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Thoughts Of A Pr1nce (Prod. Ty David)

01/09/2021

ze66y x lameboysharp - wya? (prod. Wendelstyzer x CRXMSON) *stream on all platforms*

Spotify

escapism.

I could not think of a title

Lyrics will be here: 

In a bit ok

ONIGVEN [XEKURO, SMILEGOTH, MUTRICK, SO WERE STRANDED, LIFEELBEATS]

Help mixed by Smoke Bomb <3

(Part 1)

Take me off of this planet I’ve had it, I move so sporadic, an addict, addicted to panic, I feel like I’m manic, make me go satanic

Yuh deep in my soul, I will not stay here I’m breaking the mould

You can’t fuckin stop me I’m an air strike, fist fight, I’m that mother fucker with the big knife, cut ties, I hate you fuckin faggots who just talk lies, I’ll die, in my own time you can see me then I’ll wave bye

Hoe what’s your deal?
Fuck how you feel
I ain’t no faker yuh I keep it real
Fuck mass appeal
Your ass gon squeal
If you a piggy I call that a meal
Yuh

Left right left right, I die we die, see that pussy in my eyesight
shoot him down make him go bye bye, Turn that pussy into tie dye

(Part 2)

I wish I knew what to do with all this pain in my chest, sometimes I wake up wish that life can just give me a rest, I’m not in school but when I was I’d be treated a pest, school shooter fuckin faggot I’ve heard em all them and the rest

Intrusive thoughts be so deep they fuckin swallow me whole, I need this music so this pain cannot swallow my soul, internal struggles can really get to you taking it’s toll, please talk to someone don’t fuckin mask it by smoking a bowl

If there’s one thing I know it’s that I need to survive, this is keeping me alive, my heart keeps beating deep inside, way inside this chest of mine

I need you
And when I say it yeah I mean it
Don’t believe I’ll repeat it
Til succeeded
I’ll repeat it
I need you 
Need you (X5)

I had those people sayin that I ain’t gonna be shit, because my music fit no genre I should just quit, but I ain’t ever about a trend so eat a fat dick, I’m makin sounds for all the kids who wanna mosh quick

There ain’t no single person you can  go and compare me to, I’m straight fuckin vermin don’t belong up in no petting zoo, I’m the fuckin rat giving your rappers the stomach flu, tryin to relate to kids with all your jewelry your showin through

Shit is fuckin retarded you’re not really a artist, just another carbon copy who ain’t even the smartest, go bungee jump with no harness, the industry is too heartless, Yeah what happened to all the music that could fix the cold hearted?

Instead we fixate on wealth, and give no shits about health, and then be wonderin why there’s kids who don’t wanna be themselves, y’all should just be yourself, startin there will help, and don’t trust these fuckin rappers you could find on the shelf

I’ve been here for so long, got so much that goes wrong 

I move on

BIRTHDAY BOY (Prod. DIKLORDEFENIL)

lyrics:



it used to feel good 
but now i feel shook 
i cook up my symptoms 
till pride arrives 
i wish that you could 
make me feel anything other than spite  
if i tried to find 

baby i feel it beside  
i divide my time 
high and dry while i reside by design, i hide  
diamonds in dirt, i preserve lies like private eyes
verse full of worth, i research lines till i can find
girth & ill serve you this earth, wind & fire 
in forms of desire fine  
time & time, perched in the island sky  
urged to get by decline  
my purpose burns through like dynamite 

never give up, i give in to several hiccups
still slipping, unsteady with an indifference 
i’m heavy, lift up my limits 
that’s metal, bitch i’m committed 
to kick it, spit it, i’m gifted 
good riddance
witty & wisdom convince them i’m never quitting 

i’m up every night 
level up with device  
the sight of amphetamines crushes all my lust 
i ignite
several things 
better things await me
i can’t trust any dyke 
remedies readily available 
i rush to invite 
bloody raps, i recite scriptures 
and clash with the light till i collapse 
in this bright picture 
i’ve had to incite triggers 
that gather new heights 
barely brash, i’m polite 
but if i have to provide switches 
i’ll gladly entice  

where did she go? 
now she’s gone, she’s not coming back 
i’ve been alone for the longest 
i’m humming that 
slumping back into abyss 
wish i could say that i miss you 
that’s wishful as shit 

it used to feel good 
but now i feel shook 
i cook up my symptoms 
till pride arrives 
i wish that you could 
make me feel anything other than spite 
if i tried to find 

where did she go? 
now she’s gone, she’s not coming back (and she’s gone)
i’ve been alone for the longest 
i’m humming that (and she’s gone)
slumping back into abyss 
wish i could say that i miss you (and she’s gone)
that’s wishful as shit 
(and she’s gone)
(and she’s gone, and she’s gone)

WHØRES DONT GET A SECOND CHANCE

fukkit, trap, remix, reverb, slowed, fukkit icon, icon, slowed+reverb

Fukkit - Icon [slowed + reverb]

prod. @prodskami

LYRICS:

No way, I won’t ever fucking listen,
Didn’t obey what you want, I’m busy living,
So go away, you ain’t taking my position,
Fucking no way, I said no way, FUCK

Let it go, if you love it set it free,
I got that something that you want,
But there’s nobody touching me,
I be the one who’s heating up,
To a new degree of heat,
You see me walking on the Sun,
While you’re stuck on Mercury, FUCK,
Said do my best, in my zone better show respect,
Ain’t no taming the pace of my brain,
In a lane of my own, that’s a promise kept,
I bet you could not prove me wrong,
You just gotta face the facts,
If you fuck with me you’ll see,
That there’s no way you’re coming back,
Lacking all the shit I have,
What you need is what I am,
Gotta have integrity, it seems you still don’t understand,
The man who always came in first,
Isn’t ever gonna last,
In this world that’s always changing,
They’re remaining in the past, ‘cause...

No way, I won’t ever fucking listen,
Didn’t obey what you want, I’m busy living,
So go away, you ain’t taking my position,
Fucking no way, I said no way, FUCK

NO WAY (PROD. SKAMI)

@prod-mangetsu


LYRICS:

You can’t smoke me out.

I’m out ma’ mind,
but I need no medication,
but a nine, outta line,
just to make a statement,
rather die than comply 
to an imitation
of a lie from a guy, 
an American psychopath 

I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
I can’t recognize my reflection 
end of the line.

American psychopath!
American psychopath!

When I find you, I’ll kill you
Hidden mindset, baby yeah you never knew,
Doomsday crew, gon’ get you
Brand new worldwide, spreading like the flu,
I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
It won’t be long, till our world comes crashing down

Till our world comes crashing down

You can’t smoke me out.
You can’t smoke me out.

I’m out ma’ mind,
but I need no medication,
but a nine, outta line,
just to make a statement,
rather die than comply 
to an imitation
of a lie from a guy, 
an American psychopath 

I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
I can’t recognize my reflection 
end of the line.

American psychopath!
American psychopath!

When I find you, I’ll kill you
Hidden mindset, baby yeah you never knew,
Doomsday crew, gon’ get you
Brand new worldwide, spreading like the flu,
I am your threat, I am your cutthroat 
death’s my design 
It won’t be long, till our world comes crashing down

You can’t smoke me out.
Gas mask on when I’m walking through LA hoe!
You can’t smoke me out.
Gas mask on when I’m walking through LA hoe!

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