'my invisible' EP on Bandcamp:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/my-invisible

"...we are all just mad in here. 
she fell asleep with her head on the ground. 
i'm buried deep. throw petals on my dreams. 
sing a hymn or two. rest in peace. 
i bury the madness. it's just me in here. 
she is gone..."

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

my invisible

She (the Echo version)

fragments of a song...

"i wanted you
this brokenheartedgirl
to listen to your voice"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

brokenheartedgirl

“beyond the gate tonight
the stars are only shining for you
we used to hold hands
i used to think ‘oh this is grand
oh this is the life’
i used to be in love
maybe with the idea of forever
maybe with you
the words that struck true
you took away my
deep longing to be
someone else like (you)
unlike (me)
it’s all for nothing
it’s all for nothing
the darkness stay dark 
and the light is just
another holding on
another taking
another tearing down, down
where we both may leave
the stars and rocks and trees
and i am just another voice
in the void
‘cause you walk away anyway
and leave me 
standing in the rain”

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in the void

"when i am drowning
you don't
weaves are words pushing me down
'you're not good enough'
you don't see me
hiding
my soul is locked
you don't see me
these words that breathe
someone will love what you don't"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

weaves are words

this is one of the first songs i wrote, inspired by Heather Nova's beautiful song,
called "Island". 

"Venus weeps before she lies down
her golden heart draped over the horizon
shimmering
before the last light falls
i am blue in this September
stumbling, stumbling down
all alone
i am blue 
and i am blue
blue in this September
stumbling down
i must escape
before everything falls down"

Written, performed and Produced by Wildsilences

check out my Blue Dream EP, based on this song:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/blue-dream

Blue September (Horizon version)

"without you
it's so easy when it's not you
so easy to tell someone to get over it
'don't be so sensitive, get over it'
i won't pretend that i am not trying
trying
i am, i am, i am, i'm okay
i am, i am, i am, i am okay
i am okay
and my heart breaks"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

i am okay

based on an old poem of mine, called "my Friend, Hope". this is not based on my own life, just imagination and conversations with a Friend.

"she was on a roll, my Friend
then she dropped down
so loud never heard a sound
as her heart stopped. dead-beat
drunk never said a word to me
but oh my Friend how he played
the bongo, for miles and miles the sound

so here i am, my Friend
the lost, i've got no money
just faith, forgive the lonely
forgive the dark in me
and make me whole again
so here i am standing on the edge
whispering Your Name
i believe You're listening"

Written, performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Hope

Received a private message on SC where someone expressed his adoration for my music and his disappointment of me not responding to his feelings. 

I do know from my own experience that I have fell in love with music too, and sometimes it is hard to distinguish between your soul connecting with the music or with the artist.

It made me sad that I broke his heart without even knowing.
So this really is just a song about all of this stuff.

Lyrics:

"This is just a song sung into the void
And I am just a voice
These are just words
And all you hear is your heart beating
All you hear is the tears
All you hear is the loneliness
And you mistake it for love

So I'm sorry if I broke your heart
I'm sorry
But this is just a song
I am just a girl
Telling stories that I dream
About lies and loss and love
And maybes and whys and somedays

Will you forgive me
For singing into the void
For telling you
The beginnings and endings
Pouring out my soul to you
To share my world with
Someone who listens"

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

This is just a song (Original Version)

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Lyrics: 

She is holding his heart in her arms
Calling his name
To the walls, to the emptiness
To all that is broken inside
The nothing left of all that she was
And in the darkness
She is holding his heart in her arms
Calling his name
To the walls, the nothing left

Fractured Silences

Fragile

A minimix of old songs.

Lyrics:

"I hold on to the silence between the walls and you. Beyond the skies a firefly calls to me. I don’t reply. And I will wait here in the dark. I will hold. Maybe I will seem a little broken. A little lost. Fighting the stars. Fall into the moon. For you, for you.

It’s okay to be friends I don’t mind, just you and I. It’s okay to watch the world go by, just you and I. It’s okay if you don’t want more, just say, I don’t wanna be. The one who loves you. The one who stays. I will stay here where the train catches the sky. Railroad goes nowhere. And the nights have no stars. I didn’t mean to fall for you, for you.

I can see in the dark. I have no heartbeat. I can sense wiith my soul when you are close. And I’ve been waiting. And I’ve been longing for a glimpse. Just a taste of your heart. Don’t leave me here.

Whisper in the wind. Watch the days go by since I felt your, since I felt your touch.

Candle in the dark. And I’m a lonely soul and I’m a lonely soul and I’m a candle in the dark. She’s the shadow, whispering.

Connect the wires. Hear me cry out in the silence of the dark. Felt it in my bones. Shadows growing cold. Emptiness.

Walking home all alone. Even the stars are following you home. Thinking where do I belong. Oh when the day is long.

In the faraway, distance moment. Runaway. She’s just a girl. Runaway, runaway. On the mid-summer breeze. In the morning.

You took my heart away. I didn’t beg you to stay. Just another pinning wishes to the sky. I don’t need someone to save me. I don’t need someone who can fly.  I don’t need you to protect me. The sky is dark. Everyone’s crying. Everyone’s asking, is this the end.

Beautiful mind. Beautiful soul. Beautiful heartbeat-beat-beat.

The mist is falling. The sky is torn. And I am running, running to you. Tears are falling. My soul is torn. And I am setting you free. I am lying beside you. I am crying over you. I am lying beside you. I am dying for you.

Fall in the silences. Whisper it, whisper it to the stars. 

Leave your fear in the dark. Tape your love to the skies. Like a treasure to behold. Write a poem on my heart. Paint your memories on today.

Moodswings and love me like you do. All broken and tangled. Wild and heart. Imperfect and beautiful. Broken and what we are. Children of the sky. Children of the stars. Children of the wild."

Written, Performed and Produced by Wildsilences

Fractured Silences:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fractured-silences-part-1

Fragments of Songs (Minimixes):
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fragments-of-songs-minimixes

A firefly calls to me (Minimix) [Fragments of Songs]

Songwriter.

Experimental Fractured Acoustic. Unmastered. 

Fractured Silences (album) on Bandcamp:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fractured-silences-remixes-welcome

All music is written, performed and produced by Wildsilences.

All Rights Reserved.

I am inspired by life, conversations, over-thinking, sci-fi, fantasy and dark sides of the moon. Some stories are about me, others about movies or characters in books. I write what I feel and follow the emotions. Sometimes i turn my own poetry into songs.

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