I wish this pain could kill me just a little faster.

take a guess that I'm hurting. I'm far from perfect 🎶

so biteki must be the main supporter of i'm geist?

coprod @tnvr555 

// verse (geist)
yeah
now you’re with him and i’m alone
another night out in the cold
i’m losing sight i want to know
if this is life i gotta to go

you killed me once, now i’m a ghost
don’t kill me twice, i’m gone for good
i hope you’re happy now i’m gone
but i’ll still sing you one last song

// chorus (geist & envy)
and i, won’t confess so love take a guess that i’m hurting
i’m far from perfect
and i, i’m a mess
just leave me to rest it’s not worth it
cause i’m so annoying

// verse (envy)
yeah
cause i'm far from perfect
can't you see that i'm hurting
oh if this pain can kill me just a little faster
to save me from heartbreak and disaster
the sound of the rain only masks your laughter
and i try to contain all the feelings after

and i'm so drained, heart so shattered
i'm tired of dreaming of these happy ever afters
and i can't think for myself, please tell me i'm wrong
(i think i'm better off all alone)

// chorus (geist & envy)
and i, won’t confess so love take a guess that i’m hurting
i’m far from perfect
and i, i’m a mess
just leave me to rest it’s not worth it
cause i’m so annoying

// outro
and i, i’m a mess
just leave me to rest it’s not worth it
it's not worth it
i'm so far from perfect

Spotify

i'm a mess w/ notenvy

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

thank you for listening 
w/ @imnotenvy

lyrics 
// envy 
cause the feelings come and go i swear just like the wind
it’s only torture on my mind til i hear your voice again
oh no i
took a couple shots straight through my skeleton
oo oh oh
thoughts keep haunting me
and all the shit you said my heart is vacant

baby i can’t save myself
but i can guide you in
i think i’m
selfless not by choice
but cause i never win
oh ho oh
told myself i’d never fall in love again
but now you’re right in front of me
and i can’t let this end no

cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
step outside just to come back in
i don’t really mind at all
break my heart long as you’re happy

cause i can’t even speak my mind my breathings fucked up
i think i’ve reached my peak im dying my heartbeat finally stopped
and you know what it’s like baby
fall apart but it’s worth saving
oh don’t you go i need you baby for the thousandth time

// geist
cause these thoughts of mine
always fight back and
lately i just cannot win
poison in my mind oh love
you’re the antidote i need

so swear that it’s you and me
we’re running out of time baby
i wanted to trust
wanted to love
wanted to feel something
oh no oh
don’t let this fall apart just remember
that you have my heart, and it’s yours forever

spotify

selfless w/ notenvy [kenda]

Artist:
@hiraethsry

Produced by @sinxi

Lyrics:
and i can see it in her fucking eyes
they’re both bloodshot got her seeing twice
know her body aches, but she’s outta line
always so late, swear she never trys
in too deep pull me out alive
i don’t wanna be here 
im just really shy
and im always sincere
would u give me time
i don’t wanna be here let me out alive

i been so stressed out
i never loved you i feel like a letdown
fucked up she walked in while im passed out
no trust bringing shame when u lash out
u said u don’t love him but u fuck now

i been so stressed out
i never loved you i feel like a letdown
fucked up she walked in while im passed out
no trust bringing shame when u lash out
u said u don’t love him but u

to lost i know 
im to gone i froze 
cant live without my beating heart inside my chest it goes 
man stop for a little while 
the love keep it kinda wild 
dont leave it all again 
the past will surface and will rot

i been so stressed out
i never loved you i feel like a letdown
fucked up she walked in while im passed out
no trust bringing shame when u lash out
u said u don’t love him but u fuck now

i been so stressed out
i never loved you i feel like a letdown
fucked up she walked in while im passed out
no trust bringing shame when u lash out
u said u don’t love him but u fuck now

hiraeth - bloodshot

@suteracollective

prod hira :>

come on baby no one would know
you swear i hate the way that we go from
loving souls to fire engulfed
shooting for the stars but we crashed down

entirely confused where we were but
kinda knew a path we could take
stranded on the edge of the cliff side
strangers from the start till the end

i never really knew what to say
only ‘i’m a phone call away, love’
hope you never call me again
sick of feeling nothing at all

U don’t gotta lie was I ever even worth it ?
Look me in the eye, was I honestly a burden
Seems about right, you’d fucking laugh at me in person
You’d date 100 guys, how hard is it to curve them ?

I can barely sleep, I barely eat now
And even if I tried I’d drop it all to the ground
Looking thru ur phone would help me lose 100 lbs
Til I’m skin and I’m bone, I’d be fucking letting you down

Why the fuck did you text him back
Spewing anger to my face, ur all I have
U said u don’t wanna try, like u ever had
If this is how it ends I’m fucking glad

Losing it, Drop top im cruising in
My old bitch losing friends
My new shit booming in
Don't fall back down again
I know just how you are
No lost and found again
No crawling by my side

He’s so annoying I can see him posting shit on my time line

Leave me fucked up in the past
on the sidelines

I’ll clench my fist and crack my bones swear I won’t throw til it feels right

And I’m getting really sick of being stuck in my own mind

ground ft. sinxi & erxn

@tnvr555

i cant stand the pain
but its alright
missing how your eyes
would just light mine
i don’t want to cry
but its alright
every time we tried
watched it all die

now you’re gone for good
and i’m not fine
wishing i could save
but there's no time
only took a month
now you're not mine
only took a month
i guess time flies...

and i'm so replaceable
why am i here at all???
pains unbearable
oh say i’m terrible
and i love you i hope you know :/
so if you’re happy guess i’ll go

guess i'll go home
guess i'll go, i'll go

I CANT STAND THE PAIN
BUT ITS ALRIGHT
MISSING HOW YOUR EYES
WOULD JUST LIGHT MINE
I DONT WANT TO CRY
BUT ITS ALRIGHT
EVERYTIME WE TRIED
WATCHED IT ALL DIE.

NOW YOU'RE GONE FOR GOOD
AND I'M NOT FINE
WISHING I COULD SAVE
BUT THERE'S NO TIME
ONLY TOOK A MONTH
NOW YOU'RE NOT MINE
ONLY TOOK A MONTH
I GUESS TIME FLIES
yeah...

imysm [tnvr]

@tnvr555

if we had a happy ending 
// lyrics 
say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
and i can’t stand to watch you waste
that precious smile
so follow me out of this place
let’s live our lives

it’s getting cold
promise i’ll keep you warm
so please just hold me close
don’t ever let me go

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
i’ll put my hands around your waist
and hold you tight
we can dance all night to day
just you and i…
(just you and i)

i feel it in my bones
i’ll follow you wherever, you’re my home
i feel it in my soul
it’s tied to yours, i’ll never let you go

and what i would do to hold you here forever
have your hand in mine we’d never grow apart
my heart was made for you

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

we’re soul tied
we’re soul tied woah oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied no oh oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied oh

soul tied [tnvr]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1hH0lGrXaTb1zpRO0izotS?si=b97d6d2e865449e9

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVx84AESWqg&t=12s&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

who am i kidding

hope u guys like dis one!!! <3
another epic song w me and @imgeist
produced by: what?boy

LYRICS:

Take me back to last winter
When you were still here with me 
And I’m feeling so bitter 
Feeling so bitter sweet 
I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

As I run 
And I go to a place I don’t know 
It’s all changed, see your face, i don’t see you the same as before 
And I’m sorry I was always so cold
And do you have a second to spare 
I need your time baby, I just wanna get outta here
Been losing my mind lately, I cannot see things clear 
I suck at time saving, I ain’t seen you in a year
And since then I ain’t functioned sober 
And it’s you I can’t seem to get over 
But you don’t even remember what we had 
You just blame it all on a hangover 

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

just leave me in the dust 
oh why the pretty words when u don’t care for us? 
you left a hole in me and ask me where’s the trust 
like you didn’t tear it up 
and it’s okay my love 

but tell me how you feel cause i’ve been losing my mind 
there’s only so much i can take before i let it all die 
and it’s been said my whole life
same song like one thousand times 
but i’m too tired to fight 
so can you save me the lies 
 
you don’t know the start of me 
and i don’t know what to believe 
you left me here just to bleed 
now i’m begging for relief

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

have a good day :)

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