average juujika no rokunin fan

OF Girlfriend - penguinband

Loser (NXP)

Steakfry Memorial

Lil Watermark - So Need a Cute Girl (Live @ Steakfry Memorial Show 2023)

giving up and wasting my time
finish college just to end my life
i cant take everyone is falling in love
i cant take that im gonna die alone

thought that id be dead by now
im still here and its so much worse
i liked you but im so bad at talking
without you i am nothing

i dont have a job
i got anxiety
i cant go outside
without getting so depressed
its useless
to try
cause i
always seem to fail

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

i cry for help
and you ignore me
i made it worse
and now you hate me
you were all my hope
and now im nothing
its my fault
for thinking i had a chance

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

this shit wont stop
until i pull the trigger
paint the walls with my brain
cant feel anymore pain
or maybe ill pull out a knife
and put an end to my strife
cause im just so fucking done
dont really care anymore
so long as i am dead
i really couldnt care less
dont wanna see what ill miss
havent even had my first kiss
so what if i am a bitch
i wont remember a thing

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

These Songs are About You

Everyone is Falling in Love - Penguinband

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME (redwoods) - Penguinband

you laughed at me i cried
ive tried to make it right
dont wanna be alive
i hope you suicide
youll pay for what you did
i want you off the grid
youre such a big mistake
i want you out my face

dont care just live your life
i want you out of mine
cant get a peace of mind
with you right by my side
i never asked for this
to be treated like shit
if you hate me just go
im getting sick of it     


SO I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE
AND   I MEAN IT OUT OF SPITE
THIS ANGER DEEP INSIDE
YOU FUCKED ME UP FOR LIFE 

AND I JUST WANNA QUIT
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS 
YOURE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH
AND IM GETTING SICK OF IT

Sick of It

can't go on this way
my mind is fucked up
i don't got a really good brain
can ya fix my head?
im so dead
im so gone
im so fucked up i'm not strong

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking cry
wanna fucking cry

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna cry
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking fry
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking die
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
take this sorry life
wanna die
wanna fucking die
never thinking twice
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna dieee
wanna die

.12 GAUGE IN MY BRAIN

Why am i not enough (fbf cover) (old version)

This is made by rick reese
https://soundcloud.com/user-652397507

Suicidal Girl (alternate version) - Rick Reese

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

this song gives me a migraine to listen to

got a bad attitude its my brain
i dont have fun and i always complain
about everyone and everything around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i lose my mind and i lose control
and i dont know much of anything else

i cant believe my own existence
with a life like this
Tuesday and i feel so finished
when the fuck will the week end?

i hear the words
i hear them leave your mouth
but i just stand and stare
my brains been hollowed out

i waste everyday i waste my nights
i hate everything and i hate my life
and i cant do a thing to turn it around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i got a bad attitude and ive got no pull
i just push everyone and everything around

i dread the thought of the weekend ending
im scared of all this time im spending

i never do nothing
and i dont mean shit
and nothing that i do to make up for it
will ever hold significance at all

got a bad attitude
what can i do?
i got a bad attitude
what can i do?

i got a bad attitude
and im always so rude
got a bad attitude
im not in the mood

bad attitude

"Raglan Road" is an emotional well known irish folk song about a failed love, normaly it's more of a ballad, I interpreted it completely different!

Raglan Road (Punk Version)

This is the guy on the track
https://soundcloud.com/owen-adamcik

this song is gonna be on the album which will come out December 11th

You Gave Me A High Five And I Obsessed Over You For 8 Months Ft Owen Adamkek

cover art by @amiokidoki on twitter

this song is a remix of with love, mom and owen adamkek's song
You Gave Me A High Five So I Obsessed Over You For 8 Months

LYRICS:
I saw you and smiled yesterday 
You’d been staring but you, looked away
But then you asked me on a date
I lied and said maybe, another day

Well that stuck with you for a few months
I felt your eyes on me, more than once
Well it’s not you i think it’s me
I wish this wasn’t, so damn confusing

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

I saw you just the other day
I could feel the smile, leave my face
you hate, me so much
you were only, trying to fuck
There was, never, ever a chance
Or a future, or romance with you~ oh nOooO

I just don’t know what to say!
I just needed to leave this place
still think about me, to this day
I don’t know what the HELL, happened with... you
Why the hell did you even like me... too?

Fuck!

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths

you were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

you could be my girlfriend
if you wanted to
we can be happy together but it’s up to you

you could’ve been my lover
you could’ve been my wife
instead you stabbed in my the back of my heart with a knife

i still have your picture
it reminds me of you
i feel so hopeless and i really don’t know what to do

want to sleep forever
stick my head in the ground
because life’s not worth living without you around 

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i am still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

you could be my girlfriend 
if you wanted to
i think of what i’d change if i knew it meant losing you

all the memories had
over many years
then you said those final words that i always feared

when i see you with him
it makes me want to die
i’m still in love with you and i don’t know why 

so i guess i’ll be here
in my room all alone
hoping one day i see a message from you on my phone

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but i’m still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz i see you when i close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuz i’ve told one too many lies

OF Girlfriend - penguinband

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