lyrics: https://genius.com/If-birds-were-real-im-not-one-to-commit-lyrics

if birds were real - i'm not one to commit

prod me
cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

blehh - computer shy(cover)

prod me
yes i cooked
Our love story
Could be kinda gory
Far from boring
We'd meet at a post-apocalypse
Yeah, I'd be slowly walking
In a group stalking
You, you'd be the only man alive
That I could not resist
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
You'd be hiding in
A second floor apartment
Knocking all the stairs down to save your life
From the undead
Double-barrel shotgun
Taking out the slow ones
Then you'd see the passion burning in my eye
And I'd keep my head
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
And I'd try not to bite and infect you
Because I'd respect you too much
Yeah, that's why I'd wait until we got married
Oh, and our happiest days would be spent
Picking off all your friends
And they'd see a love this deep won't stay buried
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya

The Zombie Song w/vivisection

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

after hours of reflection, yesterday is always the worst

ft @yukisasayaki instrumental by me @deathsuppressant

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

the glass i look through's tinted
my eyes are causing faults
and the concrete i walk on
there's cracks in all the spots
with your arms surrounding me
am i bothering you?
i'm harmful to everyone
yet i can't hurt you

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

i cant stop it
ur not jus somebody
everything i could ask for yea u got it
i dont wanna hurt u
yea i said it
but i tend to fuck up yea i regret it

cant take the life out of me 
its constant pathetic fallacy
my fantasy
is all i see
but u shattered all my dreams
cant take it
ur all in my head
i dont care bout my problems
i embrace the dread
i dont care bout ur problems
or maybe i do
i want u to be happy
but im so confused

everyday's disaster
don't ask me what's the matter
all my dreams are shattered
i can't make new ones even when i sleep

bloodsekai x yuki .. everyday's disaster

get a real job dont play cod
ur a lazy fucking slob  
ur a reject 
and a regret
i hope that i fucking rot  

ur a big mistake
i wish that u died that day
ur so fucking gay
i dont wanna see ur ugly face

dont get any play
and u barely even get payed
its time for u to change
i swear ur lifes so fucking lame

disstrack 2 myself

feat @bloodsekai prod @1zakuro

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth

[@imsorryhori]
she's a vampire
at night she's never tired
if i said she wasn't cool id be a liar
to be like her, is what i desire
how do i fall in love?
i've tried so hard but i've got no luck
i guess ill find out when she sucks my blood
i really hope i fall in love

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth
my teeth are red

scarlet wrists (w/ bloodsekai)

produced by me

lyrics :

ill slit my throat
when your not home
youll tell my folks
its all your fault
x2

i wish that you would just..
read between the lines
i dont know why
your not seeing the signs
cause i hate your guts
and i hate my life
october 31st is when i will die

you said you wanna go
trick or treat with me
but you just want to trick
cause you dont want a treat..
youll get me fucking jumped
on the night of halloween
and when im on my deathbed
ill wonder why your mean

ill slit my throat
when your not home
youll tell my folks
its all your fault
x2

i wish that you would just..
read between the lines
i dont know why
your not seeing the signs
cause i hate your guts
and i hate my life
october 31st is when i will die

october 31st

https://open.spotify.com/track/1m6cFkKzP1TgArbGN0oXwJ?si=c0953dec1cc24ab5

prod me ^-^

swear im always at fault
i cant do nothing at all
i swear i didnt mean to
i just dont know what to do

fall into my head
id be better off dead
cause i always mess things up

i cant help it im so scared
ill die alone without a purpose
always anxious everywhere
im so stuck up and i cant focus
The thought ill never be with you
it makes me puke it makes me puke
it cuts inside to think of you
i swear its true i swear its true

fault

Butterflies

a wedding rings a distraction
i think about it all the time
all my friends are reactive
i think about you all the time

everydays a miss
i wont think about carriages
or horse drawn people through marriages
everyday is better with you

my throat hurts and i gotta go to the dentist
in about like two hours cause i need a root canal
fuck

october 31st

hori

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