realise that the blocks don't stop
want u to keep jumping and thinking
at this very moment i push it all away
need things to go in my head
these hills are silent
it's so easy to stay inside
like the few square feet around me
are the essence of this life of mine

why even talk about happy things
when it always just loops back to black
why bother with friendships
when it all just ends and we're all gonna go mad
of loneliness
i see all around me noones without it
these screens do help
dive in and now we're knowing and righteous

but i know this is all just me
im awful
i wish upon others what i have
misfortune

u keep saying its not my fault but ik ive done something im sorry its happened like this

sing this once and never again

coprod. @burningtears

original songs by sebii
4 moods: https://soundcloud.com/sebseb122/4moodss
bonerr: https://soundcloud.com/sebseb122/bonerr

bang bang bang

This track is my take on loneliness and being alone/isolated. It symbolizes my way of being alone. Something almost like a virus or an intrusion. For me it is exactly that. Always that same feeling that is bothersome and annoying but that which can also be calming and expressive in some way. It is either a way of life or something you cannot control. But then you have to step out of your loneliness and not feel alone, which you can either like and want to get out of or it can disturb you and make you feel even worse.

Credits: 
Me :3

Alone

Ignore tags just trynna get some clout (wanna get signed by Atlanta some day)

shout out @angelsflight for giving this idea

Clarity (Zedd flip)

i just want u in my arms tonight
ill always fight for u
ur not alone in this fight
ur the one ill always choose

ill hold u till u feel safe again
until the pain ends, im staying with u
and i'll never let go

im here when youre alone when youre cold
just need to go home
ill come when i hear the tone
hit my phone and ill be right there

i just want u in my arms tonight
ill always fight for u
ur not alone in this fight
ur the one ill always choose

i just want u in my arms tonight
ill always fight for u
ur not alone in this fight
ur the one ill always choose

never letting go (prod. 02ashes)

been so long since ive felt at ease
i just wanna feel some peace
but i cant when ur still in my life
i've changed, why can't you just see that?
im not who i used to be
at times i dont even know why i try

now i just, i feel like im worthless
i hide away cuz im hoping itll hurt less
so many nights i just had to lay and cry
so many nights i just had to lay and cry
(so many nights i just wished that i would die)
so many nights i just wished that i would die
(so many days wondering why did i try?)
so many days wondering why did i try?

wide awake at night, im wondering why do i keep on
feel like all i'll ever do is disappoint, there's no more point in trying
i dont even recognize myself so i can understand
if you dont see anything in me, cause i've got nothing to bring

now i just i feel like im worthless
i hide away cuz im hoping itll hurt less
im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less

(im hoping itll hurt less)
(god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less)
(im hoping itll hurt less)
(god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less)

now i just i feel like im worthless
i hide away cuz im hoping itll hurt less
im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less
im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less

im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less
im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less

im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less
im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less
im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping itll hurt less
im hoping itll hurt less
god damn, im just hoping-hoping-hope-hope

there's no reflection in the mirror (prod. greyrock)

Sup?

bullshit, bullshit
heard him talking shit he eat a bullet, bullet
bitch I'm coming back, there ain't no fooling, fooling
we gon break him down, he need a toolkit, toolkit
(Cut his body with a razor)
Got a red dot
Point it as his dome, now he gon shapeshift to a dead opp
I been me forever, yeah this nothing that you can stop
I keep going up, a fucking felon, I can't get caught
this bullet gonna login like a hotspot
Fuck that
I don't need a hoe, don't wanna talk bitch
Kicking down his door, we leaving blood up on the wall bitch
Standing in my sightline, you gon walk through pearly gates 
I got so much money, yeah i feel like bill gates

Red shell, red shell
We gon hunt you down
yeah you get exhaled, exhaled
Smoking on your pack, I sent a
Blue shell, blue shell
Turn you into dust, no evidence
Dead as hell, Who could tell?
(Ain't nobody miss you anyway)
I came back with the heat yeah you know me
People talking I could never let one hold me
You can't harm me, solar armor unholy
These terraspark boots, stomping on your dome piece
I feel like the moon lord, only coming out at night
Like a solar eclipse, he get swarmed, I take his life
Yeah I'm back on that bitcrush, I ain't ever switch up
Took me 6 months, now I'm coming back with big bucks
It's like I ain't ever left
Bitch we better than ever I gotta get it off my chest
and no, I don't wanna talk down, I just do my own thing
I don't need no beef just to get someone to noice me

Red Dot +Daikyu (Plxce)

cartography 🗺️ - hannevig + essoh

"Cavern"

9lives x sephe x killj4u x experimental type beat (prod killj4u)

alter

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@iinari

never letting go (prod. 02ashes)

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