Personalhell Ft Mydeathreal prod by jake the birdy

Bleedout - PariahFox // CyberGoth {Prod. Anticon}

Mastered by @witchboiii
DeadCityRxdio: https://soundcloud.com/fath3rchaos
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3d3WRbh2urKmvP21xpQApZ?si=a0281f12f5af467d

Lyrics:

DeadCityRxdio:

Why I'm filled up with rage
 the void Wells in this place 
It screams in disgrace 
the hell inside my face 
my face 
Look ma no brakes 
no brakes 
let me out of this place 
This place
where the memories have no place
No place
 in the dwellings of my brain

wish to live a life free of this pain 24/7 driving myself fucking insane all fucked up and slightly deranged  now i let lose of all of this  pain here for the hell of it
time isn't relevant
once was a human
now just a f****** shell of it
rotting sarcophagus 
just a fair amount (Pharoah mount) about above of it 
Android 13 
Dragon Balls (dragging balls)  on top of it

witchboiii:

Void stuck, void stuck, I'm fucking stuck
I'm so fucked up, I'm so sorry I fucked up
You're just a shell of a hollow puppet
You ain't one to see, you just mindless fool
Shut the fuck up motherfucker, I'm the tool made from Dante's inferno, no desperado
Bitch imma get fucked up, I'm cursed, lucks up
Bitch get back cause imma send you to the shadow realm
Real life living in fantasy, drank that shit up x2
Void stuck, void stuck, I'm fucking stuck

VOID STUCK! Ft. DeadCityRxdio [PROD. NXM1NAL]

Flower Fields prod Anticon

LEVEL$:
https://soundcloud.com/levelswastaken

MASQUERADE BUTTERFLY:
https://soundcloud.com/masqueradebutterfly

KYOKO:
https://soundcloud.com/kyokosgarden

PROD. urstruly 
https://soundcloud.com/produrstruly

LEVEL$ x Masquerade Butterfly x KYOKOSGARDEN - Seasons (urstruly)

VIRAL prod aCult

NECKBREAKER prod SYSTEMATIK

MESSAGE UNSENT 2 prod Miercoles

FLATLINE(Prod. Junktown)

ESTHXER x TWENTYTHREE - SILVER SULPHATE
prod. NXM1NAL / Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER
Shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777 ! much love.
TWENTYTHREE - https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777
https://www.instagram.com/twentythree.xx/

OFFICIAL AMV/MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW - https://www.youtube.com/@esthxer

Lyrics:

ESTHXER:

Hook:
Social apathy, I feel it's stain, so venomous
Dusk over Dawn, she weeps, so poisonous
Dark light in the woods, be ever so cautious
Darkness overdrawn, turn back, I'm delirious 
(X2)

Pre-verse:
Sin over sin again, sin over sin again (x5)
Sin over sin again, sin over sin again
(Whispers: sin over sin over sin again)

Verse:
Silent stillborn sacrifical lamb, sever me so corrosive 
Leaving the neck bit, sever my face;
Crystal crowned to forsaken, as I drown
Crypt bound, dark hearts in pain, intake the grace
The devil, a demon inside, marked undisguised, concealed to chase
Turned outside in for a sinned state leaving sight's
Sin over sin again, sin over sin again, sin over sin again
Sin over sin over sin over sin again
(Whispers)

TWENTYTHREE:

Why they talk?
Hit em where it hurts and leave the body for a loss
Running for my problems losing sight of where I’m from
Taking what I need I keep that razor in my palm
So they’ll never get one up and keep a head down when they walk

I’ve been up for days I’m staring straight into the walls
I can hear them talking every time I’m down the hall
Take my breath away for any second when I stall
I’ll been dead before the dawn and falling out so save the call

SILVER SULPHATE

SILVER SULPHATE Ft. TWENTYTHREE [PROD. NXM1NAL] *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC.*

I alter the states of my mind bringing out, 

 The whispering voices to speak,

My Fragmented Identities, 

Bleeding the fury torment,

 Of violence,

 Isolation, 

Brutality, 

Tragedy,

 Sacrificing,

Rape,

Self destruction,

Insanity, 

Forgotten hidden trauma,

 Blood filled consented sexual slavery,........

-Don't leave me, 

I'm going to run away, 

Just to end my life,

Suicide,

 Is the empire of the hour, for every blow you inflect,

I hate you, but said I loved you,

Mixing the emotion of feeling love,

 Only when giving you my body,

A abomination of intimacy,

Slavery that breeds the fear of unknown abandonment, 

Just to feel something, 

I'm so numb,

 To everything I had became,

Black outs,

Forgetfulness to periods of time,

Lost days and memories I'll never have,

 Because of the violence, you inflected on me,

But I give you my body even though I hated you,

And still you beat me every time you where drenched in liquor, 

Day to Night was the addiction that 

Brutalized me, 

So, empty,

Giving voice to mending broken memories, 

Addicted to the black oozing liquid dripping from their mouths,

 lost out of gravity , A blur in the mirror, but faces staring back at me,

Eyes so hollow they cry lost thoughts of suppressed identities,

----Formed from the a life time of abuse -----

--From every time I was beat and screamed at infusing me with shame and self hate

For every time I was molested as a child through to my 20s to hypersexuality 

A sexual deviant, to only feel love when fucked and numb when I lay in bed,

Spreading and separating diving deep into the depths of the halls of dread and monsters,  

Hidden memories and 

That speak in tongues of a two headed serpent eating the fruit of forgotten knowledge, 

Spiting on the pages,

A venom,

Vomiting the dark on to the letter of lost yesterday 

and dreaded tomorrow,

Suicide was a day dream that never faded away,

Ripped apart by the ghosts of complexity,

Entering in the wounds,

Self inflected,

Burns to remember the years of time,

So many scars covered my arms covered in ink but they still speak,

Ropes wrapped around my neck so silent with no ability to speak,

But to overthink as insomnia invaded to madness as reality slipped away

Like mixing static into the DNA of thoughts ,

I bleed to fell and block out the pain of the experiences 

Overdosing,

Drowning mixing drugs to kill,

Injected heroin to end the world,  

Drinking to the point of sickness, 

Impulsive, 

Obsessive,

Compulsive ,

Bending realities just to experience death one more time







 


Altered 2

ImReallyDead aka JAMESDEANX,  prolific song writer and singer . 
This is my therapy 
and I feel a need to use 


  
Bipolar
Aquarius

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