This song gets me through depressive episodes everytime, ydk how much it means to me, literally saved my life

whats a brand new day
with the same old mind
i got a brand new face
but i got no time
to tell u
how i feel
u look amazing
whats the deal
is it the same thing
coz im feel-ing
nauseous
again

and it feels like my heart is not inside my chest when i go to bed or when i wake up
take off ur clothes and take off ur make up

come around 
come around 
shawdy 
come around 
let u down
let u down
lil angel i let u down
i let u down

i wanna
grab on yo waist
u love 2
touch on my face
everything seems
so out of place

im sick and tired of lookin in the mirror and sayin 

"just give me 1 more month and ill fix u"
even tho momma says i got no issues
boys dont cry u can keep da tissues
words scar so deep they jus rip thru 
and u swear dat i need u
but i know i do not need u
and my grandma says that i need some mental help
im afraid if i die ima go to hell

.. but when i pass away i wana b where heaven is
i cant face my problems im a sad escapist
i jus wana be where da angels are
i jus wana kick it wit my grandpa

i think the good and the bad is whatever u make
i wish i knew how to give and not just how to take
hold ur loved ones coz no one is here to stay
so little time but oh so much to say
 ......

To be Human is to Suffer

Human Instrumentality

･*✧･ﾟ:*.｡*ﾟ+.*

lyrics:
i don’t care if u reject me 
i’ll fond a way that’s healthy
to help me carry on
or maybe 
i’ll climb through ur window
watch u as the cars go 
you’ll be fast asleep
you thought it was a dream
but it was really me
and now i can’t sleep
because i hear ur screams
i couldn’t stop to think
the blood ran down the sheets 
falling over feet
don’t think you’re still with me
ur body lying there
your pretty perfect hair
don’t ask me if i care
death was in the air

i don’t care if u reject me 
i’ll fond a way that’s healthy
to help me carry on
or maybe 
i’ll climb through ur window
watch u as the cars go 
you’ll be fast asleep

the next day i saw u on the news they said it was so evil 
but i did it out of love
please don’t go 
i  love u so
just a ghost but i need u the most
perfect host i offer u my blood

i don’t care if u reject me
i find it so ugly 
i’ll stab you in the chest
and when they ask me why i did it
i’ll say i was trippen
off ur favorite drugs 
(that lsd)

rejection .prodbyhou

Retro Rainbow 5000

bandcamp

RETRO RAINBOW 5000 PROD WAVEBIRD AND MOTHER

https://soundcloud.com/valleygrimm
/
https://soundcloud.com/sketchyangel

off a tab w/valleygrimm (prod. sk3tch)

Now you’re feeling stuck again
and you’re afraid that it’s
the end
your friends they aren’t listening 
your Staring down that sink again
I know 
I know
I know
ohhh I know
I know I know
How it feels to be so unknown
A ghost in the shadow of every fucking room
It’s hard to explain it I don’t think I will
Every fucking time that I do noone get the deal
I just wanna see you
show you something real
I just wanna know what you’re thinking
yeah What you feel
Everytime I feel you it feels so unreal
evwry fucking time that I see you 
im feeling hollow
I keep it sealed 
yeah I keep it sealed
Don’t know how to feel
Now im all alone
not so alone
now im in my head
And i don’t know where to go
Now im all alone
not so alone
Now you’re in my head and I dont know where to go

But I just wanna see you 
show you something something real
I just wanna know what you’re thinking 
shawty how you feel
Everytime I feel you I feel something real
Everytime I see you 
I’m feeling hollow Keep it sealed
I don’t really want to but I gotta heal
We don’t got no options
We don’t got no options
I dont really want to but I gotta leave
Sorry baby im feeling nauseous 
Im feeling nauseous 
Whip up a concoction 
Do i really want this
now im really off it
now im really of it
don’t know how to stop it
Don’t know how to stop it
Keep them all watching
keep them all watching

I don’t really want to but I gotta leave
in the end it starts again so you’re never really free
something similar like an apple fallen from a tree
Watch it decay then later plant the fucking seed

INDiGO - Apple Tr333

Spotify

PLOTTIN' ##ANGELBOYSWW *OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS* [p. 9LIVES]

only friend is my cat w/ slug christ

Prodₓ Kay Kay
Mixed/Masteredₓ Kay Kay 

Lyricsₓ
Do you remember times when I would lay in yo bed
we would be together every day & night 
Remember all those times when I was stuck in my head 
you would always call me all I do is fight 

Now I’m by myself and I’m all alone 
You met someone else honestly thats good for you 
For once once I won’t try to compare myself to what you want 
Let’s all just kill our selves cuz there’s nothing left to prove 

There’s nothing left to see th-there’s nothing left in me b-b-baby wuchu you need I got everything you need 
I don’t want your body I feed on energy 
I shall love you from a distance girl ill let you be

INDiGO - Apple Tr333

☽INDiGO☾ (@6wingshurt)

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