DEMOS 2018-2021

i. SUPERGLUE
ii. DIABLO CODY IS A GEMINI
iii. FRIEND
iv. I HEARD A SIREN ONCE
v. GOD ISN’T THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS

GOD ISN'T THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS | DEMOS

DEMOS 2017-2021

i. SUPERGLUE
ii. DIABLO CODY IS A GEMINI
iii. FRIEND
iv. I HEARD A SIREN ONCE
v. GOD ISN’T THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS

I HEARD A SIREN ONCE

FRIEND (THE BEANIE BABY SONG)

DIABLO CODY IS A GEMINI

SUPERGLUE

i miss you like i miss ponyhenge
a dozen lined up horses
all their plastic friends
i miss you like i miss massachusetts
i’m not exactly far but
i’m no closer to it

and i dream, dream, dream, dream
that i might get back there
the field, the out there
and i dream, dream, dream, dream
about you all the time you’re 
sitting there so quietly
it scares me if i’m honest 

i’ve been making crop circles at nighttime
pacing just in winding
spirals in the dark
it’s not helping me to think of anything
but i wasn’t thinking anyway
i guess i just forgot

all my dreams, dreams, dreams, dreams
are horses in the distance
running like the wind and
all my dreams, dreams, dreams, dreams
they got away from me there
somehow on the way i 
stopped knowing where we were

i used to know
how we used to run

and i dream, dream, dream, dream
that someday i might know i’m 
sorry in the meantime
all my dreams, dreams, dreams, dreams 
have fixed themselves together
to withstand the weather 
the stampedes and storms

ponyhenge (demo)

My mom listens to Frazey Ford 
And I always miss being little
I’ll be sick laying on our old couch
Three cups of grapefruit soda

Chapped skin from coughing it sickens
Ointment nose like softer stitches
i haven’t felt better in so long

She says I’m exhausted she says I’m a pain
No one seems to know just what I’m thinking
I’ve got a weak immune system
That’s what my doctor says

It keeps getting faster but say I’m okay
Stuck right between two hard places
I never felt my age
Not once

I feel like a giant wrecking this small house 
And I can’t stop going on about
I feel overgrown I feel unpitied
Got grass stains on my jeans

I’m always shaking, bile in the basin
All the girls at school think I’m crazy
And nothing seems to change

Like I’m made of concrete i’ll hold foundation
I can’t look back at my hands again
I cry when things get critical
But i’m really always wrong

Nobody grows up now I hate it here
I’ll keep digging my own grave in silence 
Everything’s a mess
Including me

Now eighteen years past I can’t forget that
I left my body over train tracks
My veins are blue my nightmares constant
They say they worry too

I know you never cared not for making peace
I know what you used to say about me
You used to say my name like I was someone

Nocturnal creature arm’s length with me but
I keep tearing my own ribs apart
I was never scared of the dark
Til we kept moving around

It keeps getting faster but say I’m okay
Stuck right between two hard places
I never felt my age
Not once

I never felt my age 
Not once
I never felt my age
Not once
Not once

Two Years

Coughing Fits

That sweet, sweet bathroom ambiance*

*unintentional background noise and weird echoes

This is an unedited, single take cover of Sweetie Little Jean by Cage The Elephant!

Sweetie Little Jean (one take cover)

you know you said that you didn’t remember
you said you never understood why i was mad
you know you said a lot of things, i didn’t believe them
guess you’ve always been a liar
but i should’ve known that

like a dead dog on the lawn that you never had
it’s just a dick and jane kinda page that i miss you, yet
it’s a cold scent the kitchen floor lying as you left 
you look like my grandma’s house, you look like my past

your heart’s too hard but you’re too bad i said
and you hurt me but i can’t wait to forget

they keep telling me that i’m too wordy
like when you said all my songs were too long
and i won’t apologise cause i’m not sorry
they’ve always just matched
the length of my thoughts

like a dead dog on the lawn that you never had
it’s just a dick and jane kinda page that i miss you, yet
it’s a cold scent the kitchen floor lying as you left 
you look like my grandma’s house, you look like my past

never know where i’m going but you’ll
have that image of me always
only see things as you want
got blinders on for nothing
cause you never really gave me much
at all not towards the end
was i supposed to think that you were my friend?

but i’m alright, thanks for calling
i’ve been checking on my horoscope online a bit too often
i’m in flight
a feeble attempt
to try to leave the world inside the mess you left for me behind

but i’m alright, thanks for calling
i’ve been crying into bedsheets late at night a bit too often
i’m in flight
i’m doing my best
to try to leave the world inside the mess i left behind

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