do i need to stay alive
theres no shot that i can thrive
im a monster in my mind
and my flesh wont survive
all this love ive been derived
my whole life is a lie
if there was a device
that could relit my whole drive
then id use it od
these drugs hella op
u think that u know me
did u know im lonely
and that ur my only

fill my brain with chemicals
watch me die all for the thrill
how much til i get my fill
dont have any fucking skills
should i try i know ill fail
life got one n i got nil
dont wna crawl up noones hill
not gon die myself ill kill myself
shit wont change dont get me help
im trapped inside my own hell
shit is over ring the bell
that building u likes the one i fell from that day
im not livin a rat race
my room looks like the bat cave
im always in a bad space
got bout 8 9 10 bad traits
your hurtful words hit my face just as much as the bass
and when im in the afterlife i aint seein the white gates

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