yasuhiro

yasuhiro w/oaf1 n dreamcache

written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

im im im miss ur touch
im im im not enuf
im im im so fucked up
(i cant even breathe)
like a rainy day i wish u were here to stay
then she broke my heart now im stuck here in a daze
smoking cigarettes while i sit here and decay
she fell so far from me

it seems like something’s never change
im still the same
i cant escape my pain 

now im jus stuck in time with u on my mind
nothing seems to work so i jus act like its fine
but maybe if things wrre different then theredd b someone whod listen
but im here stuxk on prescriptions so ig it makes no difference

starinf at my phone no notifications 
never feel at home it’s complicated 
my heart beat starting to slow my body ends up in stasis
another sign of decaying

i sit and stare
and theres nobodt who cares
this life isnt fair

i miss u dear im falling 
still sittin here im stalling
i wait for ur call all night
but then theres jus none in sight

im im im miss ur touch
im im im not enuf
im im im so fucked up
(i cant even breathe)
like a rainy day i wish u were here to stay
then she broke my heart now im stuck here in a daze

notenuf:(

art by @/melanarc0tic on IG
prod. ragedrugg

#SippinYerb [ragedrugg]

prod. proxen heiho 3woozy / art by @/melanarc0tic on IG

Second Chance (proxen heiho 3woozy)

art by ami4evr

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
i know im a joke 2 u
hurts so bad
could jus say fuck it all
im used 2 that

I get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i feel like the breeze cuz idk where i'm headed
north south east west every direction
when i close my eyes
i imagine u right there, right by my side
i can still never decide
what's wrong & what's right 
when u leave me every night

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIC7jFfePUU
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5G9Nf7CX2fkoduZaIqxDwi?si=0d99359b694f40de 

its so dark its okay i will find you
(i gotchu)
its so odd this place is my home
(where im from)
u laugh at the things that i cry to
(im see thru)
when i think about it that is so wrong

wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

i can see what u dont see
thats the line i wont cross
i can bleed what u dont bleed
thats a thing i cant stop
on my own i cannot breath
i love u and thats ur loss
thinking bout the things
u would say in my spot

i just took a pill took me straight to the top
i rly hate every song that i drop
falling to pieces pls make it stop


its so dark its okay i will find you
its so odd this place is my home
u laugh at the things that i cry to
when i think about it that is so wrong


wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

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ily <3
prod rubbish + djseizure

lyrics
perc
i pray to luna hoping that she saves
i crash my mercedes
everyone i kno they fuckin h8 me
no1 wanna d8 me
oh stop 
i wont fall in love
i dont rly give a fuck
i dont give a fuck bout these bitches
so ima count it up

wake up n my pockets they used to b hurt
now i got these shooters an they on alert
2048 and say im done
ima show up l8 cuz im feelin numb

wells
u dont ever text me back
what we had was never meant
tryna mend the hurt but u wont even tell me what i did
let me go let me forget
need my memory erased
idk y we were friends
ur spewing venom in my face

perc
and ur so dramatastic
i wont tell nobody bout it
if u wanna tell me all ur secrets
i wont talk about it
we can rave in my bedroom
i jus want some time w u
wake up its a dream 
swear to god i wanna die w u<3

wells
and im still so fucking hurt
now i got chemical burns
and its only gettin worse
im bleeding cold blood on my shirt
ur a fucking piece of shit
i wont forget what u did
if i cant ever move past
i might jus orbwalk off a bridge

teleport to reach
angel wings into the sea
ill go make a better me
i got my faith ill take a leap
and shift to different lands
i wont ever be ur man
raining iron over cities
that i level with my cold bare hands

perc
i pray to luna hoping that she save me 
this time im gon switch it up
found out that that bitch was crazy
dont b talkin bout no love
"prada on my feet i run the runway the right way"
synthetic on my team they got my back
so u know im nvr aloneee
she got percy playin off her phoneeeee (hi!!)
and her boyfriend dont like me she keep it on the lowwww (sry ^-^)
smoking exotic that shit b smellin like colonge
and its time for me 2 go
so i gotta keep it low

in the shadows i b walkin
cybercity got no option
double zero got no login
i b hiding from the goblins

my life aint got no meanin!
stay up l8 i stay up fiendin!
tell myself that i dont need it!
baby i wish i was sleepin! uh

i wish i was sleepin uhhhh
and b stuck forever dreamin
synthetic life b full of pleasures
synthetic life that shits forever

ty ty ty ty ty ur the best i hope u enjoyed!

luna

luna +blackwinterwells [rubbish]

wish i could tell [prod keyblayde808]

prod @mkne

lyrics:
51five
off the acid u my crystalline entity
im in a different world and u still feel my energy
i hope u remember the way that u made sense 2 me
cuz im in luv wit u n i hope ur in luv wit me

i been feeling stressed an idk how 2 handle it
i been so depressed an i dont think i can manage it
baby cN u hellp me with my heart i cant handle this
can u tell me u luv me b4 the pills kick in? 

@sleepindesigner :
movin slow chemicals
in my brain they start to go
overload when i go
it could never take control

smokin loud in the clouds
with
razors on me darkness out
in a dream saw a sign
life is like a paradigm

walking on frozen ice
help me see through all the lies
I feel like kryptonite
walk away or lose your light

visualize in my mind
what I want and bring to life
altar blood change the stars
wish I could control the time
chorus]]

crystalline_entity_w/sleepindesigner_[+maknae]

this song is abt my mental health lately :/ love u guys

LYRICS:
(she cant evn feel it)
bby go cause i know its so hard!
n ion evn know if ill evn go far
my thoughts b racing feel it!
i feel so depleted!
they dont evn know it baby they cant evn see it!

runnin from the demons!
u cant evn see them!
they dont evn know
they dont evn know i feel it!

(but she can evn feel it, and i cant even feeel it any moooorrreee)

but now i can feel it
nicotine i need it!
ive been losing all my memories cant evn see it!
ive been wasting all my time like ion evn need it!
watch myself just lose my mind and turn into a demon!

n its getting so hard to know
that im nevr gonna get that far (i know)
1 day im gon reach the stars.s.s.

notenuf:(

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