would make a good anime ending soundtrack

tysm too @xona & @heylog
for jumping on the song, love ya kings <3

Lyrics.
xona -
by myself
I need your help
to leave this place and reach a realm 
where I’m safe from all of this
it’s raining and I don’t know when
this envy, this hatred will end
as long as you know it from then 
i cannot bleed for you longer
you got me locked in this somber-
state and it’s not even shocker 
you walked all way and just prospered
i can’t believe that i knew 
i would be here to rue
you’re gone without telling me too
so where do i go without you?

Heylog-
i'm almost home babe
sorry i'm a little late
i've traveled far and wide
i've seen some better days
i can't get enough
look in my eyes and tell me i look rough
here lies a soulless place
i just heard some cries that do not sound okay
heard shots coming far away
hard to misplace thoughts when they are insane
i'm here outside ur place
babe i've come home and now ur safe
i'm alright
i'm just fine
hide every cut from the fight
i'm alright
i see light
darkness gets lost from behind
i need something i can feel, something i can feel
somewhere i can hide
somewhere i can heal
u mean nothing to me now
i mean something to me now
send the warriors out to battle on the field
u know what's the deal
every enemy i fought is dead
now their families kneel
i'm sorry i had to kill ur friend and so now ur next
never saw it coming cause he's dumb
shit's a bloodybath 
i'm bleeding
they're grieving
sorry i had to kill them
i'm reaching
the ceiling
there's a new king since yours dead

enemy ft. xona & heylog

+ i'm geist, decayinganyways, yokai dreams, ohmace, iissaa, yona, grasior 
+ coprod. mix/master - oc 

// i'm geist 
the seance has started :) 
find his heart in the garden 
don't look too hard my darling 
you'll find bones you once held dearly..
oh 
you once held dearly 
oh 
severed cleanly 

parasites are rotting with the snakes now? 
carving all the fakes fucking 'round me its a takedown 
everybody's sitting on their ass with their phones out 
swear i'll see the reaper b4 you catch me taking breaks love 
aha 

// decayinganyways 
walking out the bar not alive 
seen a name on a grave and I’m thinking that it’s mine
“mine” 
i’m not alive, I’m just another fucking ghost who’s out of time 
who’s out of time 
oh 
i wish I could just come back 
won’t see me now a heart attack 
i just wanna haunt inside your dreams 
i just wanna haunt inside your

// yokai dreams 
this is getting sickening
i think i'm getting sick of me
rip up every inch of me
i no longer resemble me
look at what they did to me
look at what they did to me !
am i not deserving of some sympathy?

give it my all for as long as i can
when the day turns night we gon have the upper hand
turn the lights off baby
i can't stand them
feel like someone else, you don't know how i am

lately i've been on some shit you wouldn't understand
another nail in the coffin, leave me where i am
getting kinda hard to tell the man from the myth
mark my death with a kiss
let me rot or take my hand

// ohmace 
six feet down rotting in another grave
turn me to a geist as i slowly decay
the dreams on my mind and they wont go away
and I dont know what else to do or to say
its in my brain,
somebody help my im going insane
call me a doctor and tell him to hurry
cut out the demons Im starting to worry
theyre taking over me
my blood seeps through as theyre ripping the seems
theyre taking over me
theyre haunting me in every dream

//iissaa 
i'd rather go 
somewhere that you don't know.
someplace that i dont show
somewhere behind the snow
is it fair that you can't see me now
tried so hard but i'm letting go
it's my fault, i said i'm where you go
my god i wish i never told

// yona 
look around with dead gaze
i dont think i go this
the leaves turn from green to orange
it feels so nostalgic
used to hold your hand, and fall asleep to your heartbeat
now ur gripping at my wrist, saying "how long u got bitch?" 
ive been panick struggling trying to get of the floor
grab me by the waist, cut me open some more
youre the ghost of a person i feel before
now im crying in fear, begging no more

// grasior 
fuck yall be saying i'm sick of it all
my stomach keeps turning i'm leaning on walls
scrolling my phone till i feel it collide
my anger is rising cause i'm in denial
i need to man up i'm not on my own
notes that i wrote considered the unknown'
seeing a grave all on my own
a body is showing of someone i know

raise the flags in the frontline
might be dead but i'll fight till the sun rise
left or right paranoid can you talk to me
hear the horns in distant calling me
want it to end sacrifice all my peace
silent but deadly i'll take them with ease
my body is rumbling I'm feeling the thrill
killstreak in a nuke with how many i've killed 


919

spotify

séance w/ 919 + grasior

first song off "doomed" album
prod. @prod-oc 

// lyrics 
you fall from heaven
then you promised it won’t happen again???
your wings are fully severed
and your eyes are turning red like a fiend

oh my, alright
got a lot of blood dripped to the side
got a lot of thoughts
rotting my mind
got a lot of pain
that i’m still romanticizing
but don’t judge my insides
when you all keep on disguises
all night

you fall from heaven and said
please don’t go and tell all my friends
but your wings are god damned severed
don’t you think that they all know it’s the end

oh my alright
got a lot of scars all on your thighs
got a lot of drugs i know you hide
got a lot of pain that you’re still romanticizing
but won’t judge your insides
when i’ve kept up my disguises
all night
aha

romanticize

romanticize [oc]

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced by stezzyxl :333

lyrics:
hold me tight to the bitter end
wrap a rope around my ankles till i’m in ur bed
hmm “hold me close” we’re the words she said
loving u is brutal, when the love is dead

gotta carry on
i don’t wanna love you; gotta move along
gotta walk it off
maybe in another life
in another time
maybe then you’ll change your mind
then you’ll change your mind, but then again you won’t
but then again you
wont
but then again you
won’t
but then again you
won’t
but then again you
won’t

please don’t leave me again
darling please stay
everyday i pray

monsters fill my room
they smell like her perfume
there stuck with me like glue
the image i have of you

move on by stezzyxl (remix)

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced by stezzyxl :333

lyrics:
I was a good girl.. 
I was a good girl..
I was a good girl..
I'm a — bad girl..

Knock Knock - who's there?
Knock Knock - It's me
Knock Knock - it's the lunatic
knock knock…

Little pig, Little pig… let.. me.. in!

They called me crazy, 
They called me mad,
I'm just a little shady,
but I'm not too bad,
They called me everything,
but good..
I was strapped to a chair.. 
they did everything they could!

This isn't human!
I am not human!
They made me do this!
I'm just a lunatic

This is the thing with horny lil rats
they wouldn't stop even if you'd ask
and this
is
funny as fuck
Because I'm like them
because I also wouldn't stop
(when I)
rip them apart like they rip cute souls
like they crack minds I crack their skulls
"ooh..thrilling" 
they would die but no I won't
let them go that fast - (I don't)

I'm in - I'm out
their screams - they're loud
they squeak - they shout
"But do I give a fuck? No, I don't"

Did they give a fuck about their victims?
Did they give a fuck 'bout the price they paid?
It was all a requiem...
Now, THAT'S what they craved.

Hush little pig and don't you die
I am not ready with your smile
carving it neat oh why you cry
does dis hurt when your skin gets fried?

Shh-Sh-Shhhhh

"Hold still."

"It's almost done."

"Aaaaand it's finished!... Yay!"

Sit down, little piggy, I peck a kiss
on your bloody forehead before I rip
the scalp of your head and break your nose
with cute lil hammer which I hold
dear and my knife is tracing circles
on your slimy skin before I push it further
'till the blood spills and slowly kills
your inner self 'till your eyes are filled
with anxiety, you fucking liability
with quite the ability to fucking die - "silly me".

lunatic

prod @downfvll x @tnvr555

// downfvll
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

// i’m geist
so go on love just keep talking
but the crowd is cheering
they’re shouting
won’t fail them now
i’ve been plotting
oh can’t you see it in my eyes?
cold, red and full of fight
look now you’re hypnotized
so speak of all your lies
how rotten you’re inside

the seasons change
and mine’s coming
so take a seat
or start running
you’ll feel the knots in your stomach
so take my name out of your mouth

i’ve got my peace of mind right now
you’re just a sheep inside my crowd

// downfvll
i got my peace of mind, so now you not invited
and I was left in pieces, let me rest in peace and quiet
it’s bound to be lost in time, it’s all meant to be forgotten
i will make it, I will, at least I’ll die trying

the trauma, the memories, the pain, the past
if my heart would, stop beating, I’d be free from those at last
and momma, im sorry, Im driving, to crash
i withstood, the beating, but now,

// downfvll x geist
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

a face i can't forget

the face i can't forget w/ downfvll

rot 
i can’t deal with all of it 
i’m starting to feel nauseous 
would you want to talk? 
but please don’t mind the silence 
my brain just isn’t kind to me 

stay alive 
say a lie
wish that i could speak my mind 
but i’ve got so much to lose 
that i’d rather keep my pride  
say its fine
then we die 
it all feels like wasted time 
say are you wasting my time?

yeah i should stay my distance
promise that’s just how i know to be
i like it much better
when nobody seems to notice me 
stay and listen?
but i've been bored of all the fucking grief
no one seems to comprehend 
yet they have the songs on repeat 

i’m pleading my silence
no reason for violence 
i’m not gonna take this outside 
i’ve been subconsciously cautious 
of inhaling your toxins 
but seems that i let them inside 
there’s no way to find what’s wrong now 
cause i moved on so why the comedown

untitled freestyle [prodsecre x sorrow bringer]

something a lil sleep token/ brakencey/ sinxi/ deadfishy inspired
obviously


i hear a little whisper between silence on the phone
you say you really miss me, god i hope you really dont
the feelings shattered across somewhere, between the ash and gold
i feel a bit uncomfortable, pretend i really dont

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction


im sure youve heard this song before in every genre
always ranting about something and nobodys bothered
i could try be clever write a double entendre
just for you to listen and not read the lyrics
or maybe i’ll produce something spend ages working on it

-------------just to be compared to every artist that you know ----------------             
                     ===================================
or maybe it’s your fault for listening to everyone and nobody at all
i guess i could be wrong
i guess ill never know
everything’s generic so im reaping what they sow

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

radio silence, now nothing is active
ill hold my misfortune and judge all your actions
i find you unworthy of every practise
and sentence a life without no interaction

i hear a little breath between the distance of our call
maybe im just paranoid, can tell youre getting bored
ive been consumed by everything, the feelings getting cold
a half drunk glass of tea on the windowsil of our home

radio silence

prod decayinganyways

// intro
she got that bloody red
she got me dead
hatchets on her mind
think I’m unalived

// pre-chorus
decay: ohh on my mind it's like a cycle
geist: ooh and her touch she's like a psycho
decay: she grabs her hatchet, her matches
geist: my baby burn me to ashes
decay: i say it's not on mind
geist: we turned the lovely in 2 tragic

// chorus- decay and geist
we’re fucking live
oh baby you and I
she’s plotting all the time
oh that’s just my type
just my type
she’s a dime I’m gonna make her mine
no silver lining ties
it’s only for the night, for the night

this dance floors dead
is it us instead
taking shots of lead
I want that instead

she grabs her hatchet her matches
my baby burn me to ashes
i say it's not on mind
we turned the lovely 2 tragic
we’re fucking live

// decay verse
just ride me right, ride me right just like how you do
i want your body my shawty just tell me what to do
i know it’s something on your mind, tell me what the fuck I’ll find, every step we take right now always going out of line
i, no you, you
you want me like i want you

// geist
and i just can’t seem to contain my state of mind
oh how you ruined everything with all your lies
yeah it’s all fun until you make somebody die
it’s all fun until she

she throws her hatchet, light matches
and lays right down on the mattress
but says she’s sick of the acting
yet curves her spine like an actress
and i don’t trust her i’ve had it
i know she can’t break her habits
so i’ll keep dodging her hatchets
can’t spill my blood on the fabric

hatchet w/ decayinganyways

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

oh keep the words inside your mouth 
you always sound like such a fool 
you’re reaching now 
oh all the shit you’d do 
like such a clown 
should’ve know that you were cruel 
it’s been like that  

now when i hear your name 
it’s like knives in my veins 
it’s such a hard pill to swallow when 
all i feel is shame
for you
don’t you feel the same?

and now i won’t take the blame 
couldn’t be clearer than day 
all the poison seeping slowly 
as it’s rotting my brain 
don’t you
feel the same?

PLEASE 
CAN YOU LEAVE
I JUST WANT TO BE HERE ALL ALONE 
SICK OF YOU RUNING EVERY HOME
PLEASE 
SET ME FREE
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
YOU RUINED EVERY PART OF ME 
THAT HOPED

valentine...?

and i want to see all of you down on your knees
begging me for attention
your man in my dms he’s wishing he could be me
the fucking delusion
and i do not know you
so don’t act like you know me 
i’m burning the past and i’m leaving you there 
so keep me out your mentions

clown

Numerical November is my third solo Extended Play (EP). The EP features a compilation of songs that was created spontaneously throughout the month of November, 2024. The genesis of this project was simply me writing new songs from a blank slate, naming each song-in-progress after a number, beginning with the number 1. 

After a few days, I realized that I was 8 songs in and decided to listen and reflect on each idea I started but had not yet finished. I found that most of the ideas were really good. From there, I completed the songs and decided to create an EP out of a some of them. 

In my personal and spiritual life, November of 2024 was a time of learning and awakening to angel numbers and numerology. I found myself noticing and encountering a variety of angel numbers which led me to explore more about numerology and ultimately, how mathematics, music and the universe are connected . 

Many of the songs that are feature on this project started as ideas that came to me spontaneously between the hours of 12am-3am. Most times, I was awakened out of my sleep at a time that reflected an angel number (3:33am, for example). This happened repeatedly until it didn't. At that point, I knew that I was done recording and could focus on editing, mixing, and finalizing the project in all the other necessary ways. 

I hope the music and the context of this project inspires you, positively evokes your curiosity about numerology and the relationship between math, music, and the universe. Ultimately, I hope it touches your heart. 

Enjoy :) 

the face i can't forget w/ downfvll

I'm Geist

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