for a friend... 

"follow the footprints down
so badly wanted you
to recognise me"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

just wanted you to hear

"one two three four five six seven eight
go to sleep"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

counting sheep

"tell me are you out there
tell me where you are
tell me are you out there
somewhere"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

out there (emobient Version)

poetry to song...

"drifting in drifting out
hearts on fire souls release
hearts on fire souls beat
let the darkness out
blues leave unexpectedly
laughter resurrected
hearts on strings
souls swinging
skin to soul, skeletons
this is me
bones of song hearts belong
to this endlessness
empty hearts on strings
souls on"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

skeletons (this is me)

Wandering

inspired by the movie, K-Pax.

"i'm forever covered in shadows

i am the alien
i am the girl
i am the face
i am the skin
i am the soul
the soul within
the eyes that view the world

she walks on the edge of
the universe
singing a lullaby to the stars
she is the glow-in-the-dark

i am the pattern in the grass
i am the lights in the sky
i am the alien
the one you pretend not to be
i am the girl
the one you call, 'me' "

Lyrics by Wildsilences

i am the alien (psychedelic Version)

frustration turned into song. i was diagnosed with Autism in 2019. the emotions in this song reflects the isolation of always ‘masking’ who you really are.

"in the darkness i scream
'cause no one is listening"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

no one is listening (ambient Version)

for Sesame.

"still remember everything
the moment i met you
still remember every dream
the day i changed
still remember the way you seemed
a part of me
already i couldn't wait to hold you, yeah

i wasn't ready
to let go

break my heart
in two
one for me and one for you
heartbeat: beat with me.

Lyrics by Wildsilences

in two (Vocal)

"all my words are lies
i pretend that you are fine
in the dead of night we're all the same
in the dead everyone is right
how do i explain what i believe into words
when all you hear is silence
all you believe is darkness
but all you see is this hole that you're in

you're a dragonfly
and i'm a daydream
oh i wish we could, i wish we could fly
i wish we could, i wish we could try
i wish we could, i wish we could fly"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

fly (the Echo version)

"i'm you
and i'm the voice in your head
telling you, 'no'
i'm the addiction
but you can't stop
i'm the love and i'm the lie
i'm the dark and i'm the light
i'm you
i'm the shadow
i'm the dream, nightmare
i'm the life
i'm the hurt
i'm the loneliness
i'm the cold night, walking home
i am the scream
i'm your surrender
and i am the quiet
i am..."

Lyrics by Wildsilences

i am the

lost (Ambient version)

"skeletons and skulls 
packed in my suitcase
i walk home in the dark
footprints in the night 
following the shadows
and on the fly, stars
and on the high, stars
disappear and appear
oh i wish you were mine

hold the staff of the dark and
wave your wand and make someone 
smile
walking home in the dark

step one, step two, step three
mirror on the wall
step five, step six, follow the path
follow the path
down the waterfall
feel the spray on my skin
a kiss, hold your hand against my heartbeat

and maybe i will follow you home"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

into the shadows (Vocal)

"talk to me and tell me why we are
carrying their cross their cries
when we are, we are the wounded
we are, we are the wounded

turn your heart around and look at me
holding on to storms and seas
there's a wave of us crashing down"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

The Cavern

i really love the sci-fi and fantasy genres - fairies, ghosts, spirits, sirens, vampires, werewolves, aliens, etc.

"you didn't tell me it will be so hard
see the one thing i love taken away
arms outstretched
you didn't say that i would lose
everything i crave that i would choose
to live in here
where i'm lost, broken shadows
an echo of dust

i can see in the dark
i have no heartbeat
but i can sense with my soul
when you are close
i can hold unto
if it still exists
and i've been waiting
and i've been longing for a glimpse
just a spark just a taste of your heart

don't leave me here, forever is a long time
don't leave me here, i'm still alive"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

echo to echo, dust to dust

"can you find me among the scraps of dark
skeletons of silence echoes of sparks
broken things cloaked in dreams
i can't find my way, find my way home"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

among the scraps of dark (Vocal)

dark emobient experimental...

"i tried to tell you
but you woudn't listen to me
so i followed you home
i waited in the dark
maybe you would
but you wouldn't see
i waited in the dark
i waited for you to see
but you wouldn't listen to me

to let go of what it was
bring the dark into the room
i wanna watch you
as the words bleed
torn poetry
like words i never said
now i'm free, now i'm free
from you"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

as the words bleed

this song is based on my poem below:

grasslands

they say you are.
the mountain.
breeze and lights.
flicker. and die.
bare feet. heartprints.
tattoos on stone.
touch the inevitable.
night as he
moves quietly.
among the thorns.
unbound. shadows rise.
wake. wake me.
droplets of dark falls.
ever changing. shapes
and silhouettes.
they say i am
the sand.
wind gathers. and release.
where there are
no depths. no surface.
only this. ever after.
intertwining grace. we are
wildlings. disappear. disappear.
gone

Poem (and song lyrics) by Wildsilences

grasslands (Vocal)

"why am i here
in the shadows
someone to listen to my soul
bring me back

don't leave me this way
i was expecting you to stay"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

coma

"it's been a long time
since you said my name
a whisper in the wind
a kiss on the cheek
watch the days go by
since i felt your 
since i felt your touch"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

been a long time (the whisper Version)

"loving you still
though this distance is making my world
turn upside down
and in the darkness
and in the darkness the blues
just won't leave me alone
hold me, hold me in your silence
love me when i cry just a little
cry just a little
hold me in your silence"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

hold me in your silence

"i'm like a soldier
all the time fighting
the wind
i wanna be
just a little bit
and i won't pretend
anymore
i can't pretend
anymore"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

Autumn

"koue water, warm son
maak my oë toe
strek my arms wyd
voel die wind in my hare
tone in die sand
die see
uitgestrek voor my
die see, blou, blou
lok my nader
my hele lyf is koud
die water, donker
die stiltes omvou my
ek sink dieper
die blou, die blou
ek voel vry
ek voel vry
hou my vas
soos ons gly, ons gly
ek voel vry, vry
die see"

Translation: The Sea

"cold water, warm sun
close my eyes
stretch my arms wide
i feel the wind in my hair
toes in the sand
the sea
spread out in front of me
the sea, blue, blue
lures me closer
my whole body is cold
the water, dark
the silences wash over me
i sink in deeper
the blue, the blue
i feel free
i feel free
hold me
as we glide
as we glide
i feel free
free
the sea"

Vocals and Lyrics by Wildsilences

Die See (Vocal)

"if i could find you
in the dark and storm of night
in the silence
if i could find you
in the dead of 
handprints on sky
and oh if i could 
where the magic touch the sky
where the sun in all its
whys and don'ts and maybe
i could touch the light
inside"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

if i could find you (Vocal)

"mirror mirror on the wall
who's the most beautiful of them all
who's the most daring, the most divine
the most sheltered, unbelievable"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

mirror (Vocal)

'i don’t wanna lose myself silence holds no
i don’t wanna lose you i don’t wanna bury myself slowly 
i don’t wanna lose myself stories untold breathe in breathe out
i don’t wanna scream cry walls are closing in and
i don’t wanna lose myself'

Lyrics by Wildsilences

i don't wanna bury (Vocal)

"when you're fragile
when your tears are your own
rainbow waves
to brighten your day
so fall in the silences
fall in the silences
whisper, whisper it
to the stars"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

Nightingale's Dream

based on an old poem of mine about the death of the last unicorn, the death of the age of magic.

"fire burning whispers your name
arrow in his heart is how the unicorn died
blood on the clouds, crushed on the ground
tears, hunt, death, sorrow
send the ravens
sorrow, buried, seasons, shadows
age of magic gone."

Lyrics by Wildsilences

The Last Unicorn

scraps of old songs.

"so night falls and 
everybody leaves
no one is searching for me
broken and i am
i love you
when you were mine
my heartbeat lost in the sound
my face a shadow
catch a falling star
with my emotion
we're not the same they say
they're afraid
we might feel their pain
this is not real
i wish you were here
i wish the silence
will you be home soon?
empty halls, battered silences
rain fades with the afternoon
listening to the radio
as a car falls  
and kills the man in the moon
will you be home soon?
i am the quiet
i am silence
i hear you call
silence
i find the whispers on the walls
whispers in the night
i hear them
whispers in the dark
i hear them
whispers in the dark
call out to me
all my words are lies
i pretend that you are fine
in the dead of night we're all the same
in the dead everyone is right
i'm a butterfly and you're a daydream
and i wish we could fly
all my words are lies
i don't know what to say
how do i explain what i believe into words
when all you hear is silence
all you believe is darkness
but all you see is this hole that you're in
staring at the stars
staring at the whys
staring at the i don't know what
you're a dragonfly and i'm a daydream
oh i wish we could
i wish we could fly
i wish we could 
i wish we could try
i wish we could
i wish we could fly
girl with no name
prison of glass
wings broken in half
only a dream
skin the soul
pour the silence in a glass
drink it down
taking all
skin the soul
no one can hear me if i cry
yeah i stay, i stay strong
broken and i am
i don't wanna be lonely
i don't wanna be
i don't wanna be lonely
anymore
there's magic in the heartbeat
no, i don't wanna be lonely
lonely anymore
i don't wanna feel like
i'm slipping and i don't
i don't wanna fall
so much more to me 
so much more to see
something in here can be loved
i don't wanna be lonely
lonely anymore
i don't wanna feel fragile
vulnerable
i just wanna be complete
all you see is the ghost in me
i am, i was, so alone
you found me
waiting for you
searched for your ghost
searched for your soul
lost again
lost in the dusk
like a ghost
cloaked in the unseen
we searched for you among the stones
among the night
searched for you among the song
like a ghost, like a shadow
you are lost to me
lost again
lost..."

(thank you for listening
you
are
now
a
ghost.)

All Music and Lyrics by Wildsilences

Memories of Ghosts (Minimix)

"if you could see you 
i'm so in love that i shine
if you could see how beautiful 
we are"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

see (Vocal)

"when the words have no space to breathe
the stories you tell sing and spark a fire
ashes of guesses floating by covering me in flakes of sky
maybe we can pretend together
an outline of shadows
souls on strings autumn dreams phosphorescent leaves
maybe we can spark a fire with the bones of broken things
don't pretend i know what it's like
don't pretend to see when they're not looking
when the words have no space to breathe"

Poem by Wildsilences

when the words have no space to breathe (Poem)

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