Most my friends died before we hit 30. Dope can ruin the strongest. Sorry for your losses, glad you're here to share. Great album.

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LYRICS:

You wanna come and tell me that you’re different, no
You couldn't understand your delusional,
I take a knife straight to the gut again
I wish I could just be normal, man

You wanna come and tell me that you get me, no
Your vapid appetite consumes your soul
Waking up again to feel disgusted
The one I hate’s myself again

With eyes shut and everything's frozen
Your tongue stumbles up as you burn in motion
Everyone’s still and just stops and stares
Shows no one will help you as no one will care

Gravity stalls as I float up gently
Please just stop cus you know I'm empty
Feeling this pressure inside of my head
My skull it cracks as I burden the share

Cus I know, this misery comes in waves
Sink a bit lower as I try to betray
A painting of emotions on fire decayed
Living in the back of a car we changed

Hold up, I need a break
From the, tears raining pain
And then you dissect me, it's all the same
Living in a world where the mind’s a maze

Wearing that necklace around your neck
Yeah isn't it a noose that's carving debt
Spending all the money you have 
On frivolous things that didn't amount to anything

I tried to be someone that just cared
But there was only so much that I could bear
It's like I was living in a house 
Where the wires were blown and the fire just started

Somedays I think I didn't make it out alive
My skin’s still charred and burning up inside
They’re breaking through the walls of my room
They're getting closer and they'll consume

Everything I've dreamt to be
As anxiety boils inside me
See depression lives here yeah and he's messed up
I'm gonna crack his skull to leave

You wanna come and tell me that you’re different, no
You couldn't understand your delusional,
I take a knife straight to the gut again
I wish I could just be normal, man

You wanna come and tell me that you get me, no
Your vapid appetite consumes your soul
Waking up again to feel disgusted
The one I hate’s myself again

The Call

Wake in the classroom windows shut
The last thing I remember’s the truck
A reflection sees that I got crushed
I guess this is what they call bad luck

Put my hands on the ground and push myself back up again
Gasp from the corner when they see my face, a lost friend
They know the look but they can't remember a single name
Am I trapped in a hell forced to lay here and decay

They feel like they know what it's like
To sense like you're not real lost in time
I try to explain to you I care
It's just all, it's all in my head

Realities just a kick in the teeth
Numb yourself out to not feel a thing
Derealization comes with the flood
It's like my souls been dragged through the mud

Whiplash to the devil in front of me
He looks familiar reflections key
Cus that person  was always me
Dragging coffins around  to keep peace

change your mind now perspectives are skewed
He wants to speak about how I was used
So easily no he didn't have to do a thing
Cus this hell was brought on by me

Cracks in the window frame speak the truth
They  show me memories of how I was abused
A family tormented in pain
Bottled down to ignite the flame

He tells me secrets of when I was a kid
I didn't know much but he knew I gave in
To jealousy acts of blindness, corrupted fiend
I guess the one I really hated was always me

They feel like they know what it's like
To sense like you're not real, lost in time
I try to explain to you I care
It's just all, it's all in my head

Realities just a kick in the teeth
Numb yourself out to not feel a thing
Derealization comes with the flood
It's like my soul’s been dragged through the mud

Lets Go

LYRICS:

Have you noticed that the soul repeats yeah withdrawal symptoms losing sleep
Yeah manic patterns these walls breathe now close around me try to leave
It's in my vision that abyss when you close your eyes do you see
The lines and traces, everything from iris burns illuminate

When the black curtain falls and I see everything I try to reach
Do I just run to try and chase it make my mind up losing patience
Risk it all embrace the fall as I collapse and i still crawl
So I can feel something just more than being static left on hold

I want to be something that's human but you know that’s hard for me 
I disconnect from everything from ones I love the friends that cheat
And I'll just drown my liver out, I swear my body hates itself
For having a fuck up control decisions that will break my soul

So label me the one you hate the one you fear the one that breaks
From every encounter he has made, to try and fit it no he shakes
At explaining at what it's like to not fit in to not feel real
So I'll just sit and bite my lips until the blood has soaked my chin

Becoming Real

LYRICS:

With eyes wide shut did you expect much
A kid 16 stolen car burnt clutch
30 of the limit, yeah losing traction to the sludge
My car goes up the boundary yeah that's the first time that I lost touch

In my brain or something it's still a stain on my name
Try to reach out to someone but all that's left pain
Are we truly on our own in this life
You bring a kid out who can't walk and put his neck to the scythe and you

Ask how he's doing, does he have a job yet
You’re always locked in your room, yeah are you upset
It's not like you would even understand if I explained
A father's expression is numb when you just bring shame
 
I had a conversation with the devil in the undertow
No matter how hard you work you will still someone that you loathe
Yeah I know I will be always someone that I just hate
At least I can admit so I put up with the weight

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

A life tied to the noose yeah always bad news
Do I stay do I go, yeah I never can choose
Making friends with the pills it's the same
See another psych who has to see a paper note to know my name

Give too much empathy, you'll be tread on
If I'm not careful I'll end up gone
Can't stand up for myself when I tell them I just need a break
Keep on pushing on my mental state I'll end up in a shallow grave

And I’ll sink, sink into somewhere I don't know
See my life down here and I'll say please go
I don't want to know about something that I will never be
There's a heavy weight on my chest and I think I've met defeat, alone

Feel the hate peel the skin, just a heretic within
Or at least your god would say
What's the problem yeah what's wrong thought I made this one strong
Chuck him down to the side, see what's messed up inside

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

All I Bring Is Shame

Prod by: Me :)

Artwork by: https://www.instagram.com/kidaart_005/

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Feel like I’m dying ‘cause I can’t be real
I live in my thoughts, don’t know what I feel
Lets hide in the moment and live for the thrill
This time I’ll be fine ‘cause these pills fucking kill
The voice that keeps talking inside of my head
Louder and louder it screams that we’re dead
I’m cautiously waiting, so carefully tread
You speak without words but enough has been said

(Verse)
You don’t think I notice when you lie to me
I’m fucked up so I get it, you don’t vibe with me
Now slowly stepping back, I need to distance me
Now fucking sick and tired, I can never sleep

I'm obnoxious right?
Talking like I never fucking see the light
See the light? I could only ever fucking live at night
Live at night? The only time I find the fucking peace to write
Please be alright, my truth, my sun, my only one, my heart will soon ignite

(Bridge)
My heart will soon ignite
My heart will soon ignite

(Chorus)
Feel like I’m dying ‘cause I can’t be real
I live in my thoughts, don’t know what I feel
Lets hide in the moment and live for the thrill
This time I’ll be fine ‘cause these pills fucking kill
The voice that keeps talking inside of my head
Louder and louder it screams that we’re dead
I’m cautiously waiting, so carefully tread
You speak without words but enough has been said

Cautious

HATEME

[Hook]

cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know

all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know


[Part]

cuz all these people hate me
wanna see me fall
wanna see me fail
want me on my own
wanna make me think
that i’m all alone

cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know
smiling in my face
but talking shit when they at home
all these people hate me
hate me to the bone
ask me for a feature
and my answer will be no


[Hook]

cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know

all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know

HATE ME (prod. EXORCIST ⛧)

Failure the album.

Ambition of creation meets the point of the inevitability of destruction.

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VyOk// WeFightOverHere (prod. YUNGMEXIC$NBIH)

Lyrics:

I see ghosts and the phantoms

Tell me the drop and I’ll send em

Tell me what a friend is, I’ll move on and forget em

I’ve got no choice but to let em

Infiltrate inside my head and they spin it

Let me see the money with the faces up

Had 4 million inside of the bank I can’t make this up

Had no way for me to break this up.


Empires build and they fall

They know they can’t do no shit on their own

So they just grab on my balls

Come for the ride along

They don’t care if I go die alone

Take a good look at my face, you cannot tell what my mind is on

25 years in a second, almost all of my damn time is gone.


I get cold in an instant, keep emotional distance.

I was always a misfit, do you know when to listen?

I pay attention and I hear all the snakes just hiss…

Don’t miss.





I know it’s a test, I puff up my chest 

Brandish my weapon I lay you to rest

Every day I just pray, that my stresses just go away

Look at the millions that I just throw away

But I have no one to blame but myself

Always just fucking up all of my health

Nobody cares how I felt, I’m going to hell.


I’m holding my breath till I’m fucked to my death

I look to my right then I look to my left 

Look at myself, what I’ve become is a shell

From the moment I fell is the moment I felt

From the moment I fell is the moment I felt

From the moment I fell is the moment I felt

And now I just play with the cards I was dealt.

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