I've spent nineteen years living in a fucking dream, thinking I was more than anything that I could ever be, I've claimed modesty so I could cover up the fact that I rely on praise to make it through the day.

I
forsee a future of blank pages, and
remember a past, so convicted but hopeless
I am just the shadow of a man

The choices I've made, the paths I've walked,
the years that flew by with no remorse
were all for absolutely fucking nothing.

I've wasted my entire fucking life
pretending to be someone that I know im not

And no matter how hard I try, I know I can will change

I will never change

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