets get so high
i wanna break everything in sight

that shits not mine
thats shits not yours no
you broke my mind with the way you said my name oh

i just wanna know
how many times can i hit that before im feeling detached

i spend my time alone 
thinking bout you in my room but i know its not you

youre only in my dreams
know that youre not real
only sometimes ill allow to feel

i put that onto me
tell me cant you see
youre crawling in my brain like a centipede 


i found some ja-ja-jade
without your na-na-name
dont let me wai-wai-wait
ill go insa-sa-sane

(i wanna smoke with you
smoke whatever you do
let me sign up to
i would smoke some crack for you

oh i know its true
im imagining you
got a mind without rules)

youre not real
how does it feel
im not here to stay
ill come back and pay up

hope that you will know
that i am not the same
i buried down that face
im not here to fucking stay

you changed my attitude 
i blame that shit on you
bodies bodies jades
swear that shit is all the same

im breaking all my bones
oh im not coming home
i found some brand new jades
i got a brand new face

jade

had this one in the vault for a while and am really happy to finally show it to u guys, hope u enjoy:)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Tnvr

Stream here! : 
https://share.amuse.io/cV4oHhs2Q-a1

lyrics:

well i hate
that i needed you this much
didn't know til it was too late
now you're out there falling in love
guess i didn't say enough
now you're burning up our polaroids
you're sick of seeing us
i'll pick up the pieces til i finally have them all
could you keep me like a secret, will you answer when i call you?

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

guess that you can call me when you want
yeah you make me feel like
i'm the only one
stepping on landmines
i never told you how i love you every damn time
write another sad line, maybe you'll hear it
is it me that you need, or did you find a different tune?
did you find a better rhyme, or did you find something to lose?
well

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

Tire Swing (tnvr)

prod by icantsleeplol
mixed by hvci


enjoy

lyrics:
you left your sweater on my chair
and said you’d grab it soon
it’s still there, it’s always there
like everything from you

i changed the sheets, it felt too loud
the quiet burned the same
you don’t call and i don’t ask
guess that’s our little game

your name still hides behind my tongue
i taste it when i speak
the house still hums the way it did
before you lost the key
i don’t blame the way it went
some things just fade, not die
but every time the record skips
it sounds like your goodbye

and i still see you in the smoke
hear your laugh and lose my throat
you’re the ache i can’t let go
just a ghost i call my own

my home [pitched up]

p. grayskies

- lyrics -
so what's the deal are you upset
everything plain filled in regret
thrown to the side by the sunset
i cant take more where's my substance
ill take my pills again
reek of innocence
something i cant connect
have i come to far
cause im seeing stars
anxiety n bars

I've lost my touch of me
but how are you all i see
i need to clean cause i barely breathe

i hate it when i love you
im sick in the brain
thought i was holdin on to someone
the pressure was pain
i got attached cause i lost
hanging by my lungs
i hate it cause we fucked up
everything great
blood stains on the walls
we were huggin' to faith
ciggerate smoke ashed in the palm of my hands
everything went red i cant see where i stand

was there love inside
oh i died to try
but what's the point in this
the devil told i missed
what're you hidin by?
cause i cant see through mist 
ill turn a blind eye (blind eye x2)
else i might die (might die x2)

again x4
ill turn a blind eye (blind eye x2)
else i might die (might die x2)

i hate it when i love you
im sick in the brain
thought i was holdin on to someone
the pressure was pain
i got attached cause i lost
hanging by my lungs
i hate it cause we fucked up
everything great
blood stains on the walls
we were huggin' to faith
ciggerate smoke ashed in the palm of my hands
everything went red i cant see where i stand
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

ihateitwheniloveyou

say you don’t bleed
baby i can see it drip down your wrist 
oh so now you’re coming?
cum and then i’ll give you a kiss 
you want to fight 
i got your back just go on put up your fists 
but promise me that when i’m gone
that i’m the one that you’ll miss 

guess i’m catching a plane now
cutting all of the snakes out
come on closer
pull me under 
let me melt in your skin love 
and i know sometimes i seem vacant 
there’s not much that i believe in 
so baby just give me reason 

who are you 
where’d you come around from? 
eyes that glitter   
like she’s dreaming 
can’t stop staring 
she’s so pretty 
who are you? 
would you come around 
and say that you’re my honey lover
i want you to pull me under 
oh oh oh oh oh oh 
say that you’re my honey lover
i want you to pull me under

and there’s a serpent in the room 
that no one seems to address 
but that’s alright
i’d rather turn away to watch her undress 
and no one’s gonna like the plan that i’ve got coming up next 
their eyes are peeled to the screen
but are they ready to scream

face it 
ego’s big for the statement
fit all black like a raven 
and when i move
i promise you that
i wouldn’t feel complacent 
ego’s big and they’re glazing
sit back love cause i’m winning
for you 
oh oh

honey [tnvr]

@tnvr555

// verse 1
melt the ice in my veins
didn’t think twice
now i’m here
captivated by pain
or just in love with your face?
oh darling,
you’re just not like them
your eyes meet mine
they’ve been starving

i’d love to see
what you could do
how you captivate the room
how you take all of the gloom
i don’t mind it if i lose
i’d love to see
if this is true
how i’m captivated too
how you saved me from my doom
would you like to be my muse?

// chorus
who am i
if it’s not all that i do
would you try
show me what i’d mean to you
i dont lie
but i do beg for the truth
would you try
show me what i’d mean to you

// verse 2
how youve taken hold of me
you came into my life so suddenly
youve opened my eyes to what i
couldnt see
youve changed what my heart
couldnt believe ❤️

i’d love to see
what you could do
how you captivate the room
you know im captivated by (by) you-o-ou
promise im not misreading signs
want you to take all of my time
just show the world that you are mine

even if its just for tonight
could our shadows intertwine

honey [tnvr]

I'm Geist

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