and u still sugarcoat ts

i will never reach eighteen

you’re always all up in my dreams

i don’t know what the fuck it means

 i never wanna go to sleep


every time 

you look at me

i start to float and feel so free 

i really thought you fucked with me

but that was just a fantasy 

feels like you’re my enemy 

you rockabye like anne marie


it’s simple like abc 

or maybe even 123

i love you more than my weed

and everyone i’ll ever meet 


bitch you took my soul from me 

you’re fucking up my self esteem

the only thing that helps is lean

or maybe some promethazine


everything felt like a scheme

or something from a movie scene


even when you’re in my dreams

you always drift away from me

i never wanna go to sleep

cus i will wake up and i’ll scream

dreams

@yrui
baby was something i said too extreme?
i thought that we were a team i guess i was wrong
so thats why i am writing and singin this song
i just be cuttin in my room for soo damn long 
@sbxmar
bloody wrist what the fuck did i do wrong
yh im cutting my wrist yh cutting to the bone 
yh im better off alone when im up better not call my phone
im not tryna get along ill push you back get out of my zone

bloody wrists w/ sbxmar

forgive n forget

i dont really talk a lot

some fuckass dude was playing guitar in the back at the beginning im sorry

we literally recorded this at guitar center fuck a fl studio

@helenimsorry
og desc:
You’re only capable of lying about things I’d never do
I wanna hold you down and choke you out until your skin is blue
And your a crybaby, I can’t see your tears from in the pool
Your on the deep end, and you can’t swim your body’s feeling cool
I can’t say anything, all these words I write are fucking dumb
I wanna bash your head in, with a 12 gauge, shot gun fucking slug
I wanna eat you, keep her in the friiiiidge
I’ve got a pretty collar, for your neck I’ll make you my bitch
i wanna eat you keep her in the fridge
ive got a pretty collar for your neck ill make you my bitch

helen - 12 gauge shotgun shell

sample is bedroom community by glass beach, amazing song

here it is again
a heart of excitement in the form of a girl who hates her life
as she sits alone on the floor of her bedroom
waiting for answers, wasting time

here it is again
i wish he had substance
wish that you'd notice right from wrong
that does not concern me
im just a lil kid
playing in the snow, having fun

i hope he'll be okay, 'kay
even if you don't notice
but everybody knows he hates his life
that does not concern anyone, it's so sad
they would only care if he takes his life

and as he comes back from school its like a lock on his heart
he's trapped in these walls
he's here for an eternity
then he drops his fucking bag beside him
nobody greets him
he's just standing stupidly
run into his room and the door is locked and shut, not open, nobody ever calls him back
so he'll never leave his bedroom in this bedroom community

a girl who hates her life

la la la
la la la 

im so fucking blind
i treated u so right
u took advantage and just fucking left me behind
cutting all the way
and ignoring all the pain
im so fucking stupid and u saw it all the way

playing the victim and u know i hate it
all u do is call me crazy
saying all these lies and i just know it
but u know that im too fucking stupid

lying to my face
and u know its not okay
but u couldnt give a shit
u were smiling when i was in pain
but im not gonna break this time
im done with all the lies
i dont care what you say

you took my trust and set it in flames
burnt it down and just walked away
i was just a game to you
someone to blame, to break in two
oooh
ooh

and u still sugarcoat ts

septiembre

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