mentally unstable but she knows I get my bands up!!

prod @pixelhood
mixed by me and @feeluvsyou
mastered by @neioxo

[prologe]
fee:
y do u ignore me?
am i really that annoying :/
kiss me thru ur phone screen
but still no text in the morning :(

hoshie:

everything comes and goes
but i think that i wanna stay 
everything comes and goes
but i think i wanna stay 
everything comes and goessss
but i think i wanna stayyyy

everything comes and goes
but i think i wanna stay 
i know that you hate me
i can see it in your face
when you say you’re leaving 
you’re only going my way 
and i know you need me
just to stay sane

just to stay sane baby you can’t hide it
do you love it or baby do you like it 
say you hate me 
but you know i’m the nicest 
gotta crown on me
i’m your highness 

baby you’re the nicest
baby know you like it
treat me like a highness
break me with a ice pick

i just slit my mf throat on live
stay up everynight all i do is cry 
i hate it when i’m not high
without you i think i would die 
and i don’t know why i try
and i hate it cuz i cant stand the lies 
got tears running front my eyes 
fuck you killyourself and die

fee:
baby imma kill myself 2nite
overdose on morphine and bars feel so nice
push me to the edge i wont cry
push me to the edge ill see if i can fly
y do u ignore me?
am i really that annoying :/
kiss me thru ur phone screen
but still no text in the morning :(
x2

clumsy +stress +k1dzheart (pröz)

[chorus]
you make me feel so terrible
these words they speak r unbearable 
u make me sick like i need a vaccine
i don’t want love i need dopamine
u know that i’m stupid and ugly
tell me lies i know that you don’t love me
catch a buzz cuz i hate being sober
i still cry when you tell me it’s over

[verse]
i just don’t get it baby
i hate life, can u plz sedate me
broken heart , i don’t need it
overdose , i don’t even feel it
bad posture, and i got yellow teeth
i’m terrible , so sick i need a remedy
it’s unfair i hate this
you don’t care, i can’t take it

[verse 2]
it’s like i’m falling lately
everytime i try i just hear you hating
you’re dishonest and i hate that
you ran away with my heart, i can’t get it back

i need dopamine (asurah x shatter3d)

i cant stand it when ur sat lying like a manic 
i cant stand it swear all you do is live in panic
i cant stand it i-i-i cant stand it 
when ur sat lying like a manic 
i cant stand it 
when ur sat lying like a manic i cant stand it
swear all you do is live in panic i cant stand it
i cant stand it i-i-i stand it-stand it
i cant stand it i-i-i stand it-stand it

i - i - i wanna dance all night long
why - why - why wont you hit my phone
cry - cry - cry yeah im crying all night long
die - die - die - die - d-d - die - die d-d-d-d- die - die -i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i 
cry - cry - cry yeah im crying all night long
why - why - why wont you hit my phone
i - i - i wanna dance all night long
i - i - i wanna dance all night long
bye - bye - bye no, i dont really care no more 
always in the club put a molly in my cup
i dont really care no more
i dont fucking care no more
baby im alone
shut the fuck up dont hit my phone

i cant stand it when ur sat lying like a manic 
i cant stand it swear all you do is live in panic
i cant stand it i-i-i cant stand it 
when ur sat lying like a manic 
i cant stand it 
when ur sat lying like a manic i cant stand it
swear all you do is live in panic i cant stand it
i cant stand it i-i-i stand it-stand it
i cant stand it i-i-i stand it-stand it

CANT STAND IT FEATURING HXIKAI

drinking monster after my smoke sesh ^_^
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lung punch (prod. number48)

mixing @1stress (killpariah + stress part), @xxsyris, @8trxck, @w6lker, @hoshiestar 
featuring ;; @hoshiestar ,, @killpariah7,, @xxsyris, @8trxck, @w6lker
icon credit ;; fr4gm3n7c0r3 tumblr
produced by irlshitbih

verse order;;
@1stress
caught me snorting up the blood i was in the party
yea ik u wanna lick bby pls dont touch me
baby wht u gna do if u caught me lyin 0-0
bby wht u gna do i js caught u cryin ;-;

@killpariah7
i keep a blade in my pocket i wanna off it
i been mixin all these drugs idc if its toxic
baby im on the dance floor
and u keep touchin my body ur such a lil whr
2 crack bags we could snort up some ??? in the bathroom
i hope i ovrdos and die die i hope i ovrdos and die
and after u can go and cry ;(

@8trxck
wht u gonna do with a bullet to the club 
wht u gonna do bby we can have some fun 
pourin up a ? bby ur the 1 i want 
y r u so naughty bby u dont have to taunt 
feelin wasted at the function 
i jus cant get enuf now i feel nothin 
pls dnt touch me @ the Dancefloor 
naughty little Slutty WHORE! 

@xxsyris 
molly molly molly 
yh i luv it when she call me 
u say u off a bean in the back 
u just look so sloppy 
im always [?] i cant take a break
(idk this part) 
bbygirl dont call my phone we're so busy 
haters on my dick but they're the ones that looking silly 
call me trash but ur girl she loves to listen to me all day 

@w6lker
and we getting fucked up 
in the club getting drunk 
i popped a xanny now i’m crunk 
baby wht u gnna do?? 
take hrt when i’m w uuu 
take hrt inside of the fucking club 
ur hoe luvs my music she told me that she wants 2 fuck 
blade in my pocket 
need it 4 the moshpit
lmfao 
sorry 4 party rocking
snorting blood 
fuck me up 
ik ur a stupid slut 
n i need the drugs fuck the love 
ur boyfriend he is out of luck 
off the molly do my dance 
bitches know i’m getting crunk 
omg lol feel like zeija puke my guts 
feel like dying feel like dying everytime we fucking touch 
omg 1stress cut her wrists n make her bleedup
divorce ur body from ur head ima make u sign a prenup 

@hoshiestar
bby wht the fk u gonna do
wht the fk u gonna do
bby wht u gonna do do do
ohhh
yea u see me in the party and im off th drugz
idrc bby i dont rly give a fk
(idk what he said after that)

~made with love, stress
enjoy<3

wht u gonna do :3 *ULTRA DELUXE* w/ killpariah, hoshie star, 8trxck, syris & w6lker

mastered by @neioxo
-
Kaneda
Fright night baby it’s your time to die 

Xans and oxys I think my livers fried 

Sanrio girl she got hello Kitty knives 

Stab thru your flesh your not going to survive 

I know you’re not my girl but I think you should slit your wrist 

Manic episodes all she does is throw fits

1.0 gpa she’s such a stupid bitch 

She flashes her cuts on ig showing her wrist slit 

Halloween party Michel Myers mask

Popped some random pills boutta have a heart attack

My girl overdosing she looks so dumb 

If she recovers she gonna have to run 

She’s running from me like it’s dead by daylight 

We’re in the forest in the dead of night 

She’ll never see tomorrow she’ll never see sunlight 

She turned around and screamed I stabbed her with my knife 
-
m1v
-
the way u look at me
chills down my spine
i hate u more than me
i aint not doing fine
i drink ur blood every day
every night
i wish u hated me
so i could be alright

i wish i could be dead like the reaper
take ur souls one by one
i dont need hers
yeah my hope is destroyed
my heart tears yah
i dont know if im alive dont know the year yah

i been sitting in the back
smoking many cigarettes
thinking what this couldve been
have i never gotten back
yeah i rarely ever smile
yeah my mind is so fucked
yeah i wish i was the person that ill never be

FRIGHT NIGHT + m1v

always on my mind (prod. proz)

prod. genshi 
ft. poorshame
mix / master 1stress , poorshame

yh my bby anorexc she make me wna go shoot n die
ur grl steady streamn bt u kno she lie lik every tim 
y u gotta lie x2 
kno tht im so sry bby y cant i apologize 
everyday i wake up its the same i js wna die 
bleach my name in2 ur skin js so i cn feel alrigh 
yh i feel alrigh x2

not alright +poorshame (genshi)

art by lucefuh on insta
lyrix:
luvwillow-
drugs on me like im a god damn pharmacy
feel so lonely no one hit my phone up got no family
rope around my neck but it is freezing
i won't tell noone that i'm leaving
jealousy consumes me i watch it like a movie
wristcheck on my wrist tears appear from nothingness
i keep messing up but i'm used to it
tell me you don't love me yeah i knew it

poorshame-
fuck taking my meds im better off dead
i had white sheets but my wrist dyed them red
said im like an angel fallen one instead
but my actions [?]
lying up in agony but i think i deserve it
is this how its gonna be when the whole world ends
feeling isolated cut off from my best friends
i need someone to comfort me im getting so desperate
[?], i dont wanna die tonight
everyone said not to but i think the time is right
said to talk to someone now i know they're all right
it's too late to save me now passing on into the light

how terribly human ft. poorshame [prod. snoww]

sometims i doubt if i can do this hsit enymor elol

in the middle nd my times up
yea my times up, getting closer nd can feel it 
i im movin on, i- i would can my conscious, 
id have fun when i didnt know, but the doctors say their important
so i gotta let him grow

i dont wanna fall in my own lie
but its to late ima fuck my life
can i turn back can i press rewind
please begging please lemme press rewind

things r getting harder everyday
when i come back dont forget my name
its the only thing that ill let u know
so i hope that u hope that u keep it close

sad for no reason nothing makes happy now and then
my strings r pulling so thin nd my expressions r keeping this within
feeling like im in the backseat, distraught over thoughts of my life being happy
but i can never tell u this, yea i can never tell you this

my thoughts always felt invalid, no one ever gave a shit
of what i think so i grew up hiding all my things nd my feelings of what i wanna be
its so fucked up i feel it right now. in a time in a place with so much doubt
stacked these bottls nd then i built a mansion but i locked myself out

i dont wanna fall in my own lie
but its to late ima fuck my life
can i turn back can i press rewind
please begging please lemme press rewind

things r getting harder everyday
when i come back dont forget my name
its the only thing that ill let u know
so i hope that u hope that u keep it close

clumsy +stress +k1dzheart (pröz)

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