I dont know why im this way 

Are we okay? 
Dig my out of my grave 
Just to put me deeper than I've been 
Moving at my own pace 
Said you need some space now your space is with another person i had some faith 
Gave me hope but it turned to me being a slave to my own mistakes 
Trade our love for mountain of pain overcome it so I can see the world and seperate
Walk a mile in someone else's shoes now i feel okay, they dont see my struggle because I hide it from their face 
Misplaced my brain in a state of loneliness I know 
ill be okay 

Thrown away 
Left out for someone to pick me up but then im hearing wait

I dont know why im this way

Are we okay?
Lost in a pile of pain 
Umbrella for the rain 
Negative thoughts from years of strain 
Trained 
Breaking point avoid me 
Like im losing my soul 
Sealed my lows but left me with a hole 
your love always eats me whole 

I feel broken 
I am only hoping 
That ill make it out
And I make it through this hopeless world 

I dont know why im this way

Are We Okay?

last night i had a dream of something i had never seen
it was out of this world but it reminded me of me 
something deep inside believes in what i had seen
A part of me knows it's another reality waiting for me

spiritual abilities telepathically being beamed to me

Here we go, here we go as it was always destined to be 

It's becoming clear to me the frequency needed 

to converse with these extraordinary beings

they're just waiting on us to just say hi

recognize other intelligence in the skies

they never left us, cannot say good bye if they tried 

they just want us  to live our life and not abide

by the traps of all the lies 
designed demise
truth under disguise
that's why we gotta open our eyes

but it starts with our hearts 
to shine through all the dark

chorus
its time to remember
where you come from
there's a reason no matter what
you feel young
Let it out
no more doubt
let the inner child out!
screaming at you
HEAR THEM NOW!

Theres a reason some of us go back to drugs
it's because we forgot who we was
way more than what they told us
they just want to keep us locked in a box
x2

Another night alone, I cannot sleep
My guides keep reaching out to me
Keep on hoping that ill think deep
Figure out what's been trapping me

there is just so much going on
they like to keep us disconnected from God
They wired our brains when we were too young
Now they're trying to take my daugther and sons

Who am I , where am I, where do i go?
Why are they the ones to answer all of the unknowns?
It doesn't make any sense, do you know?
What itll take for our souls to grow?

Who am I , where am I, where do i go?
Why are they the ones to answer the unknowns?

but it starts with our hearts 
to shine through all the dark

Chorus:
its time to remember
where you come from
theres a reason no matter what
you feel young
Let it out
no more doubt
let the inner child out!
screaming at you
HEAR THEM NOW!

Theres a reason some of us go back to drugs
it's because we forgot who we was
way more than what they told us
they just want to keep us locked in a box
x2

Remember

(Prod/Mixed/ By Heavensgate) [I forgot to master this track, shit]

Heavensgate -

In my fucking casket smiling back saying bitch I made it
in them fucking stars looking down saying bitch you hate it
Bitch just save it
Gotta face it
Having basic contemplate
Heavensgate
ain't no replacing
I stay sick while you just basic

Bitch I got my wings out 
Find me in the sky now
Bitch I'm gonna burn it down
Talking about the scene now
I'm so fucking senile
First you gotta bleed out
Then you can see how
I came up on the scene now

Razors in my pocket
Mac 11 in my trench coat
Savior in my locket 
Gates of heaven leave em dead cold
Best go to bed hoe 
Not talking bout no rest tho 
The rest go to mess with the depths of their deaths hoe

Unnøticed -

Broken pushing through the pain 
Gain motivation then im frustrated its all the same things same day 
Fake faith 
Fake being brave
Hiding inside at night and dead asleep inside my grave 
Sorry i caved to the death in front of me 
Its better to bleed 
To show them what theyve done to me 
Drowning in my sorrows since i was just a teen life seems impossible hopping over obstacles while sound asleep 
Running from all the greed of life 
Freedom is in debt to me 
I cant dream
My rem sleep is fucking fried from the thousand highs load another 9 then reload another time 
Bullets stuck inside of me 
See my soul fly knocking on a strangers mind to see if its occupied but they've been delete 
So should i be or should i retreat 
Tired of life everyone seems better than me so i hate to try cause ive been denied unnoticed tried dont be surprised if i decide to flee

Warped Scars And Diamond Wounds (Feat. Unnøticed)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 
R.ip. Ms Pacman --- ALSO this is the official sequel to remembrance btw.

Lucidforher -

wasted enslaved and I couldn't erase it 
what I kept a secret girl you called a defect 
created a pavement of problems to save it 
but harbor the reject, my grief as a carcass 

the solitary of a sinful memory would I be different if this wasnt my ending 

I suffocate 
in all ive made 
your blood in the tub 
and a gun to my brain

Heavensgate -

Blood drip down from the moon
Bottle up til I drown in my tomb
Three oh two be the room
Finger twitch once blowing two
Blood drip down from my head
Spaz n twitch out til I'm dead
Not one tear gets wept
Don't wanna see a single flower on my bed

Bleeding pleading sirens screaming
Void of a body, never fucking leaving
Hellish nightmarish things that I'm seeing 
Sentient being am i fucking dreaming 

Say it ain't real
Please say it ain't true 
Why I never feel
No light getting through
Reality reveals 
All the lies you spewed
We had a fucking deal
I gave my life up for youuuuu...

for you....

My Special Someone... (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

I recorded and mixed the second half of this song with a slit wrist, but fuck it we still here.

Lyrics -

I just fucking hate my breath
fucking hate my
I'm a broken person so theres not much left
much left
I know I'd be better off dead
I'd be better off 
Maybe even hell can be a place where I can rest 

So goneee
I been gone for 
soo long 
so long
I'm 
Sooo gone
now you gotta
you gotta go on
go on, get lost 

Empty bottles I think
orange is a pretty color 
And it's nameless like me
So maybe we could use eachother
Throwing my life away on a night stand 
I never had anything, have a nice life man 

Balance barefoot on a needle
Heavens just a jump away
bad things happen, you can't deal 
but to me it's another day

You can't save me I won't heal
empathy is my cocaine
Judging by the way things feel
I will never be okay

Things Just Aren't Working Out, I'm Sorry

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Your tear drops dripping on my black air forces
Put that knife against my wrist my wish is that I force it 
As my blood starts to drip
I wish, i was important
I feel so fucking worthless 
Getting faded off imported 

Drugs,
ease my temptation 
Stay thinking about erasing 
my brains 
inside a basement
Fuck anything that you saying (bitch save it)

Yung lil loaded
My nina, wanna watch me load it
Put my finger on the trigger, I laugh before i blow it (boom)

Codeine dreaming 
these diamonds they got me fiending
Pretty bitches my dms
I'm sorry but I don't need em (nahh)

Drugs are my reason 
For keeping me off the ceiling
Empty heart I got fucked up feelings
To kill myself is my only treatment  (yeah)

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, wait first I'ma run it back

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, let's love when the room is black 

Twilight Ascension

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Babe you know I bled for this shit
Gave red for this shit
Pretty diamonds on your fingers 
Just a product of my slits
Blow a kiss and make a wish
I dream of pretty bitches sitting
In a whip on platinum rims, hit the curb might need an inch 

I don't got a license, I can't drive, no lie, 
You don't really need a ride when you sliding on ice, so fly
Every Night I die, thats my grind don't mind
When my blood start coming down just know my money getting higherrrrrrrr 
Pass my propane lighter
and you know might try ta
turn the mud into diamond


I was never meant for this shit
Just a worthless little jit
You might break your fucking ribs
If you try to rip the shit I spit
Cough up bars that'll make me rich
Puking up beats that'll make you twitch
Never thought I'd be someone like this
Everything's a dream when you're just so sick



Money drugs and gold
We can have it all
I'm a broken soul
Turn my teardrops into songs
Spent my time alone
Its the pain that put me on
Even though you're broke 
You're the only one I want (x4)


Requiem For A Dream

mixes coming every month and all samples are from scratch

1. Swept Under The Rug
2. Stop Trying If You Have To Reach
3. Density
4. Friction 
5. Waking Up At Heavens Gate
6. Contents
7. Nobody There
8. Freeing The Dead
9. Drug Dealer 
10. Transitional Spaces 
11. Consistency
12. Walking Out 
13. Reliving My Past Traumas Like Its A Dream

Unnoticed - In A State Of Constant Loss (Mix)

I’ve been asking god to help me make it 
Pray I don’t go back to ways I'm thinking 

Heart let me start 
Flip a card Now life is hard 
Unnoticed they disregarded
The ones who see me make me up my guard 
Back to art and then restart

Living large in the dark 
Have to park my life 
Disbarred
Can’t kickstart when I lost my spark 
Thought I’d get far 
Failed to be up to par
But it’s hard to shine bright in a world that’s missing stars 

Leave me alone 
Let me grow
I’ve been close 
Before getting disposed 
I suppose I could of done better before getting slowed 
I'm a ghost on the coast 
Only cold when people coming close 
Hoping my soul will reload 
Reaping what I sow 

knock on my cage 
I’m afraid of people Tryna gain 
From me 
It is all the same story 
Gaining glory through the pain

(Im sorry to bother you this late)


I’ve been asking god to help me make it 
Pray I don’t go back to ways I'm thinking 

Heart what am I doing?
I’ve been losing every fucking day 
I just wanna change 
but I can not change if I’m scraping change 
I don’t know if Ima make it through this pain 
Everybody waves for me from the fucking grave
Ugh not again 
I can’t be their slave 
Ha nah I can’t be another motherfucker in his grave 
I just wanna call my friend but it’s not the same all them saying It is years i fucking drained

Ima die from the game 
I don’t know if I’m gonna make it 
Ima fucking die from the game 
I don’t want no fame 

Barely even know who I am anymore 
When this world got me feeling down 
I don’t know if Ima die alone 

(Sorry to bother you)

reap what you sow

if life is important how come i dont feel the same?

(Prod.Unnøticed)

LiønMane -

Politicing 
Got a job 
Than got robbed 
Been working hard 
Not gonna stop 
Im looking up 
That’s right im back
The lens is focused 
And this shit better pop 
What y’all thought 
I’m never on the news 
When I’m coming out the cage 
Been enclosed they might have said i wouldnt make it I’m Producing every single sound I made 
 I’m neglected ohh shit 
 not listening to bangers that I put up on the table you still keep on talking while the music bangin another day Id wish to rather go insane
I’d rather bleed it out 
Instead to music Ive done made 
B That’s fire 
I got robbed 
Broke as shit 
listen to this 
Don’t let me in 
I lost another min 
I just want peace and quite 
So be quiet 
I want choir  
Music high 
When the room is going quiet 
I’ve been working hard

Unnøticed -
Keeping all my body parts inside a safe 
Come and try to take it from me and you'll see your final days 
Been betrayed 
Gave enslaved 
I am never giving up 
Riding off the highs from the things I love 
Upset of what ive become 

Minimize my luck 
With a cut 
Bleeding I'm receiving blood
To keep me breathing
pressure in my head ive been fucked up 
Hiccup needing a pick up 

Fed Regret 
Revenge Is set
Rest When dead
Deadlines are met 
Redeeming the impossible when I invent 
Investing in what I posses 
Who said that I needed a friend 
When friend is ending with end
They leaving me with nothing left 

No one can control me theyll need my key
Plant a seed watch them try to give me water once its seen 
I see all the fakes 
Snakes clipping at my garden please 
Yall will be buried underneath my family tree

reap what you sow

sorry to bother you

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