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life changes he’s not coming back again
im not him, so why should I have to pretend
im not losing, im just falling down
im doing fine, im ye, im gone

it’s in stages times just a blur
im living in the background unheard
is this what it’s like to withdraw
You’re outside my house, crash through the door

It’s outstanding, reprimanding but you say it’s all the same 
when you play this game it’s up to you 
sitting on the rock in the south beach back then
look me in the eyes, say it’s not working

let’s end it, not mend it, 
toxic behavior takes hand and you just leave
smile at me and say your alright, 
don’t worry im doing just fine

drowning in alcohol, listen here take the toll
im just here growing old, fires low, running cold
burning at both ends losing sleep
I opened up, you just make me weak

no sleep, no end
ups and downs, lose friends
you say that you have changed
I say that we’re stuck on repeat

yeah yeah ulcers building in my fucking mouth from the stress of this
I don’t really understand so I just want to fucking quit
spitting out blood on the daily you made 
into something I just can’t forgive

is it selfish to blame you for being suicidal?
I know its fucking pathetic but it’s hard to swallow
the fact that you fucking gaslighted me 
until I didn’t understand who I was

most days I didn’t wanna wake up and sometimes I still don’t
I was living on a pile of drugs I wake up and I choke
on a mouthful of my fucking own vomit 
it took me here to realize that you fucking weren’t worth this

yeah so fuck you and fuck your fake friends
always talk behind our fucking backs
and you started to pretend that everything was fucking fine
but it wasn’t so I took my chances and I fucking left

OUTSTANDING

Butterfly

Check Out Shiki XO:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0QDCjKEJLERqsoqUZmyjd2
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/shiki-xo/1449356572
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS9B4Tdq6KJiGUVb7q8xBXA
Twitter: https://twitter.com/REALSHIKIXO
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shikixo/
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/shikixo

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/luka-faletar
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.soulburn4403
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/lukafaletar

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYmF1en0xXivFIKv
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: https://twitter.com/devilboyxo

Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Yeah
Tell me something that's actually gonna fucking surprise me
I've been running donuts in my brain I think I might be
Crazy, a little is making me who I am but maybe
Too much is seeping into my plans
Frying all the neurons in my brain like lightning
I'm still tryna understand what the fuck I have
Save me, I took a leap of faith into quicksand
Sunk into the pit and so I never looked back

(Shiki XO)
You give just enough that I don't leave
I'm up all night staring at my screen
I take two pills to fall asleep
But I'll be fine in the morning
I leave your house at six AM
And I don't need another friend
But it's your voice inside my head
That's telling me this horror story

(Robstar & Shiki XO)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Shredding ft. Shiki XO

Shredding Ft. Shiki XO [Prod. Soulburn x Dreamr]

Yes this is die young on a different beat and yes it is better. 
prod. dercept
ON ALL PLATFORMS
lyrics

(They said that we're  falling apart)
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna cry but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna die but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you want, tell me if it's real bitch
I don't wanna lose you but I don't wanna feel shit
Pop another stick, smoke another box with it
Rev can't die look alive when I rock with it yeah, yeah, yeah

And they said that we're falling apart
I think I lost my fucking mind I knew it right from the start
I wish that I could just go back and start all again
You were the only thing I needed but your gone in the end

Bitch I hit a line cuz I'm never okay (never okay)
You been stuck up on my mind make it go away (go away)
I don't ever wanna die young, imma die young (go away)
Never wanna die young, imma die young x2

i wish that i could just go back and start all again
you were the only thing I needed but you're gone in the end

bitch i hit a line cuz im gone in the end  never oh- die young die young
i wish that i could go away i dont ever wanna die young die young
i think i lost my fucking mind I dont ever wanna die young die young 
i wish that i could go away i dont ever wanna die young die young imma die young

falling apart (die young VIP). prod. dercept

falling apart (die young VIP) prod. dercept x HeyRick

the second single to release off my album

Lyrics

I'm more than what they thought of me
I'm a loser wish we just could get along
I'm Less than dirt but worth the stars hun
Pressed to nerves the tech could burst I search for calm though
You said me dying could reserve your pain
You stay away from me ah well
If I recall correct you been to blame
Engraved my name then you forever on the edge
Well catch me dripping now I'm sliding thru the streets bitch
Rip the top up off the whip so everybody sees this
Middle finger out to all you motha fucking piece of shits
Who doubted on me tell my whole entire school to eat a dick
Blow me bitch rolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Okay my ex bitch
Got me off the shits and make me wonder where my meds went
Swallow up my kids and then I dip I need that head again
I'm new to this lately got me rude as shit
Don't mess with him I'm coolin' bitch
Don't fake it why you doing this
I"m searching for it but I'ma that I'ma never find
In my soul in a shawty in the world I leave behind
Something pure enough the fall is such a long way down
See them laughing as I plummet ain't no love to be found
Fuck yal and eat a dick blow me bitchRolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

Fly away sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
Really wanna

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Together Forever

Angel Feather

DL

https://www.linktr.ee/chrisrain

Prod. May
Mix & Master: Ben Schlaf

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prod. born hero
🖤Sinna🖤
@sinnagacci
☠️https://www.instagram.com/ihatesinna/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
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