Special thanks to @theredrxxm for prod 💜

Like Forever

A playlist of all my currently public songs/features/collabs/productions

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You can try to burn me if you can
You wanna know what's in my head?
I can't bury myself again
You can't be the soul that claims the damned 

I've already lost all my trust
How can I rebuild it, my love?
I don't know what I'm doing, I'm fucked
Help me free the dead from my lust 

I lost myself, I wanna find
I just can't be this way
Give me time, I need to know
That I can be the same

I lost myself, I wanna find
I just can't be this way

Darling can I face the flames
Like I'm needing to?
Or will I burn out with the rest?
I fucking hate the truth 

My thoughts just circle in the sand
Am I finished with you yet?
Don't wanna write another song for you
So get out of my head

Get out of my head
Get out of my head

Be Still

They just wanna see me suffer
That's why I put it undercover
I ain't countin' on no numbers
But that'll put 'em in they slumber

You a fake fuck
But bitch I feel the shakin' when they say some'
You thought I'd waste up
But 'ima keep it steady movin, stay run

I ain't quittin' for no motherfuckin' bitches
I ain't makin' hits but fucka' I'm still winnin'
Talkin' down like you some pretty fuckin' visage
Almost put this shit to dirt but I ain't finished

Yeah I keep it humble
But push me shit get muddled
I ain't one for trouble
But I can make it double

They just wanna see me suffer
That's why I put it undercover
I ain't countin' on no numbers
But that'll put 'em in they slumber

They just wanna see me suffer
That's why I put it undercover
I ain't countin' on no numbers
But that'll put 'em in they slumber

I Won't

I sleep with the dead
Conflicting thoughts in my head
Fuck them for takin' my breath
Tearin' my flesh

Look at this pain that they shed
Take a look at my regrets
They're deep in my head
Grippin' my neck

I sleep with the dead
Conflicting thoughts in my head
Fuck them for takin' my breath
Tearin' my flesh

Look at this pain that they shed
Take a look at my regrets
They're deep in my head
Grippin' my neck

Confliction (Interlude)

Screamin' all the sad songs outta my head
Face down, locked up inside of my bed
I can't keep it steady for the thoughts that I kept
Bring me to the surface 'fore I'm lost in my dead

Locked down, locked down
I can't stomach all the fake smiles, I hate you
Locked down, locked down
I can't stomach all the fake smiles, I hate you

The weight of things I've done
Comes crushing down my lungs
I hate who I've become
I'll never feel my love

The light that burns my eyes
Can't tell me wrong from right
I'll fuckin' stay inside
Break down my fuckin' life

Leave me, I don't wanna feel a thing
Untrusting of the words I fuckin' sing
Have I lost it? That familiar fuckin' sting
Pierces constant, I don't wanna let 'em see

Leave me, I don't wanna feel a thing
Untrusting of the words I fuckin' sing
Have I lost it? That familiar fuckin' sting
Pierces constant, I don't wanna let 'em see

The weight of things I've done
Comes crushing down my lungs
I hate who I've become
I'll never feel my love

The light that burns my eyes
Can't tell me wrong from right
I'll fuckin' stay inside
Break down my fuckin' life

I Told Myself I Wouldn't Think About It

I could pray that I'll never feel the same way
Lock the frame so you'll never know I'm okay
I don't give a fuck, but I can't really go a day
Without the thought of fuckin' sheddin' to my old ways

Where my happy at?
I been screamin' out my lungs to find my fuckin' track
All you people couldn't give a fuck but I don't care
Bitch I'm needin' somethin' just to fill the empty air

I can't find someone like me
Buried underneath it's hard to breathe
Maybe no one can fill my needs
But I just need someone to feel my beat

You don't know
What's going on in my skull
And I don't blame you passin' by my walls
No one deserves to fall into that hole

Fill

I wish that I could go back in time
I'd bid you goodbye a thousand times
Hold me I don't wanna lose my mind
But if I try, I fear I'd break my spine

Bring me down to leave
I didn't wanna be okay
When I was fuckin' broken I'd seal the open
Just to feel the pain

Break me to my knees
We were both so bad for me
And when we watched it fallin' you couldn't cope and
It made me lose my peace

You shouldn't wanna be mine anyway
I didn't wanna be yours, I couldn't stay
I don't care if your heart is fallin' away
I did it for myself cause I couldn't handle all that shame

Bring me down to leave
I didn't wanna be okay
When I was fuckin' broken I'd seal the open
Just to feel the pain

Break me to my knees
We were both so bad for me
And when we watched it fallin' you couldn't cope and
It made me lose my peace

Maybe We Never Were

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Long nights seein' nothin' but a reaper
Can you prove it's in my head or is it deeper?
Long nights seein' nothin' but a reaper
Can you prove it's in my head or is it deeper?

Don't really know where I'm goin', can't picture it
Thoughts spinnin' fast, I don't know if I'll breathe again
Scream 'til my throat numb, there ain't no fixin' it
Fightin' and flyin' cut through me, I'm sick of it

Heart poundin' out my motherfuckin' chest
Sayin' stupid shit I know that I'll regret
Losin' grip I gotta pull it up again
I ain't thinkin' anymore, will it end?

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Chest tighten, numb the waist up
Nothin' comin' but I'm face up
Bitch I'm screamin' will they take us?
Blood freezin' like it's dangerous

Hard To Breathe

Prod. @theredrxxm

Bitch you wanna let me set free?
I been screamin' since the first ache
I don't wanna let you get me
I'll never drop to you for anything

You been a bitch since the start date
And there ain't nothin' keepin' me safe
I'll fuckin' watch my back like always
Just keep your distance I won't see face

Fear The Dead

Fear The Dead (prod. Red Rxxm)

Small frame, no hate in my veins, it's tame
I was happy on the way, what's pain?
Just a scraped up face
Shed a tear and I'm crawling on my way

I'll stay to myself never lost my way
Pick me up and keep me close, I pray
Never bitchin' all about this stain
Fuckin' wish that stayed, fuckin' wish that stayed

Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give
Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give

Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give
Let me reminisce 'bout all the happy I lived
I been missin', lord all the things that I'd give

If I Should Forget

My head is spinnin' out this fuckin' cage
I'm hopin', countin' till the days you leave this fuckin' place
I got no tolerance for bullshit, fuck up out my face
You pussy bitch, go eat a dick and sip the pain away

I sit and bitch about this bullshit to a fuckin' mic
I spent the worst years of my life just tryna' sleep at night
You ain't no help, you fuckin' prick, you made up half the fright
I'd put this pipe right to my dome if I ain't have to fight

And how you talkin' like you know shit?
You stupid bitch, you fuckin' lost it, we all knows it
And keep your hands up to yourself
Lay a finger on me bitch, I'll send you straight to hell

And you just talk that tough
Speakin' demon shit like you been through the fuckin' rough
You don't know shit punk
But sittin' in a kitchen gettin' slumped for fuckin' months

My whole life you been sendin' it, got me fucked up
Throwin' threats around like you think you can touch up
Put a hand upon us and I'll send the dust up
I'on give a fuck about issues I'm fuckin' done punk

The way you speak my fuckin' name
Got me runnin' ropes around my neck to motherfuckin' swing
And still you think this shit's okay
Watch me blow my cap and make it back and still you'll fuckin' sing

SCUM

prod. by Red Rxxm <3

I been on my own, she don't know where I go
I been fucked in my dome, yuh, I be bad for the soul
Tryna' find me a life line, I ain't going back to that hole
I ain't tryna' be next in line, get the fuck out my home

You couldn't fix this if you tried
I do not want your hand for life
Bitch I been fucked up all my nights
But now I'm gon' fix my wrongs and rights

How you gon' fuck with my head?
Left all the shadows outside of my house
And maybe I'm spitting lies
But I think we're better off burning it down

Where did I go?
Where did I go? (Yuh)
Where did I go?
Where did I go? (Yuh)

How you gon' fuck with my head and just bounce?
Left all the shadows outside of my house, yuh
And maybe I'm spitting lies out of my mouth
But I think we're better off burning it down, yuh

I think we're better off burning it down
I think we're better off burning it down, yuh
I think we're better off burning it down
I think we're better off burning it down, yuh

save me

save me (prod. Red Rxxm)

@the0000 💜
Cover art by @the0000 💜
Thanks to @dhaelo for help on the mix 💜

COMA:
I'm falling away
Rip at my face, display all the pain
And take it away
So maybe I'll face, the things that I hate

And better the days
It's all that I want, so maybe I'll pray
And lock it away
Inside of my brain, please empty this cage

Empty this cage
Empty this cage, empty this cage, please empty this cage
x2

THEO:
Open
All that remain is unspoken
Communication is broken
Pull the trigger on the shotgun

Blowing my heart into parcel bits
The corpse will forever swim in the abyss
My soul will rest in bliss
Escaping the problem that I haven't fixed

Cuts are too deep
And it hurts so bad
I heard you weep
And it makes me sad
We bleed from the blade of our toxic love
But don’t you worry cause I'll watch you above
x2

Lock & Key

Lock & Key w/ Theo

/𝘥𝘢𝘸𝘯/𝘥𝘢𝘺/𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘬/𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵/

I'll start
With pieces of my heart
I'll spread them wide and far
To spare them from the harm

Set fire to my bones
To save them from the cold
And if I should be gone before they
All could ever know

Let me go
Let me go
I'm on my own
I'm on my own

I don't like what I've become
Carve it in my skin, I'm numb
Rotting air inside my lungs
I shouldn't feel this way so young

I don't like what I've become
Carve it in my skin, I'm numb
Rotting air inside my lungs
I shouldn't feel this way so young

Let me go
Let me go
I'm on my own
I'm on my own

if i make it back

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

prod. @killoceans 💜💜💜

LYRICS:

They tried to bring me the light
But still I get lost in my mind
No matter how hard I try
Hell finds a way back to life

Waking the dead just to hear
I'm lost, don't know what I should fear
But I'll just keep fighting the tears
Darling it's gone on for years

And she's the angel
Singing in my head
I'll watch the stars fall
If she was here warming my bed

Break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head
Oh break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head

My head

i'm still trying

i'm still trying (prod. kill oceans)

My life ain't never paved in fuckin' gold
I guess that leave some room inside my soul to grow
I never meant to hurt you so
But thoughts are gripped like fuckin' choke hold
And never let me out the cold
These are the things you shouldn't ever know
It's the static in these walls that make me jump off from the highest rows
I wish to feel the dirt beneath my toes
But for now I'll stay inside and keep on rottin' in my fuckin' woes
In my fuckin' woes

I ain't never felt this old

I ain't never felt this fuckin' old

Missed dose and now I'm back up in my fuckin' mind
I'm done with talkin', please don't ever hit my fuckin' line
I ain't exactly how I'm supposed to be, I guess it's fine
Every day's the same and that shit make me fuckin' die

I just need some room to breathe
I feel that panic in my fuckin' teeth, I couldn't scream
Pull that weight right over me, constrictin' when I sleep
And if I can't be who I want, I guess I'll fuckin' leave

exhausted

Blood stream through the streets
Nothing left, we're all unclean
Tortured minds just wanna leave
Can't comprehend the things we've seen

All on broken bended knees
Crying out for someone please
Rescue us from what we seek
Take it all from us we plead

Everything comes at a cost
Killing ourselves for the lust
Broken and fiending for blood
Until we rot into dust

Everything comes at a cost
Killing ourselves for the lust
Broken and fiending for blood
Until we rot into dust
Fuck

Dissonance

Watching the rain wash up 'round my throat
Trying to breathe choked up on my thoughts
Please don't follow me through my haunt
Watch from a distance crushing my heart

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll Never Be

Dead Spent
All of my lies they will reject
Burn off my face with my regret
Choke on the knot that fills my neck
They won't be the one to taste my flesh

They won't be the ones to fill my head
They won't be the ones to speak again
Lips tied the moment it begins
I'll never bend

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

just a passing thought

featuring:
@theredrxxm
@dhaelo
@imsoscaredcoma6
@the0000

FEVER FREESTYLE [prod. RED RXXM]

HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN 💜
Was gonna upload this the 31st but had setbacks

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

Good luck cleaning out your closet, there's too many bones
Underneath all of that skin you're just a mindless drone
And when it comes and rips away your fucking coward soul
You have so many questions but the answers never fucking show
Feast
Feast
Feast

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

FEAST

It's the worst love, hanging by a note
Fading all the words out, memories they choke
Blood stained pictures frozen like your bones
Carving out the imprint, bleeding out in snow

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Hang it up, pass it down
Do everything you can to turn it back around
Bleed it dry and leave it in the background
Leave it in the background

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

overgrowth

Hang from my throat
No one to hold
I will not listen to shit that I'm (told)

Hitting my lows
You'll never know
The pain in my chest
And inside of my skull

I'm gonna blow
Won't let it show
There's evil inside
And I can't let it go

Fucked in the dome
Fuck is my home?
I'm dying inside
But you will never know

I'm never safe
Fuck it I'll cave 
Scared everyday
I'll be fucking betrayed

Everyone leaves
Brimming with hate
Fuck it it's time that I fucking erase

All of my pain
All of my shame
Stomp in my skull and that's all it will take

I can't escape
Fuck with my brain
Footsteps outside of my door in the rain


Fuck with my head
Paranoia till' I'm dead

Fuck with my head
People hide under my bed

Fuck with my head
Everybody wants me dead

Fuck with my head
All I see is fucking red x4

Winter

Fear

Fear (prod. Saint Hollow)

I'll never speak again
I'll never see the end
I hate the way I am
I've watched while my demons danced

There's no one to hold my hand
And no one to warm my bed
There's no one to cure my head
And I'll drown inside my dread

Please
Get a hold of me
I'm not what you think
I'm lost out at sea

Stuck for weeks
Inside of my dreams
But maybe they're nightmares
I don't know what to think

So carry on with me
And maybe I'll see
That I can be more
Than what I believe 

I'll walk like the thief
Silent and discreet
While nobody notices
The things that I bleed

Tired Of This

Thank you all SO MUCH for all the support recently 💜💜💜💜

Feel us slowly breaking away
Never told me the problems you face
Won't you hold me, I'm falling away
Never thought that I wanted to stay

Your face is buried inside of my brain
Want to let go, but can't stand the pain
Break my bones with every word that you say
I never thought that I wanted to stay

I wanted to stay
I wanted to stay
I wanted to stay

I fucked up, ran out of luck
Now I'm stuck sulking and such
In a rut, no patience and trust
I'm fucked up, won't you come feed my lust?

Mirrors cut with words that been lost
Feels so fucked with all that smoke in my blood
Strip my guts of all that's been touched
You fucked me up, but won't you come feed my lust?

Come feed my lust
Come feed my lust

Feed

This is a very difficult song for me to release, so I really hope you guys enjoy it 💜💜💜💜

YOU'RE FUCKING YOUR HEALTH

You 'finna fuck around, get dusted out
Lay a finger on me put you down
I've had enough, I scream so loud
I'll fuckin' drown

You a fuckin' clown
Booze up in you're gut, you're layin' down
Wake up and fuckin' repeat the sound
Don't even know what you speakin' 'bout

Now you passin' out
Now you passin' down
All of the problems you have with yourself
Blamin' the people around, beat 'em down

But later you'll find you're just fuckin' your health
You're fuckin' your health
You're fuckin' your health
You're fuckin' your health

You're fuckin' your health
You're fuckin' your health

You're fuckin' your health
You're fuckin' your health
You're sick of yourself

You're fuckin' your health
You're sick of yourself
Don't give a fuck about anyone else
Why are you lyin' and sayin' you're well, sayin' your well? Fuckin' your health

You're fuckin' your health
You're fuckin' your health

You're fuckin' your health
You're sick of yourself

You're sick of yourself

HEALTH

Original song by @phantom_roses
💜💜💜

phantom roses - my only option (COMA6 Remix)

Produced by @fukcortez & @killsage 💜

Screaming all the pain from out my fucking lungs
I've been locked inside this brain for way too long
Help me find the light before I'm fucking gone
I just need a push to face all of my wrongs

Please don't let me fade off from myself
Put me right back on the path to find my health
Break the lock around this cage and let me out
As long as I control my thoughts then fuck a wealth

You don't know fucking thing about me
Only hear but never see a fucking thing
Too afraid to show my face so 'imma spring
Off the top don't watch me fall into the deep

Don't watch me fall into the deep
Don't watch me fall into the deep

So hold me closer
Until its over
I'll find recover
I'll find recover

So keep me sober
Until its over
I'll find recover
I'll find recover

I Won't Be Alright Without You

I Won't Be Alright Without You (prod. CORTEZ & KILL$AGE)

You burn me alive
Feeding my high
Could fuck through the night
I'm glad you were mine

Don't know what to say
Been locked in this cage
Since I ran away
You'll bury my name

Wish I could stop the fall, yuh yuh
I'll pick up the moment you call, yuh yuh
I'll pick up the pieces you drop
I'll be your escape when you crawl

I'm breaking down
Just let me drown
In empty sound
I've lost you now

I must deserve
This pain I've earned
You know it hurts
You know it hurts

Burn

original song by @iamnovoamor
https://soundcloud.com/iamnovoamor/state-lines?in=iamnovoamor/sets/birthplace-1

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