w/ @sarah-jewell-929930691

lyrics:

waiting for the night to come
waiting for the night to come 
sick of this don't want to run 
i really need to overcome 
the fear of losing who i love
it's just a matter of time 
waiting for the night to come
waiting for the night to come

im laying in bed please don't say goodnight 
just promise me it will be alright 
don't wanna lose you from my sight 
please just stop i don't wanna fight 

waiting for the night to come
waiting for the night to come 
sick of this don't want to run 
i really need to overcome 
the fear of losing who i love
it's just a matter of time 
waiting for the night to come
waiting for the night to come

running in circles inside my head 
and whenever i think about tomorow oh i feel scared 
don't wanna get out of bed 
don't really want to be closer to death 
so i'll just be here waiting for the night to come

goodnight w/sarah jewell (yumemiru)

Lightning w/ NotEnvy [oc]

(i say, every day
i been shaking, every day
just a mess, in my brain
in my face, you make me ashamed x2)

but you called me in the right time
in the night time, wishing for a red light
so i can cross over to you, inside ur new life
100 years is like our cap, i mean, i realize

i cant live, forever
i wish, this world was, better
instead, i am scared of, the times
that i might be gone, and not realize


i coulda done so much better
instead i hope she doesn't leave, ohhhh
i cant imagine
a life without, ur loving, and your kisses, they all mine

my life was fuckin horrible, took time and really tried
to be good by myself cant take the pressure, the meantime
im holding up myself, just like a king, i did it well

-------
teddy
------

i wish you didn't spend your time
throwing up cuz you're so damn high
mixing pills with the liquor
as a pastime
lacing the trust i had for you, with anger and lies
i miss you but i don't miss you
i should've done better, but i was in love with every one of your issues
because we shared them
no sobriety in moments that we carried them
every memory, and moment, imma bury it
cause all you are is a blast to the past
ion mean it like that, you're just bad for me
im bad for you too, mixing drugs with you
i should've let you go 
when it was long 
overdue

I Could've Done So Much Better w/ teddyboi (prod.ural)

Public Parks

lyrics

let me 
lemme hold the everstone
ill never be mainstream 
but that don't mean i'll never grow

the pain leakssssss 
into thru my veins and thru my soul
clueless what the day brings 
but i'm content to never know 

i skipped the spring
went straight to mars
its just falling meteors
and crashing cars

when i sing 
it's from the heart
i hope u find the bliss 
and just skip this part (ugh)

maybe in this moonlight we can catch a glimpse (ugh)
its taken half my life to change how i live (ugh)
if u ride w/ me i promise you we’ll win (ugh)
hold me down to something serious, ill never give (up)

when i see the sunrise im calling u 
i picture the world ending soon uh
and it's just us 2 uh
when i feel the breeze girl im missing u
half way round the world, you’re still
heard soon ill be there for u

care 4 u 
i know what i need to do now
i just needed time to slow down
i needed to heal the holed ground x2

i skipped the spring
went straight to mars
its just falling meteors
and crashing cars

when i sing 
its from the heart
i hope u find the bliss 
and just skip this part (ugh) x2

everstone

everstone (flesh)

prod me <3

lyrics:

i took a shot in the dark
guess that i missed but i want u to know that
i didn't mean any harm
i can't admit that i wanna be noticed
i don't think i have a heart
but you did
and i lost that
and he got that
and like so far
like nobody comes even close yet

guess that i'm back at the start for now
it's getting so dark out
i'm heading home all alone
for the 90th time in a row
it's a pattern now
had it all planned out
guess that i better start tearing it down
u never smiled like that with me
ur better off that i left town

wishing the best for the two of you
ache in my chest from a newer bruise
give it a rest, what the fuck am i supposed to do?
world around me a bluer hue
knowing that you found somebody who
you could love a little more
i guess that's nothing new

i took a shot in the dark
guess that i missed but i want u to know that
i didn't mean any harm
i can't admit that i wanna be noticed
i don't think i have a heart
but you did
and i lost that
and he got that
and like so far
like nobody comes even close yet

a shot in the dark

Art is also by Kado dude is too talented 

So break all of the bones inside my hands
So I will not be tempted 
To touch you again
You let me go I doubt you ever cared
But you only had me fooled for a second there

So break all of the bones inside my limbs
So I will not be tempted 
To run to you again
Alone again I'm left without a prayer
But you only had me fooled for a second there

I'm losing my mind but I know who I am
I know it's crazy and you don't give a damn
I thought that I was a part of the plan but I guess it's fair
I can't remember what this feeling is 
I won't forget you or forget this
But you only had me fooled for a second there

So take all of the vowels out of my name
So you will not be tempted 
To speak of me again
I know you heard, I know you felt my stare
But you only had me fooled for a second there

For A Second There - Prod Kado

Artwork by Digiguap !!
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shoutout that handsome boy jakkyboi

Lie Prod. Jakkyboi

s/o nate give him a follow! 
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
cover: https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:
take a couple pills and then i pass out,
shoutout 2 my shawty throw her ass out,
oh my gah,
baby will we ever glo again,
oh my gah,
baby are we rlly more than friends,

parents hate me baby, that’s jus how it is,
can’t take back the words that i said back then,
bigger than myself that what im feeling now,
might just break myself for its over cuz,

i be feeling so worthless \ tie her up around my body just feel a purpose,
i don’t wanna feel this hurting ,
plz jus say its over baby this jus isn’t workin,


passed out/on the floor of my bedroom
floored out/next up, gettin bored now
oh my god,
don’t say another lecture, i be gettin bored of ur shit
like yessir,
an i don’t give a fuck about a teacher, i jus wanna get out of this shit
imma preach it
love me till im gone, by my side
swear i got no-one, by my side
except for my bros can’t lie,
biteki only reason im alive

how it is

spotify

how it is (prod.nate2timez)

Hammy - Moves

follow us! 💜✨

whywewishღ!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
sc: @whywewish

✰ STARINTHESKY ✰!
instagram: www.instagram.com/starp0wer/
sc: @iamstarinthesky

~lyrics~

intro (whywewish)
baby tell me lies
look me in the eyes
wont you tell the truth, baby are you really mine 
i dont wanna fight, fuck it i'll just say you're right
babygirl you shine but you're a demon in the night

hook (whywewish) 
baby tell me lies
look me in the eyes
wont you tell the truth, baby are you really mine 
i dont wanna fight, fuck it i'll just say you're right
babygirl you shine but you're a demon in the night (x2)

verse 1 (whywewish)
why why, why do i try?
why the fuck can i not just continue in life
i dont wanna die, but i cant get you off my mind
i see darkness no light, i dont know whats wrong or right
please help, its fuckin wit my health
babygirl i need you, cant do this shit by myself
hate how much, i rely on you
so many simple things i cant do
haunt my heart, youre my phantom boo

bridge (whywewish)
yeah you haunt my heart, you're my phantom boo
babygirl you know its true, chilled my heart got it turnin blue
i dont know what to do, cause i need you by my side
i cant sleep at night, you're stuck in my mind

hook (whywewish)
baby tell me lies
look me in the eyes
wont you tell the truth, baby are you really mine 
i dont wanna fight, fuck it i'll just say you're right
babygirl you shine but you're a demon in the night (x2)

verse 2 (starinthesky)
now i wonder why, now i wonder why
why'd you make me cry you're like a bad butterfly
your poison is a truth and all your beauty is a lie
you cannot hold me down when i'm just up here tryna fly
even when i hold you it feels like there's nothing inside...
look me in the eye, look me in the eyes
i can see your lies
i can feel the scars holding back everytime
i hear your fuckin name, it makes me go insane
the perkys and the xans didnt help me with the pain
you're new man and i are not the same

hook (whywewish) 
baby tell me lies
look me in the eyes
wont you tell the truth, baby are you really mine 
i dont wanna fight, fuck it i'll just say you're right
babygirl you shine but you're a demon in the night (x2)

thanks for listening!! <3

Lightning w/ NotEnvy [oc]

I'm Geist