floral 🌸 (kindenthe3rd)

EPISODE 3/5!!!!!!!!
featuring the frakin GOAT @t1gerstar!!!!
everything produced by me
inspired by tsubi club and internet girl

purple shampoo! (feat. tigerstar)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4BbExVT4k1LCuznNie2iJL?si=8c19ad3891d04240

validation ft @rans0m 
prod @01kon + @p-guda

And I ain't ever felt this way before
Everything just piles on my brain
It pours it rains it pours
You take some more
My brain is sore 
and I

Can't keep on giving
I ain't really been okay in like a minute
And you ask if I love you
But that's a given
Do you feel the same?
Who are we kidding

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

She do whatever it takes
So I'm stuck here talking
And she mess with my head
Like I'm another option

Like I'm another man
Am I not a part of the plan?
I guess it's not that shocking

@rans0m
You treat me like a mess mess
Never clean your shit up
I can't do no right only wrong im a sinner
I won't make it far always losing not a winner
Sit back and watch the stars in your eyes
Watch them shimmer

Left or right?
I don't know where to go
Take my hand show the place the place they call home
Left or right?
I don't know where to go

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

validation ft rans0m (01kon + guda)

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

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spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

prod: shade08
lyrics:
i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, jk
that's just a "JOKE" i play
[L.M.A.O.]

ive been pulling out my own hair, again x7
ive been pulling out my o-o-o-o-o

tell me a story that i haven't told you
please, think for yourself 'fore i fucking control you
ive done so much wrong don't think i can go back
(ᵖᴼˢᵀᵉᴰ ᵂᶦᵀʰ ˢʰ⁰⁰ᵀᵉʳˢ, ᵍᴼᵀ ᵍᵁⁿˢ ᵒᴺ ᵐʸ ᴮᵃᶜᵏ)
i'm trying to make sure you never come back
but you keep following me

keep following me
why's that?
i can tell you why....
it's cuz

i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, fuck you!
you are all some peasants that i force to do my bidding

new kid

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/00qd5fMqFZJmI2T4uPUcCt?si=P7hvl7RNTnCF7r0MplFJ6A

acceleracers ft @1sloan
prod @christasongs

Been a while since we talked
I think I miss u bad
I'm missing what we had
Could we run it back

Wasting my time
I'm just tryna be yours
Leaving me here
With my heart at the door

I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u
I can hardly breathe
When I stop thinking about u
Life won't be the same
If u go take me out too
I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u

You would slide thru 
Come thru
Whenever u wanted
I told u I'd get you
Whatever you wanted

Think I'm doing way too much
See that smile on her face :)
I can pour another cup

That's if u want to
Could never tell just what u wanna do
If u go then I'll go
Lmk what u up to

Lmk what u wanna do
All I know is I love u

Cause I can't live without u
I can't live without u
I cant live without u

got too many problems
I couldn't fix them
I couldn't solve them
Left with my heart 
Left me dead in a coffin

@1sloan
If I run into the middle aint no doubt I'm surviving
Me and thrml like some puppies we just living and thriving
I know I said I wanna hang but now I'm feeling real tired
When I die no please don't bury me just set me on fire

Break me down I'm feeling nauseous
Save me now I'm losing conscious 
Take me out you cant stop me
Im brain dead as fuck like a zombie

I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u
I can hardly breathe
When I stop thinking about u
Life won't be the same
If u go take me out too
I need u bad
I swear I'd die here without u

You would slide thru 
Come thru
Whenever u wanted
I told u I'd get you
Whatever you wanted

Think I'm doing way too much
See that smile on her face :)
I can pour another cup

That's if u want to
Could never tell just what u wanna do
If u go then I'll go
Lmk what u up to

Lmk what u wanna do
All I know is I love u

acceleracers ft 1sloan (christa)

its true though
(i do not condone the usage of coca*ne)

pretty girls do cocaine

Lyrics: 

What am I supposed to do if this all ends

I can’t go back

Can’t make amends

In a point between where it all blends

I don’t know much

I can’t pretend


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


You really left your mark on me

I always played a part in it

You turned into a narcissist

When I was in the heart of it

I went out and caught up with your friends

I’ve forgotten how they could be so much just like you

I’m looking for answers

Not looking for manners

Not thinking you think I despise you


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

the Great Pyramids of Niza(ukii & Oh well.)

still don’t know what to name this

you keep speaking bout your problems, i feel bad but i feel like 
airing our calls with those friends you never liked
you know it’s bad when they’re involved
but its worse when we communicate
i’ll admit my wrongs but you can’t do the same 

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put a bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a bitch got veneers

(boy i know) you must be up to something (good!)
can you indulge my vice
(but) you hate my prescence like some fetish
damn that
must be nice

blame every girl you don’t like
throw em to the dogs go without a thought twice
keep washing your hands till your skin bone white
can’t call you my friend 
matter fact i see you it’s on sight

(i don’t fuck with hypocrites
hate the sinner love the sin
if that saint come marchin in
make sure they don’t breath again
tired motherfucker old songs keeping you relevant
you ain’t check in with me boy boy you get what you get)

i ain’t heartless
when them checks bounce it get rough, huh?
a&r calls ain’t coming know you fucked up
makes you really wonder what you praying for 
fuck it baby 
call me when you think you had enough, uh 

(or just)

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a biiiitch got veneers

go to hell!

rip jd
production by king theta

think i’d start to notice
when things go out of focus
you play me like a fool
the one i am
but i just can’t understand
why its always in your hands
and i know its all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

blood
on your hands when you’re feeling numb
feel like a fool
but crawl back when it’s said and done

but i just can’t understand
why it’s always in your hands
and i know it’s all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

in the middle of the night
i see ghosts in all directions
and i can’t even wonder why
it’s haunting me, it’s haunting me

i know
maybe you were right
cause i have no reflection and im
bleeding from my eyes
you’re taunting me, you’re taunting me

but i can’t understand
why im always dealt this hand
so ill cry on the phone
you’re just an actor on your own

blood
on your hands when you’re feeling numb
feel like a fool
but crawl back when it’s said and done

but i just can’t understand
why it’s always in your hands
and i know it’s all for show
you’re just an actor on your own

the Great Pyramids of Niza(ukii & Oh well.)

Oh well.

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