[a huge thanks to my amazing friend @chicago_word_brigade for downloading my music over the years and gifting them back to me after my pc crashed a few years ago and i lost a lot of my original music. i really appreciate you, Charlie, and i am very blessed to have a friend and fan like you!

please checkout his Amnesia Motel podcast episode 149 featuring my songs:
https://www.literateape.com/amnesia-motel/2025/2/5/ykde8diz9wzuj99rsp55cz4mf4phj2

also checkout his Amnesia Motel podcast episode 147 featuring Chicago Word Brigade remixes of my songs:
https://www.literateape.com/amnesia-motel/2025/1/22/k1chfwmugu3nhxe1nb7aldc6l646vr ]

Lyrics:

"far beyond a stolen island
beyond a burning sun
i'm finding my way home

the sky never seems to get lonely
never seems to crave
this silences wrapped in tears

Light burst in the darkness
an echo of black breaking the waves
taking the saved to open their eyes

take me home
home to You"

Written, performed and produced by Wildsilences.

Island (the Silhouette version)

Download/buy: https://patros15.bandcamp.com/track/miserere-mei
All links: https://ffm.to/patros15-miserere-mei

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Thank you for support!

Miserere Mei

Buy / Listen

Download/buy: https://patros15.bandcamp.com/track/way
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Thank you for support!

Anima

Download/buy: https://patros15.bandcamp.com/album/spectrum
All links: https://ffm.to/patros15-spectrum

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Spectrum

Articulation

[an old one from the vault - based on an old poem of mine, called "my Friend, Hope". this is not based on my own life, just imagination and conversations with a Friend.]

Lyrics:

"she was on a roll, my Friend
then she dropped down
so loud never heard a sound
as her heart stopped. dead-beat
drunk never said a word to me
but oh my Friend how he played
the bongo, for miles and miles the sound

so here i am, my Friend
the lost, i've got no money
just faith, forgive the lonely
forgive the dark in me
and make me whole again
so here i am standing on the edge
whispering Your Name
i believe You're listening"

Written, performed and produced by Wildsilences.

Hope

Until the tape runs out on me....

Join us as we embrace these moments of pause, stepping away from the relentless pace of everyday life... This is the rhythm that fuels our journey.

This transformation will reveal itself around the midpoint of the song, leading the listener toward a renewed experience in time. It won’t take much of a wait; anticipate a seamless shift before the composition reaches its conclusion.

At the 2:13 mark, my concept takes a descent, signaled by the pounding sound of the bass drum flams. To be truthfully candid, I find myself lacking complete satisfaction with how it stands at this moment, So I stopped "the tape."

Chilltrap (STID III and final in series)

Inspired by the tragic love story of 'Romeo and Juliet' by William Shakespeare.

Beautiful music by my friend, @d4n4 !
Fractured Acoustic, Vocals, Lyrics and Experimental Mix by Wildsilences.

Listen to D4N4's beautiful original songs here:
Ambient Fades: https://soundcloud.com/d4n4/djc-newtele-ambient-fades
Cypher Piano: https://soundcloud.com/d4n4/djc-rc50-tele-cypher-piano-thingy

Magical original art by Stergo on Pixabay:
https://pixabay.com/users/stergo-4163614/

Lyrics:

"The mist is falling
I am running to you
I am crying over you

Tears are falling
My soul is torn
And I am setting you free

I am dying for you"

Juliet's Song (feat. music by D4N4)

Amazing music by @brainstorm-operations !
Vocals, Lyrics and Experimental Mix by Wildsilences.

Original track: 
Brainstorm Operations - Drum n Space
https://soundcloud.com/keithondrums/drum-n-space

Stunning cover art by @utopiafade !

Lyrics:
We searched for your ghost
I lost you in the dark
Lost, lost 
I lost you in the dark
We searched for your ghost
Voices unheard of
Searched for your song
I lost you in the dark
Like a ghost
Like a shadow

Ghost (with music by BrainStorm Operations) [Ambient Depth Mix]

Beautiful music by @iondriver !
Vocals, Lyrics and Experimental Mix by Wildsilences

Ion Driver - Blackout
https://iondriver.bandcamp.com/track/blackout

From his amazing EP, "Solar Eclipse":
https://iondriver.bandcamp.com/album/solar-eclipse

Original art by Ennaej on Pixabay:
https://pixabay.com/users/ennaej-38352629/

Lyrics:

I wait
I knew he saw me

Holding on to 
Star in the sky
I'm falling
Star in the sky
I wait
Star in the sky
I miss you
I'm falling

I miss you
I knew he saw me

Ion Driver - Blackout (Wildsilences Experiment)

[a minimix of old songs from the vault.]

Lyrics:

"I hold on to the silence between the walls and you. Beyond the skies a firefly calls to me. I don’t reply. And I will wait here in the dark. I will hold. Maybe I will seem a little broken. A little lost. Fighting the stars. Fall into the moon. For you, for you.

It’s okay to be friends I don’t mind, just you and I. It’s okay to watch the world go by, just you and I. It’s okay if you don’t want more, just say, I don’t wanna be. The one who loves you. The one who stays. I will stay here where the train catches the sky. Railroad goes nowhere. And the nights have no stars. I didn’t mean to fall for you, for you.

I can see in the dark. I have no heartbeat. I can sense wiith my soul when you are close. And I’ve been waiting. And I’ve been longing for a glimpse. Just a taste of your heart. Don’t leave me here.

Whisper in the wind. Watch the days go by since I felt your, since I felt your touch.

Candle in the dark. And I’m a lonely soul and I’m a lonely soul and I’m a candle in the dark. She’s the shadow, whispering.

Connect the wires. Hear me cry out in the silence of the dark. Felt it in my bones. Shadows growing cold. Emptiness.

Walking home all alone. Even the stars are following you home. Thinking where do I belong. Oh when the day is long.

In the faraway, distance moment. Runaway. She’s just a girl. Runaway, runaway. On the mid-summer breeze. In the morning.

You took my heart away. I didn’t beg you to stay. Just another pinning wishes to the sky. I don’t need someone to save me. I don’t need someone who can fly.  I don’t need you to protect me. The sky is dark. Everyone’s crying. Everyone’s asking, is this the end.

Beautiful mind. Beautiful soul. Beautiful heartbeat-beat-beat.

The mist is falling. The sky is torn. And I am running, running to you. Tears are falling. My soul is torn. And I am setting you free. I am lying beside you. I am crying over you. I am lying beside you. I am dying for you.

Fall in the silences. Whisper it, whisper it to the stars. 

Leave your fear in the dark. Tape your love to the skies. Like a treasure to behold. Write a poem on my heart. Paint your memories on today.

Moodswings and love me like you do. All broken and tangled. Wild and heart. Imperfect and beautiful. Broken and what we are. Children of the sky. Children of the stars. Children of the wild."

Written, performed and produced by Wildsilences.

Fractured Silences on Bandcamp:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fractured-silences-part-1

Fragments of Songs (Minimixes) on Bandcamp:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fragments-of-songs-minimixes

A firefly calls to me (Minimix) [Fragments of Songs]

The Turtle Beneath the Sea — Jātaka MindVibes, Track 4 🐢🌊

A lullaby for overworked nervous systems. Ocean-soft swells, low flute and a gentle hum invite you to sink, not fight—the turtle way. Use it for pre-sleep rituals, post-overwhelm resets, or whenever your brain insists 2 a.m. is ideal for life planning.

Not for driving or heavy machinery. This one wins bedtime.

How to use (pick one)
	•	Breathwork for sleep: 4-7-8 — inhale 4, hold 7, exhale 8 (optional soft hum on the out-breath).
	•	PMR (progressive muscle relaxation): Toes → calves → thighs → belly → chest → hands → arms → shoulders → face. Clench 3 seconds, release.
	•	Grounded “float”: Place one hand on belly, one on chest; feel the hands rise and fall like waves.

Best moments

Pre-sleep • After a hard day • Post-panic come-down • Sunday scaries • When your thoughts are tap-dancing in steel-toed boots.

60-second micro-script

Lights dim. Phone exiled.
Inhale 1-2-3-4… hold 1-2-3-4-5-6-7… exhale 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8 (hum if you like).
Unclench jaw. Tongue rests.
Toes curl/release… calves… thighs… belly soft.
Whisper: “Nothing to fix. Just float.”
One more long exhale. Let sleep find you.

Story thread

A timid turtle teaches the village: safety isn’t always running—sometimes it’s sinking into still water until the storm passes. Rest as strategy, not surrender.

Credits

Created by MindVibes • Writing/guide: Jon Carroll • Jātaka-inspired concept • For relaxation and reflection; not medical advice.

Tags

#MindVibes #Jātaka #Sleep #PMR #Breathwork #AnxietyRelief #InsomniaHelp #Mindfulness #CBT #Ambient #MentalHealthNurse

👉 If this tucks you in, save it to your bedtime stack and follow for the full 10-track MindVibes series.

A firefly calls to me (Minimix) [Fragments of Songs]

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