White Flag

I remember when I lost you. 
I remember it was so cold,
When the Colorado winter carried you away. 
And when I look back on that day,
I remember thinking to myself "you'll be okay".

And the very last thing I remember, is the way you looked at me.
I never got to show you who I really was.
I wasted so much time hiding it from you, and now you're gone.

Like the Colorado winter, and this spring is so dark.
Oh, the Colorado winter will always hold my heart.
I had so much left to say, but I waited too long.

And the only thing I can't remember, are the words you said to me. 
I never got to tell you how I really felt.
I had a letter sitting in my car that you never read, and now it's gone.

Like the Colorado winter, and I am so lost.

Colorado Winter

In Transition - Years

Differences

You can't understand the pain that I felt 
But you want me to know that you feel guilty 
Well you could never take back the days 
Where you caused us all so much grief 
Because of your dependency and it's greed 
You failed me for the last time 

Does it really take a death on your doorstep
For you to realize that you're running out of time?
I can't stand by and watch you die so I guess you'll have to leave 
And never come back until you're clean 

If you don't want to help yourself then I can't help you 
If you don't want to help yourself then you will never help yourself 

Clean

Everything's the same when you're living in a dream 
No time forces escape from everything living thing 
And it always haunts me 
How I was so ignorant 
To the days that I spent 
And what I made important
Now I know I can never go back
And be who I was 
The light has lost to darkness 
And I have lost to life 
I never seem to win 
And I'll never know why 

I don't want to remember where I came from 
I don't want to relive a wasted day 
But something just keeps crushing my spirit 
And those days keep piling on 
I can feel the weight of my decisions bearing down on me 
I can feel the weight of my decisions 
And they're crushing me so slowly 
No time can save me 
And I know I can never go back 

Derealization

I know what I do means nothing to you 
But you need something to talk about 
So you put me down 
You're so good at pointing out my flaws 
But what about your own?

Well I thought that we were closer than this 
I thought I could confide in you
I thought that you really cared about me 
But now I see that you only want to be seen 

I thought that after all these years 
And all the tears we've shed together 
You could treat me better when I'm not around 

I know what you do means everything to you 
And I would try to support you when people put you down 
They're so good at pointing out your flaws 
And now I don't try to stop them 

Well I thought that we were closer than this 
I thought I could confide in you 
I thought that you really cared about me 
But now I see that you only want to be seen 


In Transition

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