would make a good anime ending soundtrack

produced by heylog

lyrics:
am i alive? guess we'll know if i breathe
i killed them all i can live in peace
i lost a lot, praying for enemies
avoiding evil that i might bring
i'll fight till death if it keeps u safe
i'll kill them all just to make sure ur okay
they charge at me, hold my ground, be brave
i lost my mind and there's nothing that remains

(one, two, three, go)

i just wrote you a letter
i wish u the best
yea i been doin better
and that's a big step
u got what u asked for
a life with no us
but u come back for more
and it's never enough
i just sent a letter
all the way from home
i'll miss u forever
why'd u have to go
i'm caught up in the center
baby i could die
it has been a pleasure
i'll meet u in the sky
this is it yea can't let down my guard
i never talk man, don't put me in charge
i cut her off should've done that from the start
leaving marks
i don't love me
why do i continue? swim in agony
we were so close until u stabbed me
i cut u off too cause u were bad for me
don't come back to me no

i'm so nervous right now i'm tweaking, why can i not speak
i fidget, it's so obvious i have anxiety
u sat there and did nothing while u saw me slowly bleed
i wiped it from my skin now there's scars for eternity
am i okay? guess we'll know if i breathe
check for my pulse to make sure it beats
i lost a lot, it's too much for me to see
i talk to god, praying for my enemies

spotify

the war II

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

produced by grayskies & xona

-lyrics-
and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

and if only i could help
without you cause i hold the guilt
while I’m staying right by myself
and ignoring what you felt
when i could easily tell
the taste of wanting to kill

and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

how did you find me?
do you think i care?
do you think i care at all?
cause im not you
and you fell through
this line of faking truth
i felt that weak
when your hands are all on me, i knew
there’s nothing
i ever loved about you

and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death (close to death)
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

and i'd forget your face
i dont wanna fall again
again
again~

bloom

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Lyrics
========================
(Robstar)
You don't gotta hear me
I been running out of excuses
It's useless I know
I'll say I'll stay but I don't
(Stay but I don't)
You don't wanna see me
I had only one chance and blew it
If we get through it
Will you go
(Will you go)
Did I change too late
To keep you close
(Too late to keep you close)

What can I say if paranoia is justified
I recognise I tend to overanalyse
You sympathise but admit that I'm the one to blame
Amplify the thoughts inside
How can I sleep at night
When I'm the cause of all of your pain
Is it right to rectify, to try to fight
Or is it better if I'm walking away

(Fee Gray)
I know that you can't trust me
You're wondering if I'll stay
I'm ignoring what I see
I'm excusing my mistakes
I've been acting like
We do more than just fuck and fight
Well maybe I like the pain
Cause I dont think that I want it to change
 
 
What can I do when I'm always tryna brush aside
Why I lie, I tend to overempathise
And realise, you're not the only one to blame
Now I'm paralysed, in my mind
Trying to overcome my pride
Can't get off this fucking ride
Like a double suicide
This is driving us insane

(Robstar)
You don't gotta hear me
I been running out of excuses
It's useless I know
I'll say I'll stay but I don't
(Stay but I don't)
You don't wanna see me
I had only one chance and blew it
If we get through it
Will you go
(Will you go)
Did I change too late
To keep you close
(Too late to keep you close)

Excuses ft. Fee Gray

Excuses Ft. Fee Gray [Prod. Zanda]

// decayinganyways
a comet hit my mind when i saw her
can’t hide these feelings not an actor
who’s the director, putting her right in my heart 
just cut the scene and make me bleed till i see stars

just play me just like a fool 
i don’t know what the fuck to do
ride me right just like you do
you’re a star and I’m yours too

i love you more than you could know
so why don’t we put on a show

yeah my baby pretty actress
these other hoes can’t hack it
they’re C list she’s the baddest yeah you can try to imagine
you can fawn when she walks by
but I’m hers, she’s mine
she’s the lead everytime
the A-list no surprise

// geist
my baby’s pretty like an actress
see her on the mattress
curves her spine like it’s all but a habit

then she gets lost in her head
copes with drugs in her bed
cries till her eyes blood red

so whats so funny
you playboy bunny
nose so runny
laughed at every word that i’ve said
say you’re sorry
and it would fool me
moves so cunning
know that one day i’ll turn up dead

oh cut the scenes
this is now r rate baby
put your hands all on me
and you that know that you would do it again
you play the part
just like an actress baby
got your thighs all shaking
but that’s not what you will tell all your friends

actress

actress w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

give a big frown
and cold shoulders 
carving up my heart  
like it’s still october 
face down 
guess it’s over 
i’ll still say goodluck 
my four-leaf clover 

i miss your face 
how you’d come and just lay down 
kiss you on the cheek 
and then it’d all feel okay wyow 
now i wake in pain ow 
the rush all to my brains gone 
skipping meals all week 
cause i can’t seem to keep them down

season’s almost over 
god i hate the way 
that i can’t stay sober 
reason’s getting colder 
so tell me to my face 
that you miss me lover :(

god i hate the way that i miss you lover 
god i hate the way that i miss you 
 
// verse 
sick to my stomach
trying not to vomit 
say
why’re you running? 
are you hiding something :/ 
stay 
i’m not sorry 
but i need you dearly 
sick to my stomach
i’ll jump off the summit 

sick to my stomach
trying not to vomit 
people like to doubt me
last i checked i got my money coming 
hey, what’s the problem 
why you acting funny 
people like to doubt me
like their numbers can’t be made with pennies

tell me to my face, that you miss me lover [prodsecre x jolst]

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
said I look lovely inside of a coffin but I don’t know how that would take
biting my neck and taking my blood now you’re making mistakes
she’s loving my eyes loving my voice I’m just a taste
she wants to drink my blood tonight like it’s Chardonnay

i love it more when you take control
so what’s in store for my lowly soul
so I would never fight it
you got me so excited
no one else invited just you and I

// chorus
pretty inside of coffin, fight it, don’t
baby I’m so excited, to be only yours
pretty inside of a coffin, won’t fight it, I won’t
stripping my flesh so softly
eating my bones

// i’m geist
// verse
prettiest smile in the room
and she knows cause she’ll go take whatever she wants
she’s not afraid to intrude
pushing her lips against mine they’re warm

she’s a liar
see her pants on fire
yeah
never tired
teeth like a vampire

don’t look in her eyes
you’ll lose your mind

pretty inside of a coffin
but you know that casket is actually yours
and if you turn your back
i promise you’ll find yourself inside it before dark
and i would run now if i was you
hide till she’s found a new
pretty inside of a coffin
but honestly she’s pretty inside of it all

// outro
eating my bones
no
baby you take what you want
so i’ll lay here
hands inside my chest
peeling through my rotten flesh
oh
you say what you want
so let me hear
oh how you’re still the best
no one’s come close to attest

pretty inside of a coffin w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

prod @downfvll x @tnvr555

// downfvll
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

// i’m geist
so go on love just keep talking
but the crowd is cheering
they’re shouting
won’t fail them now
i’ve been plotting
oh can’t you see it in my eyes?
cold, red and full of fight
look now you’re hypnotized
so speak of all your lies
how rotten you’re inside

the seasons change
and mine’s coming
so take a seat
or start running
you’ll feel the knots in your stomach
so take my name out of your mouth

i’ve got my peace of mind right now
you’re just a sheep inside my crowd

// downfvll
i got my peace of mind, so now you not invited
and I was left in pieces, let me rest in peace and quiet
it’s bound to be lost in time, it’s all meant to be forgotten
i will make it, I will, at least I’ll die trying

the trauma, the memories, the pain, the past
if my heart would, stop beating, I’d be free from those at last
and momma, im sorry, Im driving, to crash
i withstood, the beating, but now,

// downfvll x geist
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

a face i can't forget

the face i can't forget w/ downfvll

prod decayinganyways

// intro
she got that bloody red
she got me dead
hatchets on her mind
think I’m unalived

// pre-chorus
decay: ohh on my mind it's like a cycle
geist: ooh and her touch she's like a psycho
decay: she grabs her hatchet, her matches
geist: my baby burn me to ashes
decay: i say it's not on mind
geist: we turned the lovely in 2 tragic

// chorus- decay and geist
we’re fucking live
oh baby you and I
she’s plotting all the time
oh that’s just my type
just my type
she’s a dime I’m gonna make her mine
no silver lining ties
it’s only for the night, for the night

this dance floors dead
is it us instead
taking shots of lead
I want that instead

she grabs her hatchet her matches
my baby burn me to ashes
i say it's not on mind
we turned the lovely 2 tragic
we’re fucking live

// decay verse
just ride me right, ride me right just like how you do
i want your body my shawty just tell me what to do
i know it’s something on your mind, tell me what the fuck I’ll find, every step we take right now always going out of line
i, no you, you
you want me like i want you

// geist
and i just can’t seem to contain my state of mind
oh how you ruined everything with all your lies
yeah it’s all fun until you make somebody die
it’s all fun until she

she throws her hatchet, light matches
and lays right down on the mattress
but says she’s sick of the acting
yet curves her spine like an actress
and i don’t trust her i’ve had it
i know she can’t break her habits
so i’ll keep dodging her hatchets
can’t spill my blood on the fabric

hatchet w/ decayinganyways

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

oh keep the words inside your mouth 
you always sound like such a fool 
you’re reaching now 
oh all the shit you’d do 
like such a clown 
should’ve know that you were cruel 
it’s been like that  

now when i hear your name 
it’s like knives in my veins 
it’s such a hard pill to swallow when 
all i feel is shame
for you
don’t you feel the same?

and now i won’t take the blame 
couldn’t be clearer than day 
all the poison seeping slowly 
as it’s rotting my brain 
don’t you
feel the same?

PLEASE 
CAN YOU LEAVE
I JUST WANT TO BE HERE ALL ALONE 
SICK OF YOU RUNING EVERY HOME
PLEASE 
SET ME FREE
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
YOU RUINED EVERY PART OF ME 
THAT HOPED

valentine...?

and i want to see all of you down on your knees
begging me for attention
your man in my dms he’s wishing he could be me
the fucking delusion
and i do not know you
so don’t act like you know me 
i’m burning the past and i’m leaving you there 
so keep me out your mentions

the face i can't forget w/ downfvll

I'm Geist

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