@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

~like a lost dog~
@adrienciel + @yconi

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/track/2KTJNjyI9xwGBfaM8R0tA1?si=0e1768e24b484ccf

i promise a self prod song is coming soooon i miss itt 😭 (lov this beat sm though srsly)

♡♡
u say that i get on ur nerves
walked out, u forgot ur purse
no my hearts shut, you'll just make things worse

u thought i could be rose-coloured?
turns out u don't know abt me
fucked up, u gonna miss your shirt?

i'll follow like a lost dog looking for a home
i know there's no clear finish line but i won't give up my hope
atp i don't think i can live like this
but idkk

like that (x5) day
the words u said were so fake (x5) 
but i turn my head the other way(x5)

but u don't seem to care
hands in my hair 
(these 2 bars are from one of my older older (like probably almost 2 years old) songs but i literally just can't remember which.. PLEASE HELP MEE)

you said that you have changed
i guess
i'll believe u

i know that i'm naive
but i 
wanna see u

i know there's not much to talk abt
nowadays
,,stay w/ meee

there's only so much more in me
yeah you're under the impression i don't see
all those lies
pass by ur teeth

but i'll stay
until ur tired of me

.. well at least that i got ur shirt
so i have something to remember you by
you never once asked "how hurt?"
but u deteriorate my mind

i've not really interested in running away
but for the first time,
..but for the first time..

..its got its appeals about it
i think u can relate to that too 
we could go be so lost together
i think i would like that new

life 
w/ u

..oh.. ok

i'm sry for dreaming..
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

like a lost dog (adrienciel + yconi)

do this (takuori)

Produced By @cruseyyyy @2rel @milk-828805727
the truth will always reveal itself ; someway / somehow
xX
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Lyrics;
thats ur loss, ur a lame
i dont even try bc ill never change u
ofc i changed, how could i not
u still been the same uu
yeaaa, why would i stay?😂
u turned ur back on the one that made u
youre lucky i changed, i coulda brought up all the times that i saved u
bit the hand that feeds u girl, idk whats wrong but u lost ur mind
back then i said i need u girl, i dont need u now, im just minding mine
yea ill see u soon, better take ur shit
im not on ur side
yea, if i had to stay one more day, id commit suicide
yea, it made me sad for a second cs u coulda glowed 2, yk that
im tryna go up with those i love and only the ones that show (it) back
it was just me and sean, in 2018 grinding KoVaaks
yea you werent there for the inner circle, how could i call u a throwback?😂
u know i hate getting like this but i gotta get real for a second
i gotta stop wasting time, theres a difference between first and second
feels like recently, its only 2 that rlly get it
thats luke & Me, i dont think this time that ill regret it

i told luke to catch the lob & then we laugh about it
thats just some shit you wouldnt get, you wouldnt understand it
im breaking ties, im breaking people like im breaking habits
wish i could show u how to do it like im working magic

First&Second 🎖️ (crusey, rel, milk) #19

@hollons @cld @rewind214 @afterstoryx

i have so much im so excited to share

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@hollons

been like this my whole life
ask me how im doin im gon say im alright
im like what u wna do? she wna hit the mall right
got me brand new prada shoes
prada cups in all white
alright
she wna go like all night
racks all on me she wna live the good life
30 w a beam U wna talk its on sight
ya im wit the team gettin high we take flight
blood up on the seats bitch im inna beamerrrr
racks all on me u can see the jeans stuffed
ya we poppin beans put it inna lean cup
ur bitch all on me ion wna link up

@lifegiverr

scratch on my body girl tatt me XO
we dont have to fight cuz i know how things goo

blood on my arms dont know how we stand yuhhh
dont know who i am hope u understand yuhh
we can take a trip kickin white sand uppp
take a take a pic hope you show your fans uppp

dont know who to trust but
i know that youve got me
when i start to freak out
will u come and stop me

dont know how to act when 
i see that you call me
you bring me to pieces
i speak like a zombie

and when i go up wanna bring you
you know its all love hope you see through
your skin is so rough wanna heal you
cant cant nobody tell us what we been through

mess (og)

take the blame again, but haven’t settled
another game of u playin w my mental
i wld prolly die, if i went ahead n kept ya
threw me to the side, how could u treat me like a rental?

how’d i even get this far?
takin shots to my heart, it was doomed from the start
u haven’t changed at all
u want to watch me fall apart
i explained it all
u say u listen but u never did

i can c the sunrise, haven’t ate, haven’t slept
thought u were the one, ye i truly thought ur heaven sent 
hurt me to the core n i hate u for the things u did
feel my stomach turnin, throwin up, i’m so sick
i wish,, ye i wish i never met u
so quick, moving on, don’t think he can help u
i, i kno i could do better
i’m js tryna figure y it’s hard to forget ya

i feel so sick
u moved on quick
won’t let u win
look what u did

take the blame again, but haven’t settled
another game of u playin w my mental
i wld prolly die, if i went ahead n kept ya
threw me to the side, how could u treat me like a rental?

how’d i even get this far?
takin shots to my heart, it was doomed from the start
u haven’t changed at all
u want to watch me fall apart
i explained it all
u say u listen but u never did

rental (trauma)

birthday drop 

@dinosaurslover

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold u real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

ur not a bad person, ur as lost as I am 
I feel like I burden every one of my close friends 
it's really concerning, how long I've been closed in 
the world kept turning, time kept going 
and I swear I'll grow out of it, won't be scared of this life I live 
gotta take care cuz it's all I get, only I have my back when I go slip

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold you real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

ur not evil (dinosaur)

prod ; @bound2return + @cruseyyyy + @tgwog
the dudes;
@7akkiro
@1crusafix
sorry deepinparis

not the same ft. the bros

@lithiumdealer @1proddigital @prodxami

im with hope yk i fight back
money counter 5 racks
back 2 back thats my bad
im with @hopeteam know my team on go!
you count racks up nd they way too low
i tell bro i put it on my soul
man i wish i never did it all

nd they tell me you cant fight back
know im sorry but it's my bad
i know i just crossd the line there
who i talk to? i dont want her
i think that i heard it somewhere



you count racks up nd they way too low
i tell bro i put it on my soul
man i wish i never did it all

nd they tell me you cant fight back
know im sorry but it's my bad
i know i just crossd the line there
who i talk to? i dont want her
i think that i heard it somewhere

im with hope yk i fight back
money counter 5 racks
back 2 back thats my bad

it wasn't up to me without you
it's an endless cycle
balance on a tightrope
im too stuck inside this cycle
man i wish i never did it all
and they tell me you cant fight back
know im sorry but it's my bad
i know i just crossed a line there
who i talk to? i dont want her

..i think that i heard it somewhere

somewhere (Ld + digital + xami)

Produced By @toemuro & @naggens
Featuring @cld
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dallas xo

lyrics;
@uxiexo
wake up, brush my teeth & i get str8 up on the mic
u do what u can, do what i want, i do it right
iv been way too nice yea, iv been too polite yeaa
whip look like a hovercraft, ts got AWD

@cld
gas, it got my eyes low
i can't keep no side hoe
you not on the roster, cant keep faking on our side oh
im tryna take my time at my own pace
u stay in ur own lane
i could tell u 2 faced yeaa

@uxiexo
i could tell u fake uh, i could tell u lyinn
look me in my eyes, u cant even tell that im trying
u b tryna sound like me, well i can give u guidance 
i listened to ur song, i would rather b dying
i just heard ur snippet, had to turn that off
ik that u tryin, i wont do u wronngg
left ur day 1s in the dust, like who u gon call?
dont be calling me, i cant pick u uppp

@cld
dont wanna be the one 2 embarrass you
why u playing both sides? cant have ur cake and eat it toooo
i heard ur name and  it was old newsss
girl dc what u going thruuu, only care what u gna do
im up up on the clouds, wut u worried abtt?
u can take my soul girl, u can take it outtt
u cant understand the words comin out my mouthh
stats been goin up, while ur shit goin south

do this (takuori)

trauma (ig: @imytrauma)

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