a darker kind of love is what i give to this
a shadowed conversation on the edge of time
a final kind of crisis in the palm of my hands
a multiversal conflict in my restless mind
u knew me as the one who spoke in passionate lies
the darker twin of someone that i used to know
the feelings like a code imprinted on your blood now

the fire is directed at my soul, until my eyes close again
until I walk through the flames

see my eyes shut now
and my brain shut down

wicca phase springs eternal - until i walk through the flames cover

3/4/23
written and played by me
it's funky but had it completely written and sitting in the archives forever, don't care to mess around with it more

lyrics

everyone i love is turning to dust
everything i love i somehow fuck it up
its all on me
always me

everything i try i somehow seem to lack
everyone i trust goes behind my back 
its so mean
 
maybe this is how things are meant to be
life is not fair but thats the beauty of it
it’s bittersweet

all good things must come to an end
dont know what you got until you lose a good friend
thats the thing
you keep moving 

dont know what you have until
its gone

every waking day is just all the same
how the time has gone by its really such a shame
its so plain
i feel drained

what’s it like to be the choice
to have someone to miss your voice
never been the type to want these things
its a need
wanna be seen

what’s it like to have a friend
i never really had them
someone to be there or someone to care
its so rare
i swear

what’s it like to be the show
ive always been the white noise
in the background never make a sound
i just drown
everyone around

drown demo

@jahseh-onfroy

i seem out of it
the dream i had about her in my head
it seems I can't forget
am i insecure? i'm not really sure
it seems i fought less
crying a river, miss me or deliver
it seems i fought less

xxxtentacion ugly cover

prod. @skilltr33 x @kaiizu x @ripwarheart
mix & master @skilltr33


hearts left so broken
ur words unspoken
i know that i wrote this
i know that im hopeless
yeah surely you know this
i cannot focus
im lost in the moment
i guess i should own it
~
i mask my emotions
i cannot avoid this
how did u know it?
didnt think i showed it
im sinking in oceans
a rock thats been thrown in
im here so enjoy it
before you destroy it
i know that ur lonely
jus listen more closely
when i become ghostly
will you then fight for me?
im begging on my knees
jus want u to hold me
i know its the right thing
so why must you hoe me !

<3

A LOVE BALLAD (prod. SkillTree x kaiizu x warheart)

prod. by the greatest @skilltr33


~

i'm not alone 
not anymore

done this before
i'm on my own

come to the shore
what you scared for

i'm on the floor
my heart is yours

<3

GEEKED (prod. SkillTree)

PROD SKILLTREE X FLESHGOLEM
https://soundcloud.com/skilltr33
https://soundcloud.com/fleshgolem

trippin the fuck on lsd
i see them eyes they’re watching me
i think i smoked way too much weed
i don't think ima get some sleep
pull them cards what do you see
can't even tell me what it means 😂
preaching spirituality
your personality rinse repeat
claim divine u know you’re lying
whole time u been evil eyein 👁🧿
act like you’re so mystifying 
whole time your whole mind is violent
ur vibe kind of petrifying
i see your surface slowly dying
got some issues underlying 
leave me out, your soul been crying
~
maybe soon you’ll understand
why i had to call this end
know i had to play my hands
know i had a better plan
u tryna be fucked up on xans
im tryna get back on my bands
you tryna get them one night stands
im tryna make my new life grand
steppin out of no mans land
leave u back in wasteland
take my time ill take my stand
stay back there u had your chance
im not gonna be your second-hand
know that this was meant to end
know it wasn’t meant to land
sry bruh you had your chance
push me down, ill stand back up
looking down up from above
got my flowers, got my love
no i cannot get enough
every level, leveled up
while you been stuck up in them clubs
remind myself i cant give up
i'm leaving back what’s been corrupt

SOUL CRY (prod. SkillTree x flesh)

#january 2024
prod. @knosol

i dont know where you’ve gone
i'm left all alone
you said you’d be here in a week but you're no where to be seen
run away from me
i'm crying in my sleep
i have these vivid dreams where i sink into the sea
i dont wanna believe
what you feel bout me
i don't wanna believe that this is where we need to be 
what did i do?
u always misconstrue
it's never what i mean
if you know me then help me see
i dont want you to leave
i dont want you to think
i dont wanna sleep
if you're not here right next to me
i tell you i'm here
you don't seem to care
one day you’ll see
you’ll never find a girl like me

run away from me
im crying in my sleep
i have these vivid dreams where i sink into the sea
i reach for your hands
you cast mine to me
i cant seem to breathe
and then you leave as i sink

sleep (prod. knowsoul)

and when you wake up
you know ill be gone
i dont want you to move on
i dont wanna be in the wrong

and then we make up
and then we make love
and then we break up
you got me crying off my makeup 

sometimes we gotta stay strong
sometimes we gotta be alone
i dont wanna go to your shows
i dont wanna see them other hoes
seem like everywhere i go they go
why you gotta steal my flow bro
they dont understand how it goes
im on shit that nobody knows

crying off my makeup (prod. gxm)

take what’s left of me
im sick to my tummy
i thought you had loved me
you did nothing for me
i thought you had told me
them secrets you wrote me
i want you to hold me
maybe im lonely

lonely (prod. gxm)

leave me alone
please stop calling my phone
i dont need you no more
i told you one time before
i dont wanna be yours
even if im alone
you not one of my bros
i just wanna be lone

i dont trust you no more
why you act like that for
i guess you fuck with him more
you can keep what is yours
i gotta keep moving forward
i wrote this cause i am bored
im bleeding on my wood floors
remember when i was yours

cant compare cant relate
everybody so fake
im making my own lane
im in a whole different game
its been a while since i ate
why do i feel so much hate
i guess its unresolved pain
you cant get out of my brain
parasitic headache
i chewed off more i can take
i wish you’d forget my name
i wish that id do the same
all this shit is so lame
im sry i just had to say
what im feeling today
i hope i have better days

yeah you fucked up my trust
i give no fucks for you none
this the last time, im done
so you can get off my nuts

parasitic headache (prod. jaxxee x faidenn)

who is she now
high above the ground
you couldn’t reach me now
i cry when no ones around
love watching you go down
act like u so proud

proud (prod. gxm)

half man
half broken doll
eighteen more
missing calls
eighteen years
without your love
i still remember it all
i still wish i had your eyes
baby blue
like the sky
i see you, youre one of one
you never gave a fuck

eighteen (prod. ninteyx)

prod. ambientarchives
mixed by @skilltr33

you 
had to see us through
you know i wanna see you too
make my body move

like that
you know i like that
bite back 
i wanna try that
fine as shit i cant deny that
try me you know i fight back

like that

PROD NINTEYX
MIXED BY @skilltr33

when its you and i 
i feel like im so alive
i dont wanna say goodbye
so i cry a hundred times
when youre done with lying
ill be back like im your spine
call me in the night
you know ill be your only high

IMOUTOFLIVES - high (prod. ninteyx)

Error

who else feeling baka

clubbing in minsk

the cup ₊˚⊹♡

wicca phase springs eternal cover
prod fantasy camp


what were you thinking last night all night?
you were in and still like outside
you were once in pageants, I know
you were in the club lights, I know
you were in the past tense so slowed
i was right there with you though
feelings came like heavy then
i want tongue and nothing else
i want you like bad
come to me in violent ways and can't even react
acting selfish in the back
taking selfies in all black
so you were under club lights so cool
i was right there with you too
i saw you without pretense years ago
you were in the club, like so cold
with your legs on my hands
it's cool, I'm a fan
i thought about leaving once and never again
i thought I was passionate, like a passionate man
in shadows, I stand
in shadows, I'm next to you
what's your number and plans?
in visions, I come to you when you're out with your friends
or out without friends
and I call, but the cell is off and I miss you again
i'm tied to your hands
i'm tethered to everything

wicca phase springs eternal lake of fire cover

anxiety

SISTER PROD. SKILLTREE

VALSE TRISTE PROD. IMOUTOFLIVES MIXED BY SKILLTREE

KISS ME PROD. SKILLTREE & FLESH GOLEM

VALSE TRISTE

SISTER

KISS ME

prod alucard
mixed by #skilltree @skilltr33

hunned (prod. alucard)

prod @inkivi 

bb come back to me
feel nun but apathy
this feeling is killing me
want ur anatomy
i want u to c(?)me 4 me
i want u to run 4 me
you touching all on me
insert more freaky lyrics
come on bb talk to me
ill be yr fantasy
i want u all on me
turn up the frequency ~_~
why won’t you fight for me!!
or take your life for me  
cut myself and bleed
idk how 2 read

4me? (prod. inkivi)

prod. pyctur

you only wanna see me when youre wasted
or when youre needing something else to play with
cause im no good for any fucking thing bitch
so pour me up im drowning in my pain bitch

i wanna smash my head into the pavement
cause all my time is only for good wasting
you only wanna see me when im famous
but i aint shit so what’s the point of waiting

waiting
point in waiting 
i wait on people that will never wait for me
wait for me 
will never wait for me
i wait on people that will never wait for me

famous (prod. pyctur)

prod @inkivi
mixed by @skilltr33

lyrics


i might go crazy
psycho baby
when you gonna save me
no i haven’t been me lately

its eating at me lately
the person that you made me
you could never ever trade me
so why you gonna play me


and i hate that i can feel you
tell me did you ever feel it too?
ill always be here with you
you know im never gonna leave you

do you think about me ever
cause i think of you forever
forever and ever

IMOUTOFLIVES

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